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behind that cool facade
hides a messed up soul
walk with me


an ordinary person living and struggling in this ordinary yet tormenting world.

shouts




Sunday, October 26, 2008


BIG BIG HIATUS AGAIN.


fated to lead a lyf of loneliness.我认命了。

Saturday, October 25, 2008


oh oh,my last post is on tues! n its sat now. haha. updates updates on my wk.

tues
met daryl e polar bear n went to sku in e mrn.man,took e first bus 88 bac to tpy n got changed n went to sku.how tirin. tat asshole. phone bill $504,dun dare go out of e rm.make me stay dere wif him. haha.

wed
sku s usual. aft sku met kenken. went over to yewtee wif my lappy n sku uniform n stuffs. n gues wat? wa lao... tirin night la. e mac over at his place closes at 1 n we dint noe. shit. so? he got his bicycle n we cycled al e wae to teck whye! he longbang me of coz. haha. long journey. full of laughters n complains. hahah. kenken wil noe y complain la huh. not nice to sae here. haha. did his stuffs over at mac til 5+,i went to makeup n prepare for sku n left mac at 6. n gues wat? WE R EARLY BIRDS. WE GOT TO SKU AT 7.

thurs
reached sku wif kenken at 7.ate brkfast,laksa.haha.i eat until so slow la. scared kena my uniform. haha. den sku s usual. boring stuffs. slp n slp nia. 1stly,lesson is dry 2ndly,im tired. haha. but stil cn catch up wif e lessons,read e notes be4hand. see,im a good kid.=)) den met kenken again. been mitin him tis few daes even up til now,coz he nids my lappy! haha. he intended to come over to tpy de. in e end? sumone cheated our feelins n we ended up in amk! WTF. haha. n so? WALKED bac to tpy lor. haha. frm arnd 12 start walkin,by e tym we reach my hse alr nearin 2. LOOOLS. had maggie for supper den he continue his stuff. we fell aslp at 4+. LOOL. woke up at 5 n got rdy for sku.

fri
short dae for sku. ended lessons at 12. haha. n so? went wif kenken bac to yewtee to wait for him to get changed n take his digi cam n go boat quay mit his...... biao gu. went to several wholesale shops to look for stuffs n tis particular shop at The Central,quite nice. wif al e nice nice accessories n vretin. saw a smal mirror tat i lyk. but dint buy. tinkin shud i go bac for it. hmm.. haha. den went to bugis to get his stuffs n dwn to vivo to mit his frens. his frens super funny. leave us dere sittin by ourselves n dey juz went off to arcade n al. leavin e bags al to us to look aft. =.= sat dere,chit chatted alot. den off to KEPPEL BAY. yes keppel bay. haha. goldie n shengda wil noe whr. went dere to slack,listen song. den off to my hse to use com. wa lao.. suay la us. missed e last bus bac to tpy in e end waste 3 bucks on NR. fcuk it. 3 bucks i cn eat one meal la! haha.

sat.now.
hes bside me. juz now pei him go cut hair. n now im bloggin. ltr gna go off to JE den dno whr liao. LOLS.

some pics taken~~
aft haircut. photos uploaded e wrong wae. LOL
aft haircut. haha. so short!
be4 haircut!
on e wae to yewtee to cut hair
o.O
on e wae to keppel bay. =)
look at his long hair. haha
horhor! caught usin phone! =p

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


boohoo~

ytd mrn went to sku s usual. mrn called kenken. so coincidence tat he was at clementi alr when im at sku bus stop. so waited for him n walk in tgt. =) nth much tru out e lesson. ohya. jena tot kenken is my bf! faint~ haha. she was lyk 'eh e guy ur bf ah?' lolol. tru out sku,smsed kenken,my treetree n daryl e polar bear (not my clas daryl). n dcided to share a locker wif kenken. =)) so met him aft sku n go dup key. den off to mit my treetree!! man. how i envy ginger. e wae my treetree treats her. hais. lol. finally met my treetree la! been sooo long. haha.

