walk with me
an ordinary person living and struggling in this ordinary yet tormenting world.
behind that cool facade
hides a messed up soul
walk with me an ordinary person living and struggling in this ordinary yet tormenting world. shouts and so they flew x[DANIEL]x x[PRINCESS SARA]x x[BRANDA]x x[GOLDIE]x x[SHIHUI]x x[GRACE]x x[ALOY]x x[DARYL]x x[SAMUEL]x x[SHARON]x x[HUIXIAN]x x[XIAOFANG]x x[JOVIN]x x[MAS]x x[JENA]x x[REBECCA]x x[ATIQAH]x x[RUBY]x x[AYU]x x[HAN THI]x x[BERT]x x[HAZLAN]x x[MANSUR]x x[KENKEN]x x[DAMIEN]x x[DAPH]x x[ELISA]x x[CRESSILDA]x x[JESLIN MEI]x x[KRISTIN SUN NU]x x[VICTORIA]x x[SERENA]x x[ZHENYING]x x[ZAHRA]x applause Editor:heartbreak. Basecodes:exquisite. Colour codes:corsages Icon:threemoresteps Blockquote codes:%PURPUR.black- 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008 12/01/2008 - 01/01/2009 01/01/2009 - 02/01/2009 02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009 03/01/2009 - 04/01/2009 04/01/2009 - 05/01/2009 05/01/2009 - 06/01/2009 06/01/2009 - 07/01/2009 11/01/2009 - 12/01/2009 10/01/2010 - 11/01/2010 11/01/2010 - 12/01/2010 Wednesday, April 30, 2008 woohoo. todae's sku was alright. haha. STUPID HB N HC GO SAE WE HA LOOK DWN ON DEM. F DEM LA. WE OSO NV EVEN INTERFERE DEM. NV EVEN TOK SIA. f3. ohoh. n todae durin ms deon's lesson,e FnB clas came to our clas n wna demo how to carve a fish. haha. so we get to eat fish! hahaha. n chic oso! haha. e lesson jitao tio stopped. lols. den durin e so called free period,slacked,walk arnd n took photos. not alot. 4 nia. yea. tats abt al for todae le ba. nth much de. FUN DAE TML. ZOO WIF SHARON,ANDREW N KOR. haha. drew gna make sandwiches n stuff to brin dere to eat. wa... I VEH LONG NV GO ZOO LE LOR. haha. gna try to take alot alot alot pics! hehehe. =D tats huixian me n sharon. =D another one. SO CUTE! nice? tats mas,me,seha,sharon n jovin. e clique. haha.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 lols. todae's sku was nth much. had a spot check. wa. heng sia. my shoe n my skirt not kena. HAHA. but e guys's standard so sucky. so strict. daryl,david n samuel's hair is not even long. juz tat daryl's sideburn longer,den david n samuel's fringe longer nia. lols. den aft sku go tpy buy file. met sharon. help her carry her paper home. had bee hoon at her hse. andrew cook de. hahaha. BUT HE GO ADD SMAL CHILI. %$&%*^*&^%% lols. den bac home. bathe n ironed clothes n here i m. hais.. dno thurs got work anot. PUBLIC HOLIDAE 99 BUCKS LEH!!! hahaha. if cnt work den mayb go sentosa. if michie cn get car den got go. brin rubee go swim swim. hahaha. wa...... i wna work.. hais.. kkayx. nth much to update. shal update when i have more stuffs. =D
Monday, April 28, 2008 LOLS. todae's sku was kinda relaxin.hahaha. aft sku went to drew hse to eat wif him. haha. juz e 2 of us. chatted al e wae. for lyk dno 1-2hrs. den we cooked tgt. i chef ok! haha. den sharon come bac n ate dner. den jiu come hm le. photos of e girls in e clas!! jovin n i. see,e makeup when im in clas is so norm. mas n i.haha sharon n mas. E XTRA DAVID FOURSOME ezan,me,mas,mira,sharon,jovin,inda,atiqah. CRAZY GIRLS. =D
