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behind that cool facade
hides a messed up soul
walk with me


an ordinary person living and struggling in this ordinary yet tormenting world.

shouts




Wednesday, April 25, 2007


here i m again. lols. my daes had been good. hehe.. ytd juz went out wif dardar be4 his sku. we went to have pizahut. coz now got e student set lunch. den we go take neoprints. shall upload ltr. den aft tat went to arcade. hahaha... play max tune wif him. was intendin to play wif him onli lor.. den 2 guys xtra come join. ee... i got last. =.= den continue to play summre games. hehe.. den went to walk walk arnd cwp. go mini toons. den i saw tis massage stick. is a small plushy on a stick. den i tel him i cn use coz my shoulder always ache. so he sae he get 2. one for me one for his mummy. haha.. den he go pay i walk arnd.. den saw tis tingy.. veh nice.. standin dere tinkin of whether cn get for e comin 9th month anot. but he come bhind me ask me 'y? wna gif mi ah?' hahaha... lols. nvm.. den these few daes lyk tis lor.. study n stuffs. hehe.. oh ya!! im happy abt one ting.

i learnt to let dar b alone. s in.. when hes in lecture, i restrain myself frm smsin him. hahaha.. dun disturb him ma. hehe.. tis is one good ting k!


DAR, even if get for u u oso wil happy de right? lols. i try to tink of sumtin else. if cnt den mayb i get tat for u ba. hehe.. WO AI NI OH! (awaiting for wat ure gna makin for me. hehe. =x )


240407. my cute dar n me. smoochies~

Thursday, April 19, 2007


hehe.. dar.. ur post is SO fcukin sweet luhs. u cn surely realli make good use of ur words to make ppl happy ah u.. hahaha...

hope its realli e best prezzie uve ever had. hehs. though its SO simple. but its always e simple ting tats sweet eh? =) haha.. todae sakae.. DARDAR OSO DOTE ON ME ALOT WAT!! u kip askin me wat i wna eat stil. lols. thanks dar. muacks. DANIEL NG LISTEN CAREFULLY!! NO MATTER WAT HAPPENS, IM NOT GOING TO LEAVE YOU. NO MATTER WAT. NO MATTER HOW WORSE A QUARREL CN B OR WATEVER SHIT. I WIL STIL STAY. N HERE I WARN YOU!!!!! B PREPARED!!! IM GNA HOLD U S TIGHT S E DAE WE WENT TO AMK HUB WIF UR MUMMY!

ya lor hor.. recalling, we tis couple. i wud agree wif u tat we r e hiong ones. lols. dar, noe y u dun rmb when was e last tym we quarrelled or even raised our voices at each other? coz it hasnt been happenin for lyk daes alr.. haha.. dar, we r one loving couple when we r not quarrelling. (which is not? lols.) so we shall remain lyk tis k? we dun irritate each other. hehe..


dar, not onli rmb e mail contents i sent u ytd. oso rmb e one i sent u abt e little boy wif e nails one! haha.. both oso muz rmb. n mind u, i mark ur words de k. u sae REAL SOON de hor!! haha~ =D


I LOVE YOU.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007


170407. =)


lalala... been busy studyin these few daes. todae is our 8th month!!!


HAPPY 8 MONTHS BABY! lyk e prezzie eh? hehe.. its sucha simple prezzie. kept u guessin for daes leh.. hahaha... burn e cd tat tym got problem sia u noe? hahaha... glad tat u lyk it. see u happy i jiu happy.. coz u happy u wil b veh cute. lols. alamak... all i wna sae i write in e letter liaos.. how? lol. juz rmb tat I LOVE YOU norhs. =D


met his classmates since mon. a bunch of crappy guys n a few so quiet girls. his guys ah.. realli is LAME la.. one kip singin lyk s if wna b superstar.. one lame until lyk e wu zong xian. summre i sit on dar's laps nia, dey sae 'wa... sit on top of him do wat?' hahaha.. so i joke along i sae 'y cnt sit? so comfortable..' lols. hmm.. actually nth much leh these few daes.. dar wan me blog long long long... alamak..

oh ya!! dar took me to JP ytd. arcade den eat.. den pool. alamak. im sucha noob. but i made improvements i guess. hehehehe...

now dar not feelin wel nehs. huhuhu... he sae he body inside veh hot. outside veh cold. lyk ma chiam fever wor.. hais.. he restin now while i blog.. sians. nth to do sia. he todae sku until 6. so damn tired. den now not feelin wel.. hais..


dar.. muz takecare of urself la.. dun 8 months den sick lehs.. so suay meh. huhuhu... u sae tml blog one whole post for me de hor!! *sekali u blog 3 words wo ai ni den sae is whole post.* hahaha.. i noe u wun de right? hehe..

dar.. nth to blog le la.. dno wat to write nehs.. huhuhu... i shall blog one LONG post sum daes ltr k? promise. hehe.. MAKMAK!

