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2010-11-03T15:03:00.002+08:00

ARIOS HO. HOW I WISH YOU SEE THIS MAN!!

IM SO FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT YOU. once i leave your place,your fever goes up. and YOURE NOT REPLYING MY WHATSAPP. fuck you! it is sent through to your phone already!!

1,you saw the msg liao bo?
2,if saw,are you too weak to reply?
3,if nv saw,what the fuck are you doing?sleeping?

fuck.stop making me wonder so much leh!! ARIOS HO ZHENG HAN!!

2010-10-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

again im posting after so long.. this is gonna be soooo low profile blog. LOL. almost noone knows i have a blog. to me its a secret diary.

i miss ying yong..the feeling he gave me on sunday was so perfect..once we see each other,we smiled.and when i pinch him,he took my hand so tightly.like afraid i'd pull away.when we go down the stairs or cross the road,he'll hold onto me.when we reached mbs,he put his hand on my waist whenever hes beside me.when we both ly on the sofa bed and drink,he hugged me.when he went to talk to mandy for a few mins,when he came back,the first thing he said was "sorry".though all the suanings was usual and non stop,but thats how we had always been.suaning each other.when we finished drinking and both doze off,he hugged me still.and when he ask me to move up onto the bed and sleep so im more comfortable,i dont want.then he say he'll be with me.and so we moved.his hand never ever left me.hugged me in his arms and go to sleep.how i miss that feeling...its been 1 yr plus since we slept like that. when he sent me home,he gave me a peck on my forehead.. and,he had NEVER been like this towards me before even when we were tgt in the past..mygod..he totally catches my heart... but i cant let him win this battle.because hes married already.i cant allow myself to submit to this feeling.i need to let him go..... sigh..but hes the one on my mind since he left me that afternoon..

2009-11-28T12:38:00.002+08:00

once again. im so so so tired. feel like giving up on everything. and i mean everything.

2009-06-09T10:36:00.001+08:00

once again.. im so tired..

你把我伤透了又想我继续像以前那样对你好。。。你可知道你对我做了什么吗。。。

2009-06-08T04:46:00.016+08:00

ok i know super long nv post. haha. gonna have alot of photos later. coz lazy to type alot. =p

PH. 020609. junliang,michael,sky and alvin.

doris and i. =D

sky,jun liang,michael and doris and alvin.

=))

sky,doris and kai.

us and sky.yes.sky again.hahaha.

taken at v3 toilet. LOL.

MARINA BARRAGE. 290509.

thats alvin and nicholas behind doris.haha

BUTTER FAC AND PH. 200509

kit. =) and oh. ty the giant is there too

new known guy called sebastian. cute guy,

PH.300509.
lance,sky and andy. lance is cute. haha.

doris took this when shes on the podium due to some irritatin guys on the floor.i was behind her.lol

only anjun reacted. see the middle finger.hahaha

girls.

andy and anjun.

sky and kit

PH.270509.

i was high and drunk that night. LOL

thats janneve in yellow.

FINALLY. TY!! hes 1.9 tall. LOLS

amber and jolin.

the girls. jess amber jolin doris.

PH.300409.
both alvins.me and lince lince.

ben and i.

know what? THIS HAPPENS TO TY WHENEVER IM AROUND.

alvin and i

part of the grp.

SENTOSA AND PH.160509
beloved qi de.

see. told you all. this happens when im around. done by me yes. =D

jackee on the left.

phoebe beside me. calvin beside kit

2009-05-22T12:51:00.002+08:00

每当我看见一个快乐的家庭，我就想到你。我多么希望你能够在我身边。我多么希望我们也能够像他们一样。。。

2009-04-27T20:07:00.003+08:00

我很累了。

为了你，就算我病了都去照顾你。全心全意的对你。可是为什么我总觉得你对我并非如你所说的那样。你说你爱我。可我一点都看不出。你说我对你很好，令你很开心。甚至说我令你感动到整颗心都被我打动了。说的有多好听就有多好听。听是很好听。。。一个人总是能把事情说的有多好听就有多好听，非常的顺耳。可是往往能够从他的行为上看出他是否是真的。我不知是不是因为你还在病所以心情不好还是真的如我所预料的那样。。我真的不知道。我也不敢问不敢向你提出这一切，深怕你觉得烦。。

一开始我根本没想过我们俩会有在一起的一天。直到那一晚，不知为什么的我会为你着想而为了你做了这么多事。结果渐渐的希望得到你的一丝关心。。那晚看着她如此的对你，我心是有多么的难受。所以这么的关心你，结果得到的是一无所有。。细心的照顾你，还是没得到你的任何一丝注意。

我真的累了。我已经早就失去努力活着的动力。以前有‘他在我身边时，我为了能和他长相思守，我什么都有动力去做。努力读书就只想和他在同一所学校。为了他，连最小最不让人记得的事情我都会去做。可是我已经失去了他。为了他我所尽的努力一切都白费了。。还有什么事情值得我留恋的。。。累了。好多次的想要不顾一切的离开。失去了生命中最重要的人。

有一天当我真的不能再撑下去时，我真的会离开。。。

2009-04-04T13:05:00.002+08:00

despite how i try to be strong,i cant deny youre the most unforgettable one.i did so much but im not the most unforgettable one in your life.instead its someone lousier than me.who didnt love you as much as i did.even until now when im drunk or not feeling well,how i wished you were the one beside me.explains the tears when im drunk and not feeling well.weakest state of mind.no matter how i try,i dont wish to face the fact that i cant seem to love anyone else like how i loved you.its like as if i cant love anymore.like i had lost all confidence.drowning myself in loud music and alcohol and huge crowd in clubs.

you can face me like as if what had happened is nothing.