Sunday, April 27, 2008 on our wae to tpy. =D wee~ stayed over at sharon's place for e wkend. n for my clasmates,not our clas de sharon k. haha. yea. tat dae met sharon at nyp den went off to mit bc to shop for grocery. coz rubee kena complain. poor drew gotta stay at hm n check e licensin ting. haha. den went bac to sharon hse. bc cook. wa. i was lyk SO tired tat i dint noe my kor came le. i was slpin on e sofa. hahaha. den ate dner tgt. kor went hm. i stayed over. ahha. slept til nxt dae 1pm i tink. haha. den slacked n watch dnyby on dvd til abt 5. den went tpy. den had dner tgt. went bac hm waited for drew n bc n cc come bac. slacked til dno wat tym. 3am? haha. had sandwich,noodles tgt. den slp. til todae 1pm. LOLS. went out for lunch tgt,drew,me,sharon,cc,bc. haha. ate at kopitiam. den e guys went fairprice. coz tonight al cookin tgt. haha. den me n sharon went to get her sharpener n batt. den went to look for e guys. at night cooked tgt. hahaha. aft dner rested. den bac hm le. heh. had a relaxin wkend. tml gna start sku le. SIANS.
Friday, April 25, 2008 ok.ive bin bloggin abt my work ya? so now sumtin abt my sku n my course. haha. clementi ite hpo. hospitality operations. lols. so strict la tis course. yea. n my clas consist of 35 ppl. of which 15 r guys. 20 girls. haha. den ytd CA wan us got buddy sys. so tat we wun late, n im wif daryl. LOLS. e treasurer of our clas. n our clas got tis cheeky monkey. abdul. LOLS. eh,actually nth much to sae abt my clas yet. bcoz juz started. wait til we more familiar le sure got alot ting sae ba. haha. now im bac home to get changed den go nyp mit korkor take bks den see if sharon cn go off. den go fairprice shoppin wif drew. den go hm cook! WHAHAHA~~~ fun night~ might b stayin over~ =D
Thursday, April 24, 2008 OMFG. WAS BLOGGIN N DEN MY LAPPY GO N UPDATE. DEN RESTART. VRETIN GONE. nvm. shal type again. but more restles liao. haha. ytd woke up late in e end cabbed dwn to clementi. LOLS. den mit e sharon in my clas. den aft sku go mit sharon n stella. bought one whole set of makeup. COST A BOMB MAN. frm thefaceshop. hahaha. den went to mit drew n kor n ken n cc to eat. ate fish chip. but midwae got ting crop up. knn. now settled le. den stayed over at sharon's hse. hehe. den tis mrn woke up at 5 to makeup n stuffs den wake her up jiu go sku le. haha. WTF MAN. my course doesnt allow me to draw e eyeliner lyk how i drew tis mrn. so bobian. washed awae e eyeliner n draw again. zzz.heh. now onwards gna makeup le. e ME in sku n e ME outside is so gna b DIFF. hahaha~ nth much actually. i oso forgot wat i wna sae le. write juz now le den gone. argh. yea. so juz gna post photos of me n my frens. heh. pardon poor quality. LOLS. early in e mrn 6am. in sharon rm mas n i.see,wash awae e eyeliner le. siha n i.=) sharon n i. e mas XTRA. LOLS.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 wee~~~ todae went to sku. first tym wearin e uni man. so damn hot. zz. dae was alright. lesson was ok. daryl was absent n so was my notes. zz. nid to go photocopy myself. haha. daryl not feelin wel. so bobian lor. den aft sku went to nyp to wait for sharon. wid drew n my kor. FINALLY she free le. we cabbed al e wae to fareast. FISH N CHIPS. n sweet n sour pork,gong bao ji ding,tie ban dou fu. n gues wat? i ate so much la. aft fish n chips stil eat one bowl of rice. hahahaha. yeaps. 12+ le. nid go orhorh le. hehe. happy happy. orhorh tym~~
