lalala. oks. im feelin so damn happy now. ok not damn. quite. haha. thanks to mr nicey nice guy. vretin cleared up. n i let out so much. relief.

<3s u my soul mate. XD

oks. todae isnt a good dae for me. y? coz im unhappy. abt? dno. juz felt unhappy al e wae tru e dae. dun even noe wat im tinkin la. hais. whole dae bad mood den when huixian tokin abt mr cute im lyk so bu nai fan. SORRY HUIXIAN. i dun mean it de.

hais.. dno la dno la.


tis idiot was playin psp. n when i sae 'take photo leh' he 'uh' n continue his psp.

stupid idiot daryl.

lalala. not a veh happy dae todae. woke up early in e mrn feelin 'dun wna go sku'. dragged myself up frm e bed. drag myself to go wash up. sat in front of my table. wonderin to makeup or not. y? bcoz im tired. wonderin to go sku anot. y? bcoz im tired. but in e end dcided to do tings slowly. take my own swt tym. haha. stil managed to go out in tym. smsed mr nice tru out e journey. ok not e whole journey. half. haha. tellin him i lazy to go sku. den he ask me go. muz go. lols. mr nice jiu shi mr nice. offered sumtin to me. but i dint accept. lols. smsed him tru e dae. tok rubbish. LOL.

aft sku le go IMM wif huixian to mit her mr cute,edwin. waited for him at ljs. for so long. he went to fetch his sis first. lols. ate n camwhore. (waitin for huixian to send me e photos). n bac im hm.

wasnt a veh happy dae y? shall not blog abt it. mr nice noes it. i nonsense so much to him n he stil dun mind. sae i tink too much. lols. his patience lvl realli veh high. hahaha.

OKS. HUIXIAN,THANKS FOR HELPIN ME TO RESIZE MR NICE N DARYL'S PHOTO USING UR PHONE. I CNT POST MR NICE DE PHOTO.SO I CNT CREDIT TO U. BUT THANKS. =D

AND I SHALL B KIND N POST A PHOTO OF MR NICE. BUT U AL WUN B ABLE TO SEE HIS FACE. WHAHAHA.

oh. hes readin e letter i wrote. no tym to prepare a card so wrote a letter.=D












AND I SHALL B KIND N POST A FEW PHOTOS OF MR NICE. BUT U AL WUN B ABLE TO SEE HIS FACE. WHAHAHA.

no names mentioned.

sudden overflow of emotions.,mr nice went to bed i got noone to turn to at tis hr.

y is it tat ppl always tend to treasure aft dey lost sumtin.if u nid to lose sumtin in order to learn how to treasure,den its too bad.bcoz u nv noe whether e ting u lost,is it e most impt to u.if it is,u had juz lost e most impt ting in ur lyf n u cn do nth abt it.so y treasure onli aft uve lost it.learn to treasure when u stil have it.human nature human nature..human tend to do tis.when u have sumtin,u tink its 'ok wat'.when u lost it,den u noe its not ok at al.

i actually hate myself alot.mr nice sae 'hating is veh tiring.'.indeed it is tirin.its tirin to hate myself.but i juz hate myself.for vretin tat happened frm e past til now.i lead my own lyf n yet i let al tis shit happen in my lyf.makin my lyf so screwed up.


i have every reason to fal for XXX.him being so observant n xi xin is enuf.n when i see him smile,i wil smile too.i see him happy,i wil wna take photo or vid of him.but,when i ask myself e magical qns,my heart saes 'dun have e special feelin leh'..instead for e other,his attitude,his stupid stuffs,im willin to tolerate it.i dno.i realli dno.

gues it isnt e right tym for me to tink so much.....ppl,nv learn how to treasure only aft tat ting left u.it wud b too late.

cute sia.

=))

e ever so zi lian n rdy for my cam anitym de daryl. =D

at cj.

IM BACK. hahaha. had crystal jade. lols. dey took 105 over. den i board e bus. n e moment mr nice saw me,hes lyk 'wow. so nice ah' den he sae to daryl 'eh daryl. look at her shoe. scary eh.' hahaha. COZ IM TALLER THAN DARYL. den when we wna alight,i was infront of daryl. den he sae 'i taller leh' den mr nice sae 'no. coz tis slope lor' hahaha. den aft we alight,i waited for dem. N IM TALLER. hahahah. ok. for one night im taller. if not im e same ht s daryl. =.=

made our wae slowly to crystal jade. ate. haha. mr nice stil had to teach daryl how to eat e xiao long bao. n e proper wae to use chopsticks. hahah! so funny durin e dner la. snapped quite alot of photos. some in daryl phone some in mine. but i cnt show. cn onli show me n daryl de. haha. mr nice is SHY. hahaha~~

den wanted to go to swensen to buy cake. but al e cake so big,too big for 3 person. so ended up eatin ice cream. =.= den went to arcade. haha. i para-ed! BEEN SO LONG LA. haha. den mr nice play drum. den we play daytona. den e guys play bball. had a vid! haha.