n i cnt wake up for sku todae. alamak. gna mit daryl e polar bear ltr. borin man~~


lyf sucks big tym.had a chat wif kenken last night.sigh~~
*too bad im not clean eh?too bad im 18 eh?yes...i feel lykwise too.if not....sigh.*

Sunday, October 19, 2008


bleahs. past few daes was dwndwndwn for me. but,i kinda got over it alr. OVER N DONE WIF.


ytd was out wif goldie. man. was onli intendin to buy lashes. in e end turn out to b a mini shopin spree. haha. bought a shirt,3 lashes,lash glue. hha. den brought goldie to keppel bay. yeah,shengda brought me dere last tym. n i find e atmosphere dere nice for slackin n stuffs. so bring her dere. haha. stayed dere til 11+ n by 12,we got onto bus 143 n on e wae bac alr. n on e wae hm,i sms kenrick. n we met todae.

haha. on e phone wif him til 4+am. went to slp at 5+. woke up at....... arnd 12? n prepare n went off to mit kenken at bugis. pei him go do his stuffs n gaigai. haha. hes sucha funny guy. oh,mature too. nth much todae. pics~~

taken by kenken.

i look so ugly here


ha.finally snapped him. =p

Monday, October 13, 2008


有时候多希望我能不顾一切的离开。。 如果我能忍心的离开,或许我就不需要这么难过了。。为什么要让我度过这一切,我再怎么把这一切当做生活的一部分,还是难忍哭泣。。。 还是难忍崩溃。。。一次又一次的崩溃,到最后还是得一个人爬起来继续走完我的路。。。



alright.dint blog for quite long eh. ha. it was px's celebration last sat. n its shihui's todae. ok. sun. haha. hmm... shall recap for e whole wk alright.

last sat
px's celebration. said n done wif.

last sun was nth much.

mon
suppose to mit derick for supper. in e end end up wif him,kel,their colleague n his gf n goldie in lor 8 drinkin. haha. he took gr8 care of me. nv had tis feelin be4.

tues
pei goldie in e dae. went to derick's shop at arnd 7. left wif him arnd 815 to his shiguan. he has got wushi. man. SO MANI PPL. haha. once we get off e cab vreone is lyk 'eh starhub!!' yes. vreone calls him starhub. haha. i was so paiseh not noein wat to do at first. den he put me wif his good fren,xing hao. coz he gna go get busy n xing hao is drivin e lorry. so im gna sit his lorry! e whole event is so.... hmm.. eventful. ha. halfwae tru e journey to e event,derick joined me in e lorry. n his fren throw drinks in n hit my leg. he was lyk peepin his head out of e window n sae 'oei ^%%$. hit her la u &^&^&^' hahaha. den reach e place le me n xinghao go dwn see him play. he plays well. wif e wushi n e drum s wel. =)) den cab bac to his hse aft vretin,got changed n went for supper. coz both of us haven eat man. haha. so had supper n he sent me hm! =D

wed
hmm.... kinda forgot man. if im not wrong,i juz accompanied goldie e whole dae n met derick for supper at night. =)

thurs
happy happy dae. derick off dae. met at 12. went to paragon,ps,bugis. he bought a pair of jeans. looks so nice on him. bac at his hse to have dner. saw e 3 lil kids. so cute. his baobeis lai de. haha. went for dao huay n he send me hm. =D

fri
goldie's bbq. met her in e noon n went to ecp for vretin. by e tym e whole ting for heated up was when andrew arrived! haha. den kel n derick came too aft work. a ll argument here n dere. bwtn whu i shall not sae. den i went bac wif derick n kel. =)

sat
went to popular to get sumtin n got liang teh for derick n kel! slacked n met goldie n send her hm. =D

sun
SHIHUI'S CELEBRATION. steamboat at novena. let e pics tok! =D

grp photo of e dae. frm xw. im so ugly here

dere was tis prawn peelin competition bwtn goldie n branda! GOLDIE WON.

xw caught drinkin!!

aftermath of steamboat session.

now cally got caught! me laughin!

branda's turn!