Tuesday, April 10, 2007


lalala. here ta blog again.


went to NP todae wif dar. wth. suppose to wake up at 8am. in e end? 915am. n its when dar called me. arbo i tink i continue slp until 11am or so le. hahaha... den went dwn his hse. he not feelin wel these daes sia.. huhuhu. he sae he chest pain,cnt breathe al tat. huhuhu.... den we went off at abt...... 1130? reached NP at abt 1245? den we r NOOBS. hahaha... coz he forgot to bring e folder tat tells him e info n e place. so we,being noobs,went to e admin n ask for directions. in e end? ENDED IN E WRONG BLOCK. n e funny ting is, we tot is e right one. so we went in tel e person wat we wan n al. even stupid de is, e person sae he nid not upgrade by gifin him stupid tings lyk 'u dint buy frm our sku u wun get e version. u noe, u muz pay for wat u get. u dint pay,u dun get it.' =.= den end up askin him ta install sum dno wat prog. eh! dere FCUKIN COLD la. sat dere yk idiots for abt 1hr. den dcided to go lunch. coz veh hungry la. den stil scared lappy wil lost or wat. rush bac. sat for another... abt 1hr or so? den finally install alr. den went bac woodlands.


den his mama took him to e docs. den frm den on, nth special alr. xcept for he lost his wallet. so suay. dno issit his papa take. hope is lor. arbo wa.... wil b sibei sian la. got cash inside. so......... guess we HAVE TO go dwn NP tml AGAIN. sians. coz he reach hm alr take e folder see. den he found out tat we went to e wrong block. wth. when we tot its e right one. n sat dere for lyk 2hrs lyk idiots. =.=

Sunday, April 08, 2007


sooooooooo l0ng nv update alr eh. haha..


hmm.. daes r normal. xcept ive been slackin for daes alr. havent been studyin. TML SHALL CONTINUE. i cnt let myself slack. hehe. but now i cnt go to dar's hse to study alr. due to some reasons. f3. so cn onli study outside or at my own hse. sians..


dar's sku startin soon. he 10th go sku upgrade his version of vista. den we r gna b off to town i guess. he promise me take me out to gaigai. no money buy oso cn go walkwalk. so long nv go out. been cooping at hm for dno how long. LOLS. den 12th he gna go for tis kinda orientation ting. to get his timetable n mit his lecturers. tat will leave me a boring dae alone. *rolls eyes*. den 14th is his CHR carnival. haha.. he have tis meimei tats so cute luhs. JASLIN. we r used to pinchin her alr. she has a chubby face. whahaha... den 16th he gna start sku alr. BUT HIS STARTIN OF E SKU CNT SEPERATE US. noe y? im gna study at NP. i dun care. he go for his lectures. i study at e library or e canteen or aniwhere tats able for me to study at. haha. den wait for him break tym come find me blablabla.. yea.. tat shall b it. anw, e guards or wheuevr wun noe whether m i a student dere eh? hahaha... tis is one good ting abt polytechnics. u get to wear watever u wan dere. so even if ure not frm e sku, ITS OK! haha.~~


dar.. i told u juz now, s i pack my photos n stuffs, i came across e photo we took 2yrs ago n e neos we took when we went out wif josiah eh? i juz wan us to b s happy s tat tym.. but it seems lyk, we juz have to tink so much. sians. no money al tat. i noe we cn do tings tat is achievable even without money. but juz our transport itself is irritatin enuf. haha. nvm. shall not tink so much ba. haha. TEL U A SECRET. i got a idea of wat to do for u for our 8th month. but.. im stil ponderin abt it. coz sumone alr had done it be4. s in.. another couple la. so i tinkin shud i do e same ting anot. but of coz, e nei rong wil b diff la. hmm.. shall tink abt it. BLEAHS. I WUN TELL YOU!! =p


mitin my dar tml to study. shall rmb to bring e books to return to e library. if not kena fine. lols. hes mapling now. fightin e so called 'AH MA'. so here i m bloggin. hehe. shall go wait for him alr. BYE ALL! til e nxt post~


iloveyou my dear.u asked me juz now,'y did u choose me tat dae?'. haha. my dear,wat cn i sae? its juz e feeling u gave tat made me chose u norhs. though aft gettin togeta, quarrels do happen. but well,i hope e worst wun have to come. u noe wat i mean. yea. iloveyou. smoochies* =D