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behind that cool facade
hides a messed up soul
walk with me


an ordinary person living and struggling in this ordinary yet tormenting world.

shouts




Friday, June 22, 2007


MY.BOYFRIEND.

`shy
`bhaves lyk a child sumtym
`hot tempered
`pushes his specs in e most cutest wae tat i love
`very long n nice lashes which i envy
`not veh tal. arnd 17x
`for certain food,he lyks chili. e others,NO. lol
`a non carbonated drink drinker
`sleep lyk a PIG. lols


hmm.. we knew each other wae bac in 2004. one fine dae,i met my girlfren,n her ex bf. n her ex bf brought him along so s not to face boredom wif 2 girls.frankly,i dint find him veh good lookin in e first place.but was acceptable.e dae ended wif he being e match maker match makin me n my fren's ex bf.=.=

2yrs later,one fine dae,160806,toked to him online.abt a movie,Fast and Furious Tokyo Drift.well,tat show was so hot at tat tym.started tokin lyk tat.n he sounded totally no self confidence.not even e basic confidence.so i told him,he mus have some confidence.n e tok bcome kind of emo n stuffs. xchanged numbers(wel,its 2 yrs later.how we noe each other got chnage number anot eh?). yea. den e nxt dae,170806,i was at sku. we smsed for e whole dae tru out. aft sku,he called me. chatted. but unfortunately,my hp went flat. i dint charge. lol. tat nite,had some 'emo' tok. nxt dae,180806,e magical dae. i asked him out for my sku ended early n i had nth to do. asked him out to town for a walk. i reach 5mins earlier. n when i saw him,im lyk 'ok. he bcame good lookin.'. haha. n we met up wif his cousin. n under his cousin's doings,we got togeta.

we were actually pretty fine al along except for his hot tempered n my not able to do tings properly thus causing quarrels to erupt. hmm.. actually i cn see tat he stil loves me so much even though quarrels sure erupt sumtyms. n i stil do love him so. tings hasnt been easy. its been a whole 10 months n going 4daes. n i hope tings wil continue. gifin in to each other s much s possible. so tings wun get worse.

he covers e blanket for me when we slp. he hugs me in e middle of e nite when he noes im gettin cold. he hugs me frm e bac when i have my bac facin him when we slp. he pats my bac when i cough or choke. he sayangs me frm tym to tym. he cn actually cook good stuffs. its juz tat hes lazy. n sumtyms out of e blue, he comes up to me n gifs mi e innocent face n asks me not to leave him. hes my baby.

n i love my baby.

Thursday, June 21, 2007


alright. im here to blog. ahhaha...DOES EVEN ANIONE LOOK AT MY BLOG?READERS,DO TELL ME IF U READ. THANKS. =) tot of quite alot to blog. but dno cn succeed anot. wwhahaha...

alright. i tot of wat i write wat ba. haha. hmm.. it wil b dar's chalet nxt weekend. 29TH,30TH N 1ST OF JULY. BOOK IN ON 29TH. IT WIL B A FAMILY DAE. DEN 30TH WIL B OUR BBQ. FOR FRENS TO GATHER ARND. DEN BOOKOUT ON 1ST. im so lookin forward to it. weets~~~ prepared ONE BOX of presents for him. hehehehe..

den... its out 10th month juz a few daes ago. got him a tee. but... its lyk abit small. wanted to get L de. but e person sae is L. den when i got e tee le i see e tag is M. so dcided to let dar try out. if cnt den i do sumtin abt it. it fits him. but abit short lor e shirt. sians.

den.. hes been havin his holidaes aft his exams. 2 wks. so tis 2 wks have been a great slackin session for him. abit for me too. but i stil got study. hehe. coz he maple. i nth to do. so al i cn do is either play hp games or study. LOLS. hes startin sku tis comin mon. ahahha.. bac to sku lyf.

den... actually nth much leh. been spendin everydae at his hse. studyin,watchin him maple,eat,watch tv. slp. LOLS. actually i quite scared noe. i ytd suddenly tot of tis 'i lyk tis study. dno got effect anot. dno wil pass anot.' i study. tuition. do e tys. dno de ask tuition tcher. so scared. hais.. i dun even mind goin nursing nxt yr. lol. juz let me pass. of coz,if cn pass n have a even good grade,i'll b even happy. haha. i mean lyk, e worst case scenario is go nursing la. if got better grades to go better courses,of coz. hehe.

N TO MY GIRLS, I MISS YOU AL SO MUCH. WHY U AL CNT GO FOR DANIEL'S BBQ!!!! HAIS.. ARBO I CN GET TO SEE U AL ALR LOR. BLEAHS.!!!!! >.<