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behind that cool facade
hides a messed up soul
walk with me


an ordinary person living and struggling in this ordinary yet tormenting world.

shouts




Monday, June 30, 2008


WOOSA. (omg.realized im usin woosa again.due to sumone. tat sumone wun b readin probly.). haha. WENT SENTOSA ON SUN WIF MY CLIQUE. withou my bro thou. haha. SO much pic takin man. haha. it was supposed to b on sat but michie wasnt free. yea,took RUBEE along too! tat FAT DOG. oops. sharon gna kill me. haha.

too mani photo to upload to here. if u al wna see,go to my frenster plox. heh.



N IM A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL!

one photo for u guys!


Friday, June 27, 2008


weee~~~ guess wat? TML GOIN SENTOSA AGAIN WIF SHARON N CO. WHAHAHAHA. PLUS RUBEE!!! ITS GNA B OH SO DAMN FUN MAN! N I WNA GET MYSELF TAN TML NO MATTER WAT. hahaha~~ im mad.

went out wif sharon ytd. wanted to go get her dress but nv. in e end got nail polish n eyelashes frm O2 skin. den stickers frm sasa. ohoh. n she got her base frm O2 skin too. a short shoppin trip. STIL CNT FIND OUR EYELASH GLUE. HAIS. sad....

Tuesday, June 24, 2008


wa lao. veh fan leh these few daes. one aft anothr come fan me. argh! y kip comin de. i dun wan such happenins leh. argh. cnt ignore summre. wtf. =\

Saturday, June 21, 2008


lol.todae went out wif sharon n stella.woohoo~ wore my 4inch heels e whole dae.omg.its not e ankle tats breakin.its e sole of my leg. haha. went to far east,taka,marina sqr. wa... bought a tubetop frm mng. sharon bought a top frm zara.

photos wil b uploaded when i get it frm her. haha. TML WORK. OMG.



whahaha.gotten over watever had been happenin. i shall wait for e first step. yupyup. was tinkin ltr pei sharon stella. dey wna go gaigai. sharon wna go zara. omg. its been so long since i last gaigai la pls. hahaha. go walkwalk den. was to go gaigai wif mehmeh in e first place though. lol. but sharon haven reply me. shes been studyin til so late. poor ting... shall update tonight. =D


mehmeh went off without tellin me last night.n i heard no news frm u todae.ive alr made my stand clear.i shall wait.if ure realli serious abt wat u said,den u wil come to me.sooner or later.right?so if u dun,i wun too.

Friday, June 20, 2008


wat ive been lookin forward to wun come animore.its cancelled.one last plan for tml..stay at hm e whole dae n dwell in watever's botherin me.

juz feel lyk cryin my heart out. its too much for me to take ONCE AGAIN.esp aft wat have happened to daniel n i.im too tired.but yet cnt stop myself frm sinkin.n now tat im sinkin,watever's happenin is too much for me to take.



watever ting take out n solve it tgt huh?fine.i'll wait for e tym when ure free.i trust u.



i realized e song 'di er ge zi ji' by yang cheng lin suits me. alot.

原来可以因为爱上一个人而改变
还要求自己不改那一面
我其实任性其实爱哭其实腼腆
是你以为你了解我的全世界
我只好偷偷藏起第二个自己
没关系对你毕竟没有意义
我愿为你去学习忘记自己
继续努力就活得鲜明安定

dno y.tis 2 daes wasnt a happy dae for me. e onli tym when i was realli veh happy was wed. when i was workin,sumtin happened tat made my dae.i was realli happy n surprised. aft tat,im not sure of wats goin on animore. uncertainty. i noe im not supposed to b lyk tis. i noe im supposed to 'dun tink so much'. but al tats wats happenin is makin me realli wonder wats goin on. probly bcoz its totally diff frm e past animore. totally. i kept tellin myself to draw myself up frm e quicksand,but its a quicksand. how m i to pul myself. ive nv ever been lyk tis. why. y is tis happenin to me. i kept tellin myself 'dun tink so much. aft sat den see how'. but wth.now i dun even noe whther wat ive been lookin forward to for sat wil happen anot. hais. contradictin tots n actions.

if onli tis wil b read by sumone... mehmeh~



fcuk al tis rubbish.fcuk off frm my mind.pls.if onli it cn......