YAOGUI!

see,when e food is dere,our eyes r onli glued to e food.

wa lao!!

aft winnin e prawn peelin. =.=

BRANDA PEELIN PRAWNS

woman~

xw,sara,shihui n branda

LOOK AT E FOOD

PX!!

xw n goldie

sara.o.O

shihui.=)

branda


cally
PX



bi,i miss you.im sry.

Monday, October 06, 2008


THANKS TO JOVIN.I VISITED HER BLOG N SUMTIN RESCUE ME FRM MY BOREDOM TOO.


Who was the last person you fell asleep texting to?
shawn

2.Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
shawn.but a diff shawn frm e above one

3.Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
dno eh. tiny or normal

4.Are you a morning person or a night person?
both.

5.What would you do if you opened up your front door full of surprises?
O.O

6.Are you there for your friends?
yes

7.Are you a forgiving person?
Yeah

8.What drink do you like?
RIBENA

9.Are you dating the last person you were with?
no

10. Who is with you now?
mum

11. Anything bothering you now?
my wk is so packed n sku is startin

12.What are you listening to right now?
kong by ze tian.a canto song

13.The highlight of your week?
hmm..wud sae thurs.

14.Who were the last people you ate with?
hmm... goldie,her bf n derick.

15.Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
hmm... goldie

16.Do you like your mom?
I love her.

17.Who was the last person to text you?
daniel

18.Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
HAHA! Of course not.

19.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
dno anione yet

20.Have you ever had a drunken night?
yes.but i do recover fast.i miss tat kind of night seriously.

21.What are your plans for tonight?
tonight?mit derick for late dner coz hes sick n he doesnt noe how to take care of himself.

22.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yes.taiwan?

23.What does the seventh text in your inbox say?
onli got 6 inside.

24.What's your favorite subject?
Chinese!

25.Last thing that made you laugh out loud?
sumtin bwtn me n shawn

26.Summer lessons?
None.

27.Do you know if anyone likes you?
hmm...

28.What did you dream about last night?
I'd a good rest last night! :)

29.Do you want to be married right now?
nope

30.What were you doing at 4am this morning?
its goin 4am.

31.What do you usually do first in the morning?
look for my phone. how typical for sumone whu cnt live w/o her phone n if her phone goes low batt,she wud b cursin.ha.

32.Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
nope.not regular basis.

33.What is making you smile now?
wat a nice vocal shawn have

34.Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
yes! goldie's sis is gna cook n shes probly gna brin me over!

35.How many different beverages have you had today?
hmm..lemme tink.3.

36.Any plans for today?
mit josiah to take stuffs frm him den visit daniel coz he met wif an accident den mit goldie to slack probly den derick. by e tym im bac,wud b probly late night.

37.What is in front of you?
My laptop,my phone,my water n my chips

38.What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
Vanilla. if attap chee is dere,i wud choose tat.

39.Do you want children?
2!

40.What is on your mind now?
boredom

41.Anything black on your right?
my eyeliner

42.Are you expecting a phone call?
No.

43.If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
my god.no.kill me.

44.What day is it today?
mon.

45.Are you excited about this weekend?
not sure of e activities tis wkend.but gues gna b packed.

46.Do people underestimate you?
ha.not for goldie.others,tend to.

47.When you're in a bad mood, who will always put you in a better mood?
MY TREETREE.ZHIPENG.

48.Last time you swore?
lemme tink... ytd midnight.

49.What is/are your favorite song/s?
Too much to list

50.Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
yes

51.Where did you last sleep other than your house?
hmm...in shengda's hse.


ANOTHER ONE.

1. The person who tagged:
noone.i got it frm jovin.=p

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
HA.

3. Your five impressions on him/her:
cute,funny,nice,smart,hardworking

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
accompanied me for orientation!

5. The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you:
Love!

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
wow. im str8

7. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
nth

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
it wil nv happen.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
I dont know :\

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
study

11. Your overall impression of him/her:
Excellent! :)

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
LOUD

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
str8 forward

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are:
too open minded.seriously,too.