Monday, April 21, 2008 woohoo~~ dint blog ytd coz was at sharon's hse. whahaha. ytd went to work. n unxpectedly,wj was at pr2. LOLS. n e stupid zhiguo so guo fen la! we were al so hot bcoz e air con spoilt. den got e big big fan. he go off. he sae wat e weight cnt kena wind arbo bo zhun. wtf. vreone so hot. argh. den ask me count 500 sticks of kopi powder. 500. i cnt tok to anione man. haha. den my sweat drippin. LOLS.but end of e dae he ask me count ting for him,he got sae thanks. lols. but wj at e bac. so nv tok dao. haha. he wore e black pants again.soo long lor his black pants. stil lyk his jeans. one of his jeans super nice. is for those go town de leh!!HE WEAR LE SUPER NICE LA.coz lyk he 1.8m la. den super tal,den e body though abit skinny but juz nice.hehe.den shuai shuai de. he wear come work. in e end dirty. aww~ lols. den got so mani jokes ytd.dere was once,dere r 2 machines ma. big big machines. den is drop sticks of kopi powder de. den e 2nd machine lou fen. meanin e powder loose. come out. den our ldr,mimiyan was bside e machine repairin another machine. but he too far ah,cnt go to e machine.den zhiguo bhind e 1st machine,so he shout sae lou fen. n gues wat? ZHIGUO TOT IS E 1ST MACHINE. HE RUN TO E FIRST MACHINE N SEE,IN E END MIMIYAN SAE 'AIYO!!! ZHE LI LA!!!' den in e end mimiyan off himself. =.= n den? ZHIGUO STIL CN LAUGH UNTIL E CUTE CUTE VAMPIRE TOOTH COME OUT N SLOWLY WALK DERE. hahaha~~ me n sharon laugh until SO loud tat i tink e pr2 cn hear us. LOLS. 2nd joke,one bangla walk into pr2,past by us. den juz nice me n sharon tokin abt wj. coz wj is straight in front of us but at e bac of e rm. so she sae 'u here run str8 jiu shi him liao. den nid fal dwn alot tyms,den ltr ur teeth bleed den u tok to wj.' LOLS. den e bangla walk in ah.den she sae 'eh e bangla ur husband'. LOLS. den e nxt moment i turn my head take plastic bag,zhiguo come to me sae 'xiaomei,he sae wat?help me translate.' in chinese la. den sharon jitao is wna laugh de la. den e bangla dno sae wat sia. e accent so heavy. cnt utd. den sharon oso cnt. den me n sharon BURST OUT IN LAUGHTER. den zhiguo oso laugh. haha. den he sae nvm. e 3rd n most dumb joke. sharon n i tot ytd take pay. we waited til fanny come. in e end? fanny:"u dno i sun bo gif pay de meh". =.= so todae went to take pay.ytd stayed over at sharon hse.den mrn nv go sku.=x too tired. slp until drew wakie. den breakfast. wa. american breakfast sia. haha. den mahjong. daidi. play wif rubee. den korkor come,den mac. den i fel aslp aft eatin. until sharon come bac. LOLS. den get changed n go BOONLAY TAKE PAY. wtf sia. at raffles e train spoil. f la. alr late le e train spoil. in e end reach boon lay le,rain. f. take cab in. whahaha. aft take pay go PIZZAHUT n eat. wee!!! haha.n oh ya,wj saw me todae.i was in SUPER SHORT shorts. sharon's. haha. dcided to buy frm her.black de. super nice. den he todae nv ride sia. hmm,tink he goin out aft work.coz nv ride. hmmm....nvm.dun fan him. lols. sharon sae zhiguo rude. abit la. but afteral,he so cute! hahaha. wj n zhiguo makes my work fun~~~ =D now reach hm le,gna go slp le. yawns. haha. ciaos~