den went to slack at one corner. daryl went to get drinks while mr nice read my letter. i so paiseh la. he read in front of me. LOL. he sae i write essay. LOOOOL. n i ended wif 'ur veh silly de fren' den he sae 'u veh silly meh' den i sae 'not silly enuf meh' haha. den daryl came bac N KPKB. he wna go hm. his mum called. ok lor. bobian. quite late le ma. he gotta get hm early. me n mr nice no curfew. mr nice cn stay de noe! al bcoz of daryl. =.=

den dey sent me hm. tru out walk bside e road,den daryl playin wif mr nice. so dangerous pls. i shouted at dem. wa lao... lols. N GUESS WAT MAN? i onli dscribed to mr nice be4 whr is braddell mrt stn n my hse n e bus stop i alight frm takin bus hm frm his hse dere. den when he send me hm juz now,HE NOE WHICH BLK I LIVE IN. n when we wna mit,HE NOE WHICH BUS STOP I M AT. LOOOL. O.O

lols. ok. dey r on e wae hm abt 45 mins ago. gues dey r reachin hm. HAVEN ASK DARYL SEND ME E PHOTOS. ROAR. tmltml. hehehe. XD


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY MR NICE GUY!!

finally mr nice contacted me at lyk.... 45mins ago. haha. now daryl's on e wae to mit him den dey come tpy mit me. wee~~

gna take photos n photos. i todae good makeup dae,good hair dae,good dressin dae. hope tonight gna b a good night too!BUT DARYL 9 NID REACH HM. HOPE HE DUN GIF MI DAIJI LTR. I UTMOST DUN WNA FLARE TONIGHT COZ ITS MR NICE'S BDAE DNER LOR. he beta dun step onto my tail. ahaha. LOL.

cnt camwhore on wat im wearin leh. hse no mirror. sian. nvmnvm. ltr when i come bac! haha.

super happy now. hope my mood doesnt get ruined. heh. =D

ok. bac hm. n waitin for mr nice to reply me. wth. todae i damn dulan in sku ok! f la. wna make tings nice nice for mr nice den tat stupid idiot come make tings difficult for me. i dun care alr. wth. wei ta hao den lyk tis. roar. but mr nice sae dun dulan,todae his bdae. ok lor.. lols.

now waitin for mr nice leh. he sae mit 7. den sms til 3pm he nv reply me liaos. i aft sku sms him oso bo reply. SEKALI HE ORHORH KOON. hahaha. gna go celebrate his bdae ltr on.


MR NICE. FASTER REPLY ME LA. HOW I NOE WNA GO GET CHANGED ANOT SIA! (ok. its not lyk s if he cn see tis. hahaha. )

ok. todae intended to go get zp's present de. but in e end? hahaha. ended up mitin him for movie. hahaha. STUPI DARYL IDIOT DARYL. I HATE HIM. not gna sae y. onli huixian noes. haha! dner at yoshi. wee~~ finally took a NICE PHOTO wif zp. haha. hes lyk so against takin photo coz he tinks hes ugly. but IN FACT,HES NOT AT AL. wth~ hahaha. sum photos of todae in clas. XD.


PRESENTING MY MR NICE. hahaha. he dun lyk to show face.
n he was tryin to catch me a pooh. coz e mickey machine got one guy kip playin. =.=

went out wif sharon n stella. woohoo. we kee siao sia. took so mani photos. but almost al in cam. shall upload again when i get dem frm sharon. these r wat i have. haha. XD


sharon
me,stella n sharon. =p
candid!
=D
CHIO~sharon. haha.

pics over e wk. haha. NOT ALL YET. loool. ok. dun have zp de coz he dun wna show his face. haha.


in clas.mon. lols.

pizzahut wif daryl. tues.

=D

wed. in clas again. see,we r so bored!

cutesy huixian.

wif mas at e bac!

fri.durin s&w. haha

mac wif daryl n edwin.

mon in clas. he was emo-ing!

pizzahut!

thurs. caught in e rain!

introducing EDWIN. new fren. =)

=))

OHYA! dint post ani pics tat cn see zp's face. TIS IS ZP REPLICA. hahaha. his proj.

tis is ZP.

fri.

daryl n edwin at mac

CLASSIC! I LYK!


yea. been hangin out wif dem tis wk. a bunch of fun ppl. nv fails to put laughter on my face. esp daryl n zp! nono. when dey both r dere,i wil laugh til i peng. when one of dem is dere,okok onli. haha. look at e classic photo! edwin was squattin.den i wna take e 3 of dem. den in e end daryl put his hand dere. HAHA.