Sunday, June 15, 2008


woohoo~~ had sentosa trip ytd wif my usual clique. wee~~ stayed over at sharon's hse e dae be4 ytd. n den wokie to prepare for e trip. andrew cooked macaroni for us!heh. cnt xpect a guy to cook so nice eh. so rare nowadaes.=.= haha. den set off!

met michie at abt.....sae....11+? haha. den went into sentosa. headed for siloso's bike rental. rented bikes n off we go. rode to e end of siloso den al e wae to tanjong beach.haha. den ride al e wae bac to e shop to return e bike. headed to siloso to find a spot. but...alot ppl.plus got volleybal challenge. so it was ful. den bobian go palawan. haha. had lunch first. macaroni tat andrew cooked! heh. den off to e beach. e guys played volleyball,me n sharon joined. den frisbie(dno how to spell).lols. den i tan abit. while playin. LOL. but it failed. I DNO WHY I JUZ CNT GET DARK LA! argh~~ took damn loads of photo durin e whole trip.den off to bathe n stuffs n go koufu makan dner. aft tat michie gotta run so e rest of us went to vivo. got tis 'sg true ghost stories' vcd. hahaha. den korkor go hm,i go sharon hse watch vcd.LOL. yea. i dno y i juz cnt dscribe e trip. photos at frenster.toooo lazy to upload to blog. too much photos. dint upload all into frenster too. lols. so if anione wna see,go my frenster ba. LOL.

yupyup. den todae had dner tgt wif dem. n den bac hm. sooo damn tired. yawns. tml gotta work again~~ wish me luck! =D

Friday, June 13, 2008


oks. have a quick post be4 i go bathe n go sharon hse. SENTOSA TML. woohoo~ n oh ya. todae whole clas went to marriott hotel. visit. n omg. its so damn nice pls. their pool terrace rm. SIBEH SUI LA. e bathtub is juz bside e bed. n when u wna bathe,u juz have to press a button a white screen wil come dwn. wee u weet~ lyk for honeymooners eh. hahaha. n Mr Lawrence is sucha good speaker. n amazingly,hes a sporean. his eng is so dock gong. LOLS. took alot of photos. wif my clas peeps. haha. den aft e visit chiong go toilet get changed. go work wif sharon,drew n kor. omg. its so tirin pls. hais.... photos~~


my dear buddy n i. =D

bert bert~ flyfly!

tis is charmaine.

rups

vignes

atiqah on top,sharon,jovin n mas bside atiqah.

tis is my da jie. hahaha. siha

ever so cute mas

hanthi. lol. she was eatin. =p

hazlan aka B2. hes so tal. >.< n i envy his eye lashes!!!

Thursday, June 12, 2008


lol. todae's presentation was ok. BERT SO KANCHIONG. haha. was so sian tru out e dae. hahaha. DARYL. 16 xia hor! haha. i tink i cn on bhalf of ur kor clear e 16 xia le. hahaha. careful i baotoh ah! LOL. slacked tru e dae. for e 2hrs brk went to IMM, wif sharon,jovin,mas,siha,atiqah,jena n co,daryl,qh,david n bert. lols. n ms wen found out. =x in e end she rush tru e notes le den scold us. nv scold,is indirectly sae. hais... lols. den aft sku gues wat? i hid in e toilet to makeup. lol. dun lyk ppl see i makeup leh. haha. den change n go mit sharon.

pei her go buy her lappy. lolol. den tis guy aim us veh long. he wan commission. lol. in e end we let him earn. LOL. den went to marina sqr to eat. den came bac. wa! her lappy so damn heavy pls. plus vretin ah. 5kg. lolol. n im gna work tml. omg. tml goin marriott hotel la! aft tat pia dwn pasir ris. zzzz. few photos~


daryl n i. without makeup.

aft makeup. LOL. n wif lashes on.

Friday, June 06, 2008


oks. had fun in clas todae! had MURDERER in e bginnin of e dae. den aft tat went to self access room do proj. den bac in clas. continue murderer. N NANI STARTED MAKIN OUT WIF OUR HAIR. LOL. n my hair was ok aft ezan play wif it. den e stupid NANI come mess it. den followed by AHMAD. den ahmad make stil ok noe. in e end,SHYDA came. OMG. I BECAME A LIONESS. zzzz. but e endin product was ok. make me look so 'women'. LOLS. yup. den sku ended so early. was supposed to end at 1. in e end no PE so clas was pushed forward n ended at 1130. HAHAHA. aft sku went to andrew hse n ate lunch n slacked. SLEPT FRM 2PM TO 7PM. song bo~ lols. n den dner n bac hm. yawns~~

nani dun lyk to take pic so i shal not upload his photo. ltr he angry. LOL.


aft shyda's makin of my hair. lol


sharon,haz n me. he clipped his hair. so cute~



lalala. todae aft sku went hm to get changed n mit sharon n co for bowling. haha. not bad la quite fun. N I WON MY BRO. hahaha. at first owe him money. now win him le i no nid pay le. whahahah~~ yea. den went to macs n bac hm. a few pics onli.




e guys r havin their round of bowlin

n my bro lost.

=)

Tuesday, June 03, 2008