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behind that cool facade
hides a messed up soul
walk with me


an ordinary person living and struggling in this ordinary yet tormenting world.

shouts




Thursday, December 09, 2004


whaha..here i c0me..l0lz..ytd nv blog..hehe..busy knitting e scarf for my xia0 ding na.. c0z taiwan n0w veh cold.. he keep saeing its cold its cold.. haha.. so knitting one scarf for him l0.. hehe.. c0untd0wn.. 9 m0re daes t0 their arrival..hehe.. n dey having tis performance for tis celebration on e dae dey arrive spore.. so poor ting.. veh rush leh dem.. n heard tat on e 19th.. e dae after their arrival.. wil have e gathering wif their fans.. dunno true not.. haven confirm na.. hehe.. s0 happie.. 9... 9.. 9.. hehe.. lyk caling e police lyk tat.. whaha.. 999..haha.. my knitting so far so good.. hehe.. h0pe he wil lyk na.. but dun tink he wil use.. tink he wil keep it.. summore mine is thread.. so wil b veh thick.. if he use of coz i happie n0r.. hehe.. k la.. got to catch up wif my knitting le.. if not not enuf tym wor.. hehe.. 9 more daes nia.. l0oking f0rward to seeing my la0g0ng.. hehe.. =D

whu wr0te tis???????????????????????
*xia0 dinG sa0 aka guaN diNg sa0 aka guaN dinG de la0p0* =D
i l0ve him^

Tuesday, December 07, 2004


pai seh 0h.. i everytym wil blog after midnight de.. den wil write abt e previous dae tingy.. meanz 7th write abt 6th.. haha.. coz midnight den i free ma.. hehe..pai seh 0h..

wel wel.. went out to get sumting for xia0 ding.. wanted to buy cross stitch de.. but came across tis knitting ting.. so decided to knit a scarf for him.. coz taiwan now veh cold ma.. dne hope tat wld come in handy.. haha.. now stil doing.. did abt 1/4 le ba.. hehe.. hand so tired sia.. wha ka0z.. haha.. basically todae nth happened la.. juz bought tis tingy n is working on it n hope he lyk it lo.. hehe.. bought xiao ren's present too.. a photo frame.. cant tink of niting to buy liaoz.. haha.. =p kkayx la.. got to go work on my scarf liaoz.. scared cannot rush out on tym wor.. hehe..

Sunday, December 05, 2004


whaha...i4 daes nv p0st lia0z.. s0rries..hahaz..was sadded na.. hais.. 30th dint get t0 send dem off.. c0z im late!hais..actually wun late de lor.. met px n ren tai tai at 3 den went to tpy to buy file for ding ding sao.. den when i called her after buyin e file.. she told mi she's at PS looking for lollis.. so i sae i meet her at dhoby ghuat.. den when i reach,she stil buying lor.. den wait for her at city hall.. she was so damn late k.. when she reach is abt 4 liaoz.. den rush all e wae to airport.. when we reach alr 4.55 le.. we RAN all e wae up to e departure hall.. den when i reach e departure gate.. i onli see guAn dinG's backview facing mi.. he's alr inside.. den i shouted his name.. but he dint hear.. hais.. mi n ding ding sao was so damn sad tat we cried out loud.. tink cried for over an hr lor.. den saw a video taken by other six plus fans.. den when i saw guan ding in e video i wld cry even louder.. aiya.. juz crying thru our lor.. den when going home i oso crying all e wae.. i dun care wat others tink abt mi..'tis gal sia0 ah?cry..' i dun care.. i onli noe tat IM SAD..hais.. these past few daes been so0 sad c0z 0f tis lor.. den i email him e night of e departure.. telling him y m i late n tat i was so sorrie n tat i cried so cham.. den ask him to bring sumting back for mi.. n he REPLIED e nxt night.. whahaha.. was so damn happie to see his reply.. he sae tat dey r coming over veh soon n tat he wil bring e ting back for mi n ask mi not to b so sad le.. hahaz.. i was s00o damn high tat i called ding ding sao straight awae.. den she veh sad.. coz she mailed him oso.. but he nv reply her.. l0lz..
these few daes been walking arnd spore in a sickly body.. l0lz.. juz trying to find e 'wwjd'.. y i find? c0z xia0 ding has it.. haha.. i was asking him to bring one back for mi.. haha.. but i wan to put one at my bag n i wear one.. so i ask him bring one n i went to buy one.. finally found it ytd.. l0lz.. mi n ding ding sao went arnd spore lyk siao lang ok.. hahaz.. den im sick oso.. been coughing lyk gonna die lyk tat.. hais.. k la.. ending e post liao..