15. The most ideal you want to be is:
Myself

16. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:
thanks.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 person you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. goldie
2. daryl
3. zhipeng(but he wil nv read tis)
4. sara
5. grace
6. branda
7. shawn liu
8. shawn teo
9. terence
10. shi xiang

18. Who is No.6 having relationship with?
Nobody! :)

19. Is No.9 a male or female?
Male.

20. If No.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
NO.

22. What is No.2 studying about?
same s me

23. When is the last time you had a chat with No.3?
few daes ago

24. What kind of music band does No.8 like?
hes ok wif anitin. pop i gues. n rock.

25. Does No.1 have any siblings?
yes.2 sis 1 bro.

26. Will you woo No.3?
frankly,if hes not attached,i wil. =p

27. How about No.7?
hes a nice guy

28. Is No.4 single?
no

29. What is the surname of No.5?
yeo

30. What's the hobby for No.4?
craziness wif branda

31. Does No.5 and 9 get along well?
dey dno each other.

32. Where is No.2 studying at?
same s me

33. Talk something casual about No.1:
shes fun

34. Have you tried developing feelings for No.8?
hes my ex bf.

35. Where does No.9 live at?
boonlay

36. What colour does No.3 likes?
red

37. Are No.5 and 1 best friends?
no.dey noe each other.but not close

38. Does No.1 have any pets?
nope.neopet yes.ha.

39. Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world?
no. got one so much sexier n hotter than him!! goldie noe whu!! =D

40. What is No.10 doing now?
slping alr.


IM SO BORED.

TECHNOLOGY
Q.What is your wallpaper on your computer?
- sky of love.

Q. How many televisions do you have in your house?
3

BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right-handed.

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
nope

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
Eh, my bag?

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
Not yet

BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Nah, I'm not looking forward to it.

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
no thx

Q. What colour do you think looks best on you?
hmm.... black or red

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
none tat i cn rmb

DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
I KISSED GOLDIE BE4. wat u tink?

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
nope.i lyk my fingers

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
i wil.haha.

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
if my figure's good enuf.

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1,000?
sae chili sauce? i tink i wil consider

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
nahs.

DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
No pockets :(

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good film?
wat is it?but i bet not.

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
Eh, nope :\

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
both.

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
err...dno

LASTOLOGY
Q: Last person who texted you?
daniel

Q: Last person who called you?
shi xiang

Q: Person you hugged?
shawn liu.hes kinda nice to hug!

FAVOURITOLOGY
Q: Number?
2

Q: Season?
winter

Q: Colour?
black

CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
yup

Q: Mood?
Alright lah :)

Q: Listening to?
kong by ze tian

Q: Watching?
tis little blinkin ting s i type.

Q: Worrying about?
havin bad feelin abt tis wk bein so packed

Q: Wearing?
big big tee n shorts

RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
my com desk

Q: What can you not wait to do?
go out.

Q: Do you smile often?
yup!!

Q: Are you a friendly person?
veh outgoin. XD

ok.im stil bored.but no more for me. >.<

Sunday, October 05, 2008


ytd celebrated px's bdae. hmm... me,goldie,sara,branda,shihui,px n her bf,tannya,jaslyn,yeeting,james,carin,jianyao n kaiwen was dere.was at... parlais renaissance,the marmalade pantry. dno got spell wrong anot. LOLS. den move to fashion bar to drink! den arnd midnight went to thomson for supper.

goldie's bf n his fren came to look for us. so we went off wif dem! bac to tpy to eat prata. den went bac hm. quite a fun dae. haha. details i lazy sae la. craziness jiu dui le~ haha.

tis is tannya n jaslyn n branda

bdae girl n sara



sara
branda,shihui n sara
tis shows jianyao,carin n james!
me n sara.
tis is jianyao,junyi,yeeting,jaslyn in black n carin e one in white. LOLS

oh oh. n deres no more bebe n i.haha.