Sunday, April 20, 2008 shall have a quick post be4 i go to slp. went ta work tis mrn. wif sharon n stella. omg. cnt stay at pr2 la todae.shit man. argh. kena go to pr7. which is lyk e work dere is FUCK. hahaha. yea. so we 3 sat bside tis machine which drops packets of kopi powder quite quickly n we have to pack dem. sound easy huh? but e chair is SMALL N SHORT. so? OUR BUTT HURTS!! haha. den i was lyk concentratin on e work not wantin to focus on e pain on my butt,haha.den i saw sumone squattin bside me. i dint cared coz i tot is e ah yi whu is in charge of pr7. in e end e person goes 'wei!' n i turned n gues whu i saw?haha. yesyes. wj. he was in pr2 todae. den afternoon abt 3+ he came over juz to see m i ok. coz im not at pr2. our brks r at 12 n 6. meanin probly he came out to smoke lor. haha. but pr7 is e place of e person he buey gum wif. not ah yi. is one of e 'head' in pr7. so he dint stay long. he juz tel me he come see see i ok anot nia. den left. but stil,glad he got e xim to come. =) omg la. by 5pm,my butt feels lyk its goin numb. i kip changin positions. it dint help. haha. so watever~~ TML WORKIN AGAIN. IN PR2 I HOPE. N IM GETTIN MY PAY!!! WOOHOO~~~ but nid dye bac my hair. sians. so tml gna brin my stuffs to sharon's hse. heh. she help me do. wee~~ ok den. nth much todae. OH YA. YTD WENT YUKI YAKI WIF SHARON,DREW,KOR,YK,ZH. had a fun night. shall blog abt it tml. no. when i have e tym actualy. LOLS. ok. nights world~
Thursday, April 17, 2008 lol. ytd wanted to blog. in e end nv. LOLS. ok. ytd was e 3rd dae of orientation. was fun. haha. whole clas play bondin games. n e guys in my clas super lame. lols. den aft sku get changed n went to mit SHARON at dhoby. bought tis heels at charles n keith for 31.90 aft dduction. LOLS. den went to mit my kor n drew n stella n her bf to go factory pass up punch card. or else no money. haha. n when we reach e bac of e factory,we sit dere n rest ma.den our ldr,we cal him MIMIYAN.haha. he shock he sae 'wa..ni men quan bu lai zuo wan ban ah?' LOLS. den wj n ah lei was bhind me i dint noe. LOLS. den we sit dere lyk so xtra lor. esp when i wearin shorts,sharon wearin mini skirt. lyk weird. lols. den we went to e front n find fanny. pass her e card den we leave le. den leavin tat tym saw zhiguo ride bike leave. wa....he realli damn cute la. hahaha~FOREVER TAT VAMPIRE TOOTH. aww~haha. lols. i sound lyk i siao. den todae wear e heels to sku. its so nice la cn. wa laos. i love e heels. whahahaha. my heels is e onli one diff frm others. lols. =.= coz my leg. i cnt wear e one e tcher wan. so e tcher sae my shoe cnt pas. but i dun utd y cnt lor. cover toe,cover heels,stil cnt. wtf. nvm. i dun care. coz of my leg i cnt wear e one she wan la. she accept it or forget it. i cn onli wear tat one. f3. den todae go bugis wif sharon. she go see lappy. wa cnt find sia. she sad. den we go bugis village shop. she bought a shorts. den we arrange nxt wk go buy faux lashes. i wna start to learn it liao. but my clas bo ppl lyk tat sia. alamak. nvm. haha. den i bought a white top. ok. its late. im tired. ciaos~ me n in my heels my heels. =D