it wud b long if were to post abt vredae. so i shall not. but ytd was e funniest! wif daryl n zp! haha~ shall update again. =D

ok.somehow,my phone dcided not to die on me coz im sucha poor ting without it. haha. it came bac to lyf. but bcoz dno when it wil go into e operation theatre again,i dcided to bring along another spare phone. juz in case. haha. XD

ok.fuck it.my phone spoil.al bcoz of e fuckin rain...

ok.been out todae.aft sku.n met a new fren in sku tru daryl.hes edwin.fun guy.lol.n hx hx!! ER HEM. hahahaha. aft sku was intendin to go study. den daryl wna go buy ting.so me n hx pei him go. den went to jurong ntertainment to mit edwin AGAIN.coz in sku alr lunch tgt le.al bcoz of...........lalala.hahahah.den studied.den dner.den wna go off,RAIN.startin wasnt big.den me n daryl got umbrella nia.so how?4 person share 2 umbrella.haha.in e end? my bag wet. my uniform wet. HX E BEST LA.wear my cardi,no wet!haha.edwin n daryl oso wet ga liao.hahaha.N TIS IS E REASON Y MY PHONE IS FUCKIN SHITTY NOW. fuck it. hais...

argh.suddenly tink tis post veh useless sia. SIAN LA. ^%&$&$%&^*&

oks. blogskin changed. thanks to daniel. *thanks eh*. lols. haven been bloggin over e wkend. wasnt even online. watched the dark knight ytd wif daniel,his mum n leroy. ok. i find leroy gettin shuai. LOL. actually hes been shuai la. ever since i noe him. lols. his hair forever so nice. lols. dark knight not bad a show. i LOVE E LAMBORGHINI HE DROVE MAN. oks. not bcoz he drove it. is bcoz i love lamborghini frm e start. hahaha. dno y. daniel sae lamborghini oso not sae veh nice. but i lyk! heh.

started a new habit. hope it lasts. it had lasted for 4 daes alr. heh. dno wat to blog abt oso sia. sians. shall blog again~ =D

heh. sku ended early todae. went to np. waited for daniel den sat terry's car wif malv n one girl to ssdc. LOL. tru out e journey damn funny la! daniel ride bike. den cut tru cars etc,speed etc. den terry sae 'wa lan eh. tis kind of driver veh dangerous leh.. serene,when u sit his bike,u wun scared meh? got wat feelin? wind veh big?' haha.. LOL. malv sae 'eh,wait he come den we 1 2 3 open door. he fly.'. hahaha. lame. =.= reach ssdc le den malv go lesson, i pei daniel go book ftt. den go daniel hse. slacked n dner n slacked. LOL.

gna start sumtin new. a new habit. hope it lasts. XD.

is vretin al a lie? i dno wat shud i blieve. which side shud i tink. ppl always sae tink positively. but if tink positively but tings turn out negative,it wil juz hurt even more. bcoz u tot nth wrong n den it goes al wrong. isnt it. y. y is it tat tings r diff. i mean,of coz it wil b diff. aft 4 mths. but,y is it tat i dun feel ani security frm u. a whole new start it is i noe. but,y start til lyk tis. so mani uncertainties for me to figure. u nv noe whr to draw e line wif others. n den when i go astray,u come bac n scold me. n den now im not astray animore,u let me tink ure goin astray. wtf. i noe ure onli aslp for 1hr. i shun disturb u. but its not me not saein/ventin wat i have inside. it feels so stuffed. im sry if i disturbed u. but y do i have to kip havin al these insecurities... i kept tellin myself, 我的快乐会回来的,对吗? im not sure. realli not sure wats in front of me n us.

im juz onli askin myself/fate/god tis qns. 我的快乐会回来的,对吗? ..... im sick n tired of tears.... 我的快乐会回来的,对吗?

BOOO~~ kinda feelin ok now though sum unhappy stuffs happened juz now.but wells,guess its my prob. he sae de dui. nid to gong gao tian xia de meh. lols. lalala. nth to do sia. feel lyk im havin fever right now. >.< dno how long is tis happiness gna last tis tym.

lolol.ppl might b tinkin y i dun care abt e brk up. tats bcoz i alr felt weird 2 daes ago. lyk suddenly vretin bcame plain n simple,nv even tok much. its juz tat he brought it up first. so yea,vretin ended. kinda relax now too. heh. n he blocked me in msn la! watever.

now im kinda a HAPPY HAPPY GIRL. deres onli ONE reason to me being so happy. though it may seem silly. =D

ilu.buzzbuzz

ok. nth much happened todae.xcept me n vin broke up for dno wat f reason. i dun care oso. watever-

i nv wanted al these to happen.forced to face e fact ONCE AGAIN.its al my fault.facts r cruel.cruel facts.i was so wrong.im sorry.