恋上另一个人

忽然一场阵雨
世界缩为屋檐
你熟悉的侧脸
回头就在眼前
一分神丢了手里烟
坠落了燃烧的岁月
让画面再接回从前
省略了昨天的昨天
后来的你好吗
有比较快乐吗
我应该高兴吧
却又说不上话
雨打湿你右边的肩
泪滑过我左边的脸
这就是唯一的关联
当爱是仓促的句点
你曾是我吻过爱上过也伤过
拥有过却错过的情人
这样太残忍
你现在总是刻意保持陌生
你吻过你爱过也恨过
拥抱过却犯错的情人
我不能过问
没权利再问他是否对的人
（MUSIC）
后来的你好吗
有比较快乐吗
我应该高兴吧
却又说不上话
我们是两条平行线
再没有任何交叉点
只留下心酸的感觉
当爱是仓促的句点
没权利再问他是怎样的人
非要等到爱远走分两头
才知道多不舍你走
留在午夜梦会醉掏了心
伤心对自己说
非要等到爱远走分两头
才知道谁都怕寂寞
一直有句话要说
你是我今生今世的守候
是我先转身爱上了错的人
恋上一个人

wanted to blog about clubs. but oh wells,no mood. lazy upload photos too. so till i got mood ah~

2009-03-23T05:15:00.001+08:00

wanted to blog. but the post was ruined. wait til next time i got mood blog.

but it had been clubbin,drinking,clubbing.

2009-03-14T00:55:00.002+08:00

my days had been fun and happy.

it was dbl o last thurs with goldie and we met gary and gabriel and ivan there. dbl o was raid. lols. and there was this trans whu strip herself when shes quarrellin with another woman. but they were talkin in malay so i dint understand luh of cause. haha. then we just slacked by the river and breakfast and home. haha. supposedly to rest right? in the end? powerhouse the next day! hahaha.

i met up with gary for dinner. then gabriel needed him for wingman. so we joined. then they decided to head to club. so i called goldie along. haha. quite fun. nice. as usual, home in the morning. again, supposed to rest right? CLUB 2 DAYS ALREADY LEH~ but?

gary took me out the next day. hahaha. met him at cityhall. and he took me to vivo. hes mad. he wanted to go to sentosa for italian food. but he dint make reservations so we had it at vivo instead. nice food. nice service. nice ambience. its only the other guests talkin loudly that ruins it. haha~ then we went for ben and jerry. then slacked at the roof. then we passed by GV. so he said its a great idea to watch a show. LOLS. so we caught marley and me at gold class. yes. the pics at the previous post. and we have 2 and half hrs to spare. so? mount faber! haha. we chatted alot. as usual, we can go on and on and on like nv ending. like we have all the time in the world! I LOVE! haha~ he booked a cab for us to go back to vivo. gold class is soooo nice~~ had jumbo hotdogs with wedges and sparkling drink. slacked and prata for breakfast! home~~

okok. time to rest le la hor? yea. headed to his house after dinner to study. why cant study at home? cause with my com here i cant study! haha. crashed over and studied. movies. food. sleep. he sent me to school the next morning. =D

met him again after exam cause im having cramps. so he took me to vivo. wanting to go to the doc. but i dont want. haha! he had lunch. walked around. send me home. crash over again to study for marketing. =p marketing paper was so easy~~

ok. finally time to rest. haha. stayed home for the night. but went to his house early morning to cook breakfast for him~ hahaha. AMERICAN BREAKFAST SIOL~~ =p and his mum cooked dinner for us! we went grocery shopping together~ crabs,prawns~~ with him, theres always good food. why? cause hes a super picky mouth! =p

at night? POWERHOUSE with gabriel and 4 other girls. omgomgomg. the girls suck. as in, dancing, dressing, attitude. LOL. the girls went off themselves and we went for breakfast and chill at bukit timah. home sweet home. and then? bathe and collapse flat~

woke up thurs afternoon around late noon. 4pm? then his sis says we are going out for dinner. see, good food again. had dian xiao er. then gary and i went off to meet gab again. BOTAK JONES. and i ate so much la. i ate much more than gary. LOL. and hes going NS the next day,so i stayed over to pei him.

and today? yes yes today. early morning wake up send him to expo with his family. finally departed after spending time together for so many days. now hes SNORING AWAY IN DREAMLAND in the camp. >.<

no pics cause we forgot to take. haha~

2009-03-08T19:40:00.003+08:00

070309.

060309. powerhouse.goldie,me,gabriel,gary.

2009-03-02T15:23:00.002+08:00

worst encounter. or not?

f damn it. woke up in the mornin according to planned. woke baby up. then proceeded to prepare for school. the usual stuffs. brushin teeth washing face makin up. yea. then i realized my right eyelid is abit swollen. but i have to go for my hks test today. so i decided to go ahead with the make up and go to school. left home as planned. 730am. boarded the train and its not very squeezy thanks heaven. normally its so squeezy la. ok. then comes the worst encounter in my life about my body.

i switched train. switched to the green line.everything was fine still. until buona vista station. 2 more stops and i gotta alight. when i blacked-out. yes blackout. everything went black in front of my eyes. but i didnt faint. near faintin but didnt. i was prayin so hard to let me regain my sight so i can alight at clementi then i can find a place to rest. but didnt. til the train was going to JE. then i slowly gained back my sight. then i