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 LOLS. skipped sku todae!! 2nd dae of orientation. go oso play games so nv go. went to work. heh. BUT WTH. WJ PANGSEH ME LA. he ytd go eat steamboat wif frens n drink until abit drunk.den todae at first he ytd wat tym go hm n stuffs de.coz i slept earlier than him. den he nv reply my sms. den tis mrn he tel me he got go work but he go n slp. LOLS. he slp durin work. den i whole dae bo eat dao. aft work cal him pei me go eat. lols. den he fetched me on his bike. ok. bicycle. not motor bike. haha. =D den he take me to e market near his hse to eat. he intro me eat e seafood soup. in e end finish le. dun have le. zzz. in e end e you mian kns la! hahaha. but nv tel him. but he lyk cn see not nice coz i jitao is eat veh slowly. LOLS. he treat me eat AGAIN. he damn f la. alr tel him dun wan le,roars. den i treat him water. lols. chatted alot. den he go n lock his bike den walk me to mrt stn. took 2 photos wif him, am not gna post. haha. coz i not nice in it n he look gong gong de. haha. tml nid to reach sku by 750. wth. den aft sku mitin sharon to buy heels n pencil case. wa.. tml stil nid gif tcher 50 to buy materials. txtbk i tink? dno. nv sae de dem. rubbish sku. den aft buy ting stil nid go factory pass tym card. wa... reach hm dno wat tym le. hahaha. so tired aft work. gna rest liaos. blog again tml~~
Monday, April 14, 2008 whaha.its been an eventful wk man. for e last few daes at work,its so fun. hehehe. tat stupid ah lei. knn. see me tok to wang jie he not happy.go sae bad tings abt wang jie. sae to me summre. he sae 'aiyo.. dun listen to him ah..he playboy ah.. he not good ah..' LOLS. wang jie noe le he damn dulan. lols. these 2 daes toked on phone wif him. he get my number frm me on..... thurs? fri? ya. tat dae he headache den veh tired. aiyo...so ke lian.stil got so mani packet nid seal. den chat alot wif him durin work. wa lao. now owe him one meal. wtf. rmb his number wrongly. =.= came to noe alot abt him. hmm... haha.. lols. i realize i onl got work to blog sia. alamak. okok. sku todae. BORING. went lecture theatre wait n wait for nth. den go brunch for 1 n half hrs. lols. den go campus tour. den lunch again. wth. den dsign notice board. so sian la. i was slpin. LOLS. came to noe other 4 girls,jovin,sharon,siha,mas. woohoo!! tml not goin sku.goin ta work.wang jie ask me go.eeee... he pangseh me la.i cal e woman sae i goin le den he tel me he tml mayb at e bac, not at e front(i always at front). argh. oso bobian. sian lor. summre doin e 48PACKETS DE. WTF. sian liao lor. den call jennifer juz now. she sae todae al aunties. sian liao. tml i go,e aunties wil b dere. dno i wil b needed dere anot. BEST IS LET ME GO TO E BAC. HAHA. THROW COFFEE PACKETS WHOLE DAE I OSO DUN MIND. WHAHAHAHA~~~ =D OHYA!! 8th was michelle's bdae bbq at her place. her room so damn nice. lols. had a fun tym dere until i quarrel wif sumone. f3. but nvm. a few photos~~ ok. on com juz to charge mp3. sumone ask me blog.so anihow blog blog. go rest liaos.~ taka's toilet.wif sharon =D bbq~~ i look so gloomy.esp e last photo. juz quarrelled.e face damn weird.
