ok. im not workin. n i gotta go dhoby myself tml.
im wonderin i wna go anot.
got totally no mood

i tink i die beta. its e best wae out for e both of us n e best wae out for me n my lyf.

ok. bibi asked me to blog. haha. i kinda lyk e new layout now. heh. intro abit. on e top right hand corner is darl. n beside daryl n i's pic is huixian n i. n below is bibi n i. in e middle bottom is bibi n i's neoprint long ago. n at e left side is mr nice playin pool. haha.

am crazily lookin for jobs now. hope tml n sun cn work wif bibi at e it show. PLS ANDREW. PLS PLS PLS. I HOPE U CN PERSUADE E BOSS MAN. =(

if not tml i'll have to go dhoby myself man. hais... >.<

*praying*

THANKS TO BIBI FOR MY NEW BLOGSKIN LAYOUT. MWARKS.


bibi had his car TP on e 26th.n he passed. heh. deres tis coincidence man. he passed his bike tp on e 26th too. but is nov. haha. aft sku went to yewtee to wait for him. he gna go collect his car. he rented car for one dae. Hyundai Matrix. wa.. comfy n spacious man. cn fal aslp inside. comfy til he drive i cn slp. haha. e stereo SHIOK la. he go burn song into cd n blast in e car. LOLS.

e car. bibi's first parallel parkin! i assisted! =p

nxt dae went to find josh at his hse. did i mention josh's hse is pretty? haha. dno shud sae is 3 or 4 storeys high. lol. den went to fetch his bro for lunch n bac at his hse. den me n bibi went off. to dhoby to slack a while. den to his hse to take his helm. den go return carcar n he go take bike hm. lols. e fun n relax part is in e car la. josh oso passed his tp. grats josh! haha.

on e wae to josh's hse.

heh. XD

kinda nice?

me in e car. haha.

lesson learnt long ago:

NOONE wil ever b dere for u when u nid sumone.n it feels GODDAMN SHITTY when u nid e one u love,to make u feel beta,but he/she juz dun wan to.u used desperate measures but stil doesnt get wat u nid.n when it happens,its either u forget it or u go n die.

yes.tis is my logic.n i tink i wil die soon.


my lyf is shit.i shun even had came to tis earth on 9th nov 1990.
one ting im grateful for comin to tis earth is,i met mr nice.hes e nicest guy ive met.but hes not mine n he wil nv b mine.its ok.to noe tat i have him s a fren.
but stil cnt deny e fact tat my lyf is shit.n im xtra on tis earth.

wat happens to tis earth when u die?
ans:one person lesser on tis earth.
yea.n it doesnt stop e earth frm revolvin.so it doesnt matter if i disappear.

woohoo~ juz make tis post short n simple.


u guys noe wat? i realli feels tat im a DIRTYbitch/slut/whore/watever u cal it.i tink i suit bitch more.female dog.whahaha~

n im not jokin abt tis.i realli tink so.=)

ok. changed blog link due to some irritatin fella over at bibi's side. lols.

these few daes nth much la. todae went to botanic garden. wif HPO. HA,HB n HC. lols. n we were grped into grps of 6. omg la. we nid to walk e whole of e botanic garden juz to look for flowers,trees n blablabla. my grp onli walked half of e place n we gna die alr. haha. ended at 1230. went bac to eat. OMG. I ATE 2 PACKETS OF NASI LEMAK. hahahaha. e nasi not smal packet summre k. haha. IM A BIG EATER. loools. den walked wif hpo to orchard, took 105 bac to tpy n took train to yishun. waited for bibi for abt 5mins. den he fetch me to his sku. pei him submit mc. den go slack.

so damn tired these few daes. finally tml sat.. haha.

some random quiz stolen frm Jovin's blog. =) was bored at such wee hrs.

Are you usually the first person to start a conversation on your online messaging service?
basically yes.

List two facts about the last person you were last in love with?
acts cute but hes realli cute when he acts it. nice eyes.

What was your first thought when you looked in the mirror this morning?
aww.. faster get tis done

Do you believe there's always room in your heart for your first love?
no.

Where is the next place you will travel to?
dpends?

What is the oldest person you would date right now?
omg.? LOLS

What's the best feeling in the world?
when e supposed right guy treats me e right wae

Who was the last person you hugged?
daniel

Things you would always want in a relationship?
Love,commitment,trust,understandin

Who's a celebrity you find extremely attractive?
JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE

Last thing someone bought you?
ORANGE JUICE. it made my dae!

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for(past)?
yes

Who did you last hit?
Nobody

Do you live close to your best friend?
yes.

Are you happier single or with a boyfriend/girlfriend?
it dpends on how u see it actually.

Do you burn easily in the sun?
OMG NO. HOW I WISH I CN GET TANNED OR BURNT. coz i dun get it even if im under e sun for e whole dae. xperimented.

If you were really upset, who is the first guy you'd go to?
guy ah.. my mr nice.

Who is the first girl you go to?
girl... goldie is e best choice

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
im fine wif anitin. i oso nv force u.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
I think everyone makes a difference in somebody's life. yea. same s wat jovin typed!

Has anyone made a difference in your life?
Of course they did (same for tis too jovin!)

What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
e eyes.

Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
maid of honour wud b goldie for sure.shes e girl tat utds me best.

Who knows you the best?
mr nice n goldie.

Your current relationship status?
o.O. ask him. =p

Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
no comments coz im comfortable wif how i m now.n i dun nid to b attractive.i m whu i m

Honestly,do you bite your nails?
no. it sucks

Honestly, are you in denial?
hahaha.some wud sae so

Honestly, does anyone like you?
he loves me.i believe so

Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
I tink so.

Who do you text the most?
right now wud b mr nice n daniel.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
Dpends on whu im tokin to. i wil pour it al out in front of mr nice for sure.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
my mr nice.

Can you vote in next election?
nxt election? means nxt yr? ya. haha.

Do you like someone right now?
hahaha. lyk ah? i lyk mr nice,huixian,daryl.

Do you know where the person you fell hardest for is(past)?
yes. veh close to me. lives 15mins awae frm me by bike. =p

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
guess so. if sumone wans me n my bad temper.=p

Did you like anyone last summer?
hmm... summer? sg onli got sunny n rainy

Is there a difference between the word best friend and good friend?
good frens r e ones u get along wel wif but u wun tel dem vretin. best frens r e ones whu cares for u most n u cn share vretin n anitin wif dem bcoz u cn trust dem coz dey accepts u for whu u r. dey r e ones tat lasts.

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
Of course,

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J, P, or T?
lemme tink...... i dun tink so. (lame shit. i actually went to recall vre ex of mine's name)

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
Nope.

Do you have anyone who you consider a brother/sister?
blood bro counted? hahaha.

Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
nope.haha

Do you have any piercings?
6!

Your favourite flower?
black roses. o.O =)

Do you like to text or call more?
text. XD

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nv. i even tries my best not to let it go flat

Do you live near your boyfriend/girlfriend?
yes. haha. kinda near

Who was the last person you were in a car with beside family?
hmm.... car? bus counted? bus is a kind of car too! haha. den it wil b mr nice. if car,daniel's frens. malvin,terry.

Are you dating the person you texted last?
no? hahaha.

Which of your friends do you argue with most?
real frens dun argue.

Are you and your best friend alike?
alike in wat waes? haha. yes we r alike,in a sense tat we r e ones tat r silly when it comes to relationships.

What woke you up this morning?
STUPID SMS FRM IVAN. F IT.

What are you doing tonight?
waitin for sumone to get bac to sg. den shun bian wait til 545 n go prepare to go out. mit mr nice.

You're feeling:
calm. lyk a sea.

To your left:
drawers containin my rubbish

Last meal included:
nuggets n fries

You sometimes find it hard to:
get angry wif daniel. =\

The weather:
coolin right now. abit cold actually.

Something you have a collection of:
past memories

A smell that cheers you up:
hmm... food.

A smell that can ruin your mood:
omg. sweat. those realli sweaty n smelly ones. not those guys whu sweat n get sexy. instead,those whu sweat n get smelly n walks into e train. yeeks

The current state of your hair:
Tied up into a ponytail!

The largest item on your desk/workspace (not computer):
my novel

Your skill with chopsticks:
quite good.

Which section you head for first in a bookstore:
NOVELS. CHINESE NOVELS

Something you're craving:
STARBUCKS MOCHA FRAP

Favourite place to go for a quiet moment:
i nv get quiet moments.

Something that freaks you out a little:
hmm... a pest comin out of no whr

Something you've eaten too much of lately:
fried food

You have never:
Took an airplane.

You never want to:
get hurt AGAIN.


haha. was waitin for daniel to get bac. so borin. so did tis. =D

OMG LA. MY LEG HURTS. NO,MY HEELS HURTS. FCUK IT MAN.mr nice wud noe how pain it is. i dscribed to him n hes lyk O.O OMG LA! hahahhah~~ coz e wae i dscribed it is veh kua zhang. lolol. spent my daes limpin arnd sku la. fcuk. in e end i dulan. on e wae out of sku,gna rain le. den hx n jovin was lyk askin me to take off shoe suan le. in e end i oso dulan,i take off n walk. take off le u ask me run oso cn ah! hahaha~

on e train,dere is tis guy,dno he how old.wear long pants so i supposed its upper sec ba.FUCKIN ER XIN. no offence but he looks lyk a nerd,a dirty nerd. e moment he came into e cabin,tru e door,he walk in bwtn me,hx,inda,daryl n lina. fcukin juz cut across. nvm. den he stand bhind me n hx,N PULL HIS PANTS N TUCK HIS SHIRT IN LYK NOBODY BUSINESS. n while hes doin it,hes lyk mumbling dno wat shit. i kip gifin e 'wtf' face la. den aft he done al tat he wan,he went to e bac,e other door,n sat dwn. sat dwn on dno wat ting,coz he looked quite tal even if hes sitin dwn. LOOLS.

on e train,i wear shoe. aft i get off braddel,i take off again. LOLS. n while i was walkin out of braddel,i saw bernice. my long lost senior la! SO MUCH TO CATCH UP. sat at e rc n chatted. den pei her go dner n bac hm. we haven catch up finish! waitin for her to get online. haha.

IM A HAPPY LIL GIRL TODAE

went to play badminton todae.wif daryl,ivan den aloysius n mr nice came along n met daryl's fren,zhiyan oso. so e few of us play tgt. had sucha fun session. ivan was so dulan wif me coz i scolded him ytd. he ^% attitude. kip aimin me. come lor. lyk i scared. dua kang. f3 in e end oso lose to me. haha! den played wif mr nice oso. doubles oso. blabla alot. den left arnd.. dno wat tym. 4? to ice pool. mr nice tried catchin e mickey again. for me. THANKS. wu xim jiu hao. i dun wan u spend too much money. unneccessary de. den went to play pool. mr nice tried studyin but failed.LOLS. so he joint e game too. den halfwae,sumtin happened tat made me cry. not bcoz of dem. shall not elaborate. den mr nice brought me dwnstairs. to tok to me. cheered mi up by tryin e machine again. lolol. he nearly brought me to bowling.haha. in e end,bcoz of him,i stil smiled la.thanks again my dear.its always u la!

haha.went up,took photos of him.HE CUT HIS HAIR LA.noe noe? e character nero in dmc?yeayea. he go cut. woosa~ nicey nice nice on him. took photos of him. he bobian coz i said 'u wan me smile u let me take.' haha. den he pose for me. see, MY MR NICE. so i smiled n mood was liften up.den he wna see e pics i took. so he took my phone. BUT HE HAD TO GUESS MY PW. whahahaha~~ he spent e rest of e tym dere guessin. lalalala~~

he managed to guessed it aft 45mins. n now hes stil tryin to guess e meanin bhind one of e numbers. he so silly. i alr gif him sucha obvious clue. hahaha~ =p

took a few pics while wearin his cap. cnt post his photos s usual~
OHYA,I DINT PUT MAKEUP TODAE. ROFLMAO.




