wow. damn long since i last blogged man. ha. kinda slacked tru e daes. met steven wif goldie on mon n tues. n knew one new fren called deanise! shes pretty n fun. haha. mondae,met steven n deanise at marina n walked arnd. my god,i wear slipper oso walk until my leg numb. dey jzu kept on goin frm marina to suntec n bac n funan n suntec n in e end walk bac to city hal to take train! lols. goldie was dere too! tues met steven again for movie. N I FINALLY CAUGHT E HANADAN. liu xin hua yuan jap movie. hahaha. steven was so bored tru out e movie coz hes so cold! hahaha.

n n n!! i met josiah todae! daniel wud noe whu is he. haha. tat tal n skinny guy. but dun see he so skinny,hes powerful. got substance de! hahaha. wanted to go kbox,in e end i dun wan him spend so much ah.so went for movie. n i caught e movie MAKE IT HAPPEN. wud rate it..... sae.... 7 or 8/10. but e dance was nice. haha. we damn funny. laugh tru out e dae. had yoshi for lunch when we first met. chit chatted alot. laugh alot. den stil early so went to suntec arcade. haha. n walk bac to marina at abt 430 for our show at 455. aft e show,he super funny. he ask me dcide wna go whr dner. n s i was wearin heels so i dun wna walk to bugis or dhoby. so sae dner at marina lor. den he sae he shal dcide wat to eat. IN E END OSO I DCIDE. he ask me 'ok.wat u feel lyk eatin.' i sae fish.den he sae 'fish ah... u choose. foodcourt,ljs or mac' =.= in e end oso i choose. LOL. so had macs. HE TREAT ME LYK A PIG OK!!! tho i got super big appetite la.but hor. i ma chiam pig in his eyes. he buy one fillet for me,one mc chic for himself n one more dbl cheese burger for me! ME! wtf. hahaha. so in e end i have finish,one upsized drink n fries n 2 burger. but in e end he was good enuf to finish e burger for me n i finished ALL e fries. 2 packet. hahaha. sat dere for dno how long sia. 2hrs? den walked to fullerton. so nice being dere. relax. kee siao alot dere. ask him stupid qns lyk 'den y esplanade dun have e red light for planes?' n he sae 'coz esplanade alr veh bright le' den i sae 'den y e waterfront so short nid e light' den he sae 'err..dno' alot nonsense dere.LOL.

left dere abt 1130.caught last train.n hes so nice.his boonlay train alr last train le,mine too.n he took e same train s me juz to pei me for tat short 10min trip bac.n he nid to take another 50mins to je.how silly.njoyed alot! =D mitin him for kbox again.promise him le.hahaha. ~~


over at yoshi. he shy sia!

finally let me snap le.

he played tis game called..... tekken 5 i tink? n tis panda actualy wear bikini to fight!

me in his shades.ha. forbid him to wear coz his eyes is nice actualy!

had clas dner. went to mit daryl n loy in e afternoon. slacked,pool,lunch den send loy bac n off we go to town. was late for 10mins. hahaha. alot ppl were dere. i tink mayb arnd 30? hahaha. but had no appetite to eat. sam had to finish for me. sry sam. haha. den went off early for nxt activity.

well well,if des ever come to read my blog or sumtin,im sry. juz cn onli sae sry to u n pls do takecare of urself. im juz a passerby in ur lyf.


slackin.
see,lyk puey daiji eh. hahaha.
tis is sam.

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

to e special sumone,i miss u.i noe uve seen tru me.i noe u noe tat ive sumtin in my mind.its juz tat u dint ask.but im glad ure not avoidin me.tats e good ting tho.

recently,been hectic.tat ive not been gettin enuf slp n havin headache easily.so hectic.n ive got clas dner ltr on.n sumtin more aft tat. gues wil b hm late late late again.but it juz stops me frm tinkin.of watever shit.so its kinda good.wil b mitin daryl for pool session or slackin session den go to clas dner wif him.i dno y but e clas have been saein tat we look lyk a couple.lyk watever.=\ juz bcoz we walk tgt?juz bcoz i waits for him?juz bcoz he waits for me?juz bcoz we go hm tgt?nonsense.lolol.

tis wk has been realli realli hectic.n al of a sudden,i juz feel lyk crying...not sure y.juz kinda bored wif lyf.tho its eventful n hectic,but juz bored of e past n vretin.

ohya.met tis new fren called shawn.hes so quiet.watched babylon.n hes lyk so damn cold tat i nid to lend him my cardi.in e end he sae i make him paiseh.haha.tats abt al.

nights world.hais...

oh. my last post was on fri but was abt thurs. so now i shall blog abt e wkend!EVENTFUL. on fri. haha.

ok. fri goldie n i went out to chill. ok. slack. haha. went to bugis. bugis street den parco den kip walkin lyk roamin sia. den dcided to mit one of her fren. ok. eventful night but shal not elaborate. heh. me n her noe cn alr. lalala.

but patrick is hot n charismatic n charmin. woo~ but hes not mine oso not goldie's. haha. too bad~~ dint take ani photo wif dem leh. too eventful n busy to take ani photo. HAHA. onli some be4 mitin dem.

den for e wkend,sat went to goldie hse in e afternoon wantin to study. ok la. study abit lor. stayed over. chatted alot. alot happen,lucky i was dere for her. n now shes bac hm n im bac hm too. nth much.