Saturday, April 05, 2008 sharon n i. =) LOLS. alot to update man. but wil juz cut it short. i broke up wif daniel. means? im single now! haha. available or not wil have to dpends. LOL. i now dno how to sae daniel. so yea,even though frens,but i stil find e ting he does is....dno how to sae.ya get e meanin cn le. haha. yea. its been lyk 4 daes since we broke? broke on 1st. todae 5th. haha. n was stickin wif my kor for e 4 daes. ok. i got work now. at tis factory in boonlay. wif kor,drew,sharon n stella.ITS SO DAMN FUN LA. though tirin. but 65 bucks for weekdaes frm 8am to 8pm wif a 1hr brk in bwtn. so 65 bucks for 11hrs. which is abt 6/hr. haha. whr to find sia. so good. haha. first dae of work was scared.lyk,dno wat to do.den stick to sharon n stella. haha. den went to tis dept called PR2. ok. tis facotry deals wif coffee stuffs. powder blablabla.ya. so PR2 is pack powder de. e machine pack e powder into smal sachets.den we pack e sachets into bags. yea. been doin e same ting for tis 4 daes. but its fun. noe y? coz of tis 3 guys! aha. juz knew 2 of their names todae bcoz one of dem nid go other place. yea. deres tis VEH serious lookin guy when hes repairin e machine or adjustin e adjustments blabla. hes called Zhi Guo. ok. hes cute. haha. s in,when hes so serious lookin at e machine doin al e adjustments. e face he gif is those 'hmm..wat shal i do nxt?' tat kind.haha. den another is called Lei, thunder tat lei. haha. hes funny la. he sae he wans me s his mistres. WTH? LOL. den another is a guy whereby HIS FACE IS DAMN SMOOTH N GOOD. lyk s if he got facial vredae de u noe?! WHEN HES WORKIN IN TIS FKIN FACTORY EVERYDAE.hahahhaa. hes good.he finds chair for us. den stil kena scold by tis fkin auntie for wantin to steal her chair. -.- tis 3 guys make our dae fun man.hahaha. durin e first dae i juz tot zhiguo n e face damn smooth tat one veh nice lookin. serious. dey r frm china ok. but their slang is so much beta, s in u cn realli utd dem lor. zhiguo looks cute n e other one looks nice. at first nv tink so much. den 2nd dae,i nid to shift al e packets for lei to seal. so nid run here n dere. den he tok to me. first he ask me how old m i,wat name,got bf anot. i lied n sae i got. haha. den he ask me b his vietnam.dun realli utd but i tink is mistress kind of ting? i juz ignored n gif him those '=.=' face n walk awae. haha. n todae 3rd dae sharon kip makin fun of me. ROAR. coz when lei come work he kip lookin arnd for me(accordin to sharon). den when he start work alr accordin to sharon,he kip lookin at me. f3. den i nid e plastic bags, sharon tel him,he act lyk nv heard.den i dulan.i shout 'ZI DAI!' den he turn n take e bags den 'NAHS~' ying chou me.. hahaha. den sharon sae 'wa lao eh. i sae to HIS FACE he ignore me. u shout nia he orh.' lols. den frm den on she ask me sae le. lols. den coz i concentratin on my work.bo pay attention to wat others doin.onli hear nia. den sharon sae 'eh. he frm e bac look at u until now in front of u oso stil lookin.' lols. den she kip givin me e 'eh eh' face. LOLS. den zhiguo actually nth much.is e ting he do make me laugh. he not do let me see de. but i see le i laugh. LOLS. WHU WIL SWEEP N MOP E FLOOR WHEN DERE IS STIL PPL WORKIN DERE? HIM LOR. summre so much DUST. he go take out e dust collector,ful of dust,sweep to e floor,kip e ting.den sweep e floor. AL E DUST FLY LA. plus me n sharon bside him nia. wtf. al e dust went into our nose. =.= DEN HOR. OMG. he damn white la! den e leg hair abit nia. coz he go wash leg n change shoe aft moppin floor. den he rol up his pants. hahahahaha~~ den todae e other one not here. lols. but one funny ting happened on e first dae. i fel dwn in front of him. OMG. my shoe slippery,den stand whole dae le. den he get up frm his seat,i see empty chair i CHIONG. den fel dwn nxt to e chair. =.= he wna laugh he dun dare laugh. hffmp. haha. tml gna work again. so gna go soon. nights ppl! PS,to my frens. sory i made u al worried. im alright now. blieve me. i GOT OVER IT. yes, OVER. heh. =D
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