n for u,u tore dwn my walls once again.juz when i was holdin tight to my walls,afraid it wil fal again,u were so strong,u tore it dwn again.makin me face e outside world.deep within,i noe i yearn for u.the right kind of wrong...

been feelin unwel. yes. unwel. been bothered. juz feel.. weird. weird in a sense i dno how to sae.


n whenever im wif u,whenever u try to hug me,get close to me,i nv tend to reject u.instead,im able to stil feel so secure.y.y did it have to b u.....

weets. spent my daes over wif my vinvin. haha. sound lyk smal kid sia. LOL. yupyup. he got off on thurs n fri. so wed night i actually went to cook sumtin for him n went to fetch him aft work. heh. both of us were SO tired on e wae to his hse. sucha long train ride but we njoyed tokin to each other. heh. den met huixian on thurs mrn to go sku tgt. its so fun goin sku wif her. y? coz get to see samuel,nani,ms wen,aini,mimi,clement n i forgot whu. haha. one whole grp walk in sku tgt. but it was rainin. so abit troublesome. LOL.

den thurs aft sku huixian acc me home to pack clothes n go bac tgt. it came s a surprise tat she lived SO near to deardear man. haha. n my vinvin prepare dner for me! weee~~ a dner specially prepared by my bf. nv had be4. hehe. simple yet swt meal. deardear came to fetch me frm e bus stop n huixian saw him. her first impression on him was 'so innocent' hahaha. fri mrn went sku tgt too. den she sae he look so innocent,dun look his age at all. LOOOL. huixian,if ure readin tis,u noe hes NOT innocent at al by wat ive told u. whahahah~~

den fri,ytd luhs. he came to fetch me frm sku. had lunch in sku. but e mee he bought is too hot. he dint finish it. n off we go to town~~ HES SUCHA FICKLE MINDED N TROUBLESOME MAN LA! hahaha. went over to heeren to look for his crumpler,not satisfied,went to paragon,not satisfied either. HE STIL WNA GO CITY HAL SIA. i tel him 'dear,u seen 2 shop le. sekali u go til city hal,realized tis one beta,den how? run bac here?' hahaha. he bwg. LOL. den went bac to heeren to look for his slippers. dint manage to find suitable one. LOOOL. (SEE,TROUBLESOME HOR?) den he stil complain hungry,ask him eat he wna shop. den bus to city hal. he finally bueytahan,eat BK. loool. den continue go find his crumpler,NOT SATISFIED AGAIN. so dint buy. den train to bugis. FINALLY FOUND HIS SLIPPER. and and and!!! i saw tis tube dress at onli 10! but he rushin to find his slipper,so i dint stop by e shop. =( nvm. heh. den aft tat went to walk arnd at parco be4 goin bac. n guess wat? HE COOKED AGAIN. MY FAVOURITE SUMMRE. heheheheheh~~~~ he surprised me. coz on e wae bac i was damn tired,few daes dint slp wel le. den i was slpin on his shoulder on e wae bac. den when we reach,he woke me up. got to e mall,he sae 'dear.ltr i cook ur favourite leh.' den i was lyk 'O.O i cook!' den he sae 'u cook? u serious?' den i sae ya. den he continued 'dun wan la. u so tired u wna cook.i cook u eat.' haha. *BIG SMILES N HUGGED HIS HAND,CLUNG ONTO HIM N 'WEEE~~'* hahaha. small girl? i dun care. =p

den while hes cookin,i fel aslp in his rm. LOL. he came in n covered blanket for me. *wee~* he woke me up when dner's rdy. prepared e table tgt. ate tgt. watch tv. rest. slept early at abt..... 11+?

yupyup. bac hm now coz hes workin todae,spilt shift. poor ting... 10-11. >.<

SOOO NJOYED MY DAES WIF HIM. heh. samuel was stil askin me 'serene,u stayin wif ur bf ah?' hahahah~~ =D

been quite a long tym since i last blogged. haha. i shall blog now since im waitin for e macaroni to b cooked. heh. yes,im cookin. HAHA. for my DEAR.

wee~ sku reopened 3 daes ago. so far so good. so far so good wif dear,wif sku,wif frens. =D nth much happened aft sku reopened. s usual,slack vredae de. dno y e tchers dun even teach. =.= probly bcoz stil in holidae mood. nid adjust ba. haha. n my dear havin his attachment at hyatt hotel. hes a chef. O.O heh. ok. accordin to him.chef is too serious a word. so i shall sae cook. heh. hes a cook. n IM GOIN TO COOK DNO-IS-DNER-OR-SUPPER FOR HIM N BRIN IT TO HIM LTR. =D

oks~ go check on my macaroni alr. ONE SWEET PHOTO FOR U AL.



presentin my sweet lil 'boy'. =D