mr nice,thanks.i noe u were always dere for me.i noe u were always so observant.n carin.even if daryl dey al noticed my bhaviour juz now,dey wud nv care to come to me de.its always u la.thanks.juz lyk wat i said be4,u r juz able to warm ppl's heart.wif e simplest ting u do.i oso dno y.probly bcoz im juz too weak.n u happen to pop into my lyf.n yin wei ni shi ni,u r able to make me feel lyk tat.its a good ting i have u.im glad.so glad.n so grateful.sound exaggeratin?dun care.LOL.juz wna let u noe,thanks.n i wun ever forget u de. <3s&misses-

updatin at such wee hrs. lol. went out wif daniel to fep. to look for my sku shoe. lols. callin heels sku shoes. haha. found one. den went to mit daph at atrium.walked al e wae dere. lolol. played ddr n para para. lyk LOL? lols. den went to dner. den daph went off wif her fren. while me n daniel went to starbucks. nth much to post abt actually. took a photo wif daniel but its wif him. so watever.

n ivan made me super dulan juz now.spent dno how long tokin to him.suan le.

n im not feelin ok now.not bcoz of ivan.juz saw e old photos.n den al came flowin bac.

n of coz,i cried.

stayed hm e whole dae.haha. I SERIOUSLY NID TO GET ANOTHER PAIR OF HEELS FOR SKU LA. haha. wanted to go todae de. BUT SUMONE CNT PEI ME LA. OR SHUD I SAE DUN WAN? hffmp. LOL. rotted e whole dae. tokin to mr nice tru out e dae. n now hes slpin. hes too tired. shagged frm al e activities tis few daes. poor him. now he finally gets a rest.

nth particular todae. HUIXIAN,DUN B SAD. n im equally confused s u my girl. lols.

not sure whether wil he see tis but,nice noeing u roy. =D

lolol.was late for 2 mins for clas todae. haha. den ivan came over to look for me n daryl. LOLS. ntertain him for e whole dae lA! play badminton. den aft sku i went for e cleanin of e clasrm. while daryl n ivan went to kovan to find kingslay. ok. kingslay is a sec 1 boyboy but is so good lookin pls. haha. den i went over to look for dem. n hx n xf came too. so we walked over to icez pool. no table. so daryl went bac hm to change while me n e other 3 went to eat. haha. ONE SECRET, I TODAE WHOLE DAE NV EAT. not even when i went wif dem to eat. lol. den went bac to icez pool. den daryl came. dey played. i was feelin so goddamn sick. whole body so hot,headache n al. hais.. so rested dere. jitao bo mood. n todae is e FIRST dae i nv sms mr nice at al. y? coz he busy. haha.

im waitin for him to get online. i got so much to complain to him. =(


tis is daryl. =D

imissmysoulmate.

joke of e dae:daryl used a blue strip ball s a white ball accidentally while tryin to get e black ball in durin pool.

hahaha~~ startin of e dae was feelin kinda low. but.... i managed to smile aft e brk. due to some reasons. haha. todae's phase test dint kena me oso. sian la. e longer i wait,e more nervous i get. hais... aft sku went to bugis wif huixian. MIT XIAO FANG E CUTE GIRL. haha. met ms wen,ms deon n mr alvin on e platform. took e train tgt. ms deon went off first. den ms wen alighted wif us. she oso go bugis. she wna go kinokuniya. chatted wif her. den aft she left,we went to gaigai. went to topman. wanted to look for mr nice de present. dint find ani nice de top leh. saw one polo tee. dsign veh nice. but dun suit him. den went to pei xiaofang eat at MOS. chatted alot la. XIAO FANG,IF U READ MY BLOG,DUN BLURT OUT WAT I TEL U OK. hehe. den continue gaigai. FINALLY,BOUGHT SUMTIN FOR MR NICE. shall not sae wat is it. in case he read my blog.

wait til he mit me le den blog out. haha. BUT ITS SUPER NICE LA! haha~~ den went to bugis street n shop. xiaofang n huixian each bought a bag. n xiaofang bought a top. SO CUTE LA E TOP. LOOOLS. den rush bac hm coz xf got curfew.

n im bac here. hehe. some photos~~ dint manage to take wif xf. >.<

huixian tyin scorpion for me. FAILED. my hair too layer le. >.<

SHARON POPPED IN.

so we dcided to take wif her

n we love her.so we kissed her.

was supposed to have phase test todae. n ms wen onli chose 10. i wasnt one of dem. gues tml or e dae aft,i wil die. haha. lols. wasnt feelin ok e whole of todae. dno y. probly mr nice n huixian wil noe y. lolol. right now,mr nice is havin dner wif his gf or sendin gf bac ba.. shall wait for him to tok to huixian. for some reason. hahaha. n celebrated e august n september babies bdae todae in clas. LOLS. huixian was one of dem. haha. some photos~ todae nth much tho.














once again,ure gone.when i nided u..

oks. supposed to had phase test todae. but ms wen change it to tml i tink. den todae whole dae tru out prac for it. omg la. i nearly cry in clas cn. i was lost for words. toooo nervous. hais.. den aft went to slack wif huixian. haha. supposed to go imm n eat ourselve de. halfwae her mr cute sae he goin cwp. ask us go oso. den we were on e wae to imm le. so? WALK TO JE N TOOK TRAIN DERE. loool. EDWIN,IF URE READIN TIS,FOR U OK. WE GO TIL DERE. hahahaha. den wanted daniel to come over de. in e end he dcided he shall not go coz we wil have to wait for veh long. =\ so ended up havin mac ourselves. n we laugh lyk hell dere. chatted alot. hahaha. til abt 730 den dcided to leave. coz one lives in tamp one jurong. O.O hahaha. some pics for todae.







n mr nice,whr were u when i nearly cried in clas due to stress frm e phase test?juz when i nided u to make me laugh.u always manages to make me laugh when im dwn.

was out wif daniel,leroy,kristin sun nu,june n their 2 other frens. kinda fun. hha. wanted to go shop for mr nice de bdae present. ended up spendin it. haha. forget it. save again. sians....... some photos~


leroy n me
daniel n leroy
leroy side view. nice his hair?
again.
our tics.
daniel n i.=D
me n kristin

oks. shall blog abt ytd. haha. met up wif daniel,leroy n their mum n daniel's godma. went to visit leroy's dad in tts. hope he gets well soon. hes sucha optimistic n fun person. he dun dserve tis. yupyup. den walked arnd velocity n square 2. haha. bought snacks wif leroy n daniel. ate along e wae. so cute. haha. i dint grab e photos frm daniel so cnt post. lols. onli got one. shall blog til now first. its late. XD


he eatin my pocky. lols



NOW U GUYS GOT TO SEE ME WITHOUT MAKEUP. OMG.

juz got hm n sumone make me so fkin dulan.


wna write such comment in frenster si bo.now u whr buey song.i dno u wil read my blog anot la hor.got read beta.f la.wats ur prob?i whr step until ur tail or ur leg sia.my frenster status put 'married' for lyk dno how long le la.sae...2yrs?pls la.i put married ever since i wif daniel la.so its been lyk near 2 yrs tat i put tat status le la.does tat matter to u?u care so much for wat?wa.. u tok until sibeh ho tia sia.'NVM,GOT NEW SPERM TO TRY OUT?' got or not oso not ur daiji leh.=.= u wan u sms me.use frenster?hahaha.nv even online in msn but cn send comment sia.b smarter,dun block me in msn.or rather,add me bac.XD den we shall tok.use frenster?how mature man.=.=

f la.stupid.reach hm aft one long dae see tis kinda ting.how old liao.stil sae tis kinda ting.tsktsk**

shall not tok abt tat animore. todae's dae was so short in sku. haha. so nth much to blog. juz a photo to show. XD


durin pe. haha.


N GOODLUCK TO HUIXIAN FOR UR PARADE. XD