N TML IM HAVIN MY IHT PAPER. off to study~ pics~

in e toilet.find tis pic chio. goldie chio.

o.O

such a pretty face

O.O

went out wif goldie. woohoo. slackd at far east. den slacked. den tis guy came to us ask us do survey. den i do first. den he tok to us. he ask me how old. i sae 'how old do we look lyk' den he gues 17. LOLS. in e end goldie sae 18. den i write clementi ite. den he sae 'eh u clementi ah.' i sae ya y. den he sae he noe me. in e end yuan lai is he saw me write. den he di siao goldie 'eh i oso noe u leh', den in e end we walk to cine. saw him again. den he sae 'eh u al here ah' den goldie dao him. den i sae 'y cnt b here' haha. LOLS. kinda fated huh. mit 2 tyms in a night. not even 4hrs diff. hahaha.

den went to tis restaurant. jap one. dno cal one. i had pasta. photos below. its omelette pasta anw. in case u al wonder wats e egg ting. hahaha. den went to starbucks. woohoo. MOCHA FRAPE. my fav. hahaha. den chatted alot. huhu. told her abt sumone. lalala. LOL. den cam whore. heh. den bac hm. on e wae hm,shawn cal me. yes shawn. in case those whu noe since sec sku read tis,yes,shawn teo. sebest's bro,my ex. hahaha. n goldie is lyk teasin him 'y ur voice so cute huh' den he sae 'always been lyk tis ma' hahaha. he buey hiao bai. =p

den chatted wif him al e wae til hm. wanted to go over find him. but too late. plus hes havin trainin. wif sumone summre. so dun wan e sumone to get e wrong idea. plus goldie dun wan me go. she sae coz its shawn. hahaha.

photos below.~ ok. uploaded it al upside dwn. e below ones r e ones taken at e restaurant. last few. haha. sorry ah~ too mani photos to put caption for each. =p


















my pasta n i

candid man

her desert n her

went to sku todae.haha. lyk FINALLY. lolol. was out ytd night. for e whole night. den mrn go sku frm hougang. wear hm clothes go sku n got changed. lols.

smsed sumone tru out sku. ok. alex. haha. those whu noe me since sec sku wud noe him. hehe. hes another one whu stand a special place in my heart bcoz of sumtin. heh. den dcided to mit up since hes not in camp. so went hm n got changed n met him at amk. slacked,eat mac for dner n went to movie. 4bia. ok. conclusion for e show is,its LAME. seriously,we 2 ask each other 'eh. lyk quite borin hor?' haha. den he di siao me wif 'ya la. stupid ppl wna come watch stupid show' den i sae 'not me lor.is u sae wna watch horror show de. u den stupid' he bwg. WHAHAHA. aft tat go kopitiam n slack. chit chat. basically did nth. LOLS. n den he sent me bac hm n cab hm coz no bus le. lolol.

hes another one whu nv realli change dao. got. in e past hes quiet. now,super talkative. until i wna shut him up. LOLS. hmm,tings bwtn us arent simple. onli a few noe e reason. so actualy,e feelin oso quite complicated.

一生中，有太多的遗憾了。可是遗憾已成定局。如果真的能够把时间倒转，那就好了。。。我发现，其实我一生中遇见的男生都是好的。只不过是在错的时间遇见罢了。。。要是能够再有多一次机会，我会竭尽所能的把事情搞好。

but doesnt apply to daniel.

juz a random post.

met up wif hy.yea.shall juz use e initials. haha. ended up slackin e afternoon awae n eat our 'breakfast' den jiu go hm liao. adds to e memory we have bwtn us xcept sec sku ones. nice. =) n it kinda make me misses him. been too long since i saw him. n he stil nv change at al. hahaha.

but stil,memories r memories.n it wil onli b memories.if u happen to read tis,u wil noe tis is for u.bcoz,i said,i wil rmb u.for u r u.even without e mitin.ure juz special.for u r e 1st one i love so much.n we r stil able to get along so wel aft so long.so its a good ting.so let it b good memories btwn us.juz now u ask me 'u realli wil rmb me ah' yes.i wil.=) continue pinchin my nose n tel me '我只要你记得我。我也会记得你的'. it warms n melts my heart. i miss you. <3 class="mr">

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go

its kinda waste.e wae we ended in e past.if i cud turn bac tym,i wud turn it bac to e first dae of sku.so tat vretin tat happened,i wil have a chance of changin it.a possibility of makin tings beta.


n i realized ive got quite a number of frens whu realli care for me. b it is my ex or frens. one of dem is hy. told him tings tat have been happenin. n he juz sae 'glad u made e dcision u made' another is daryl. er,my ganma de son tat daryl. he was dere for me for one whole night. n of coz,not forgettin my mr nice. tho hes busy n al. but,which frens wun b busy de? haha. n oso not forgettin my other frens.

n for tis sumone,dun thank me for everything.i alr dno wat to sae to u animore.i dno wat to trust in u animore.vretin is over n let it b over.dun continue animore ting bwtn us.

sumtin even random. ppl sae,dere r always tat special sumone in one corner of e world waitin to mit u. but for me,im alr tinkin tat in my lyf,i cn dpend on noone. xcept myself. bcoz juz when i start puttin heart into it,i end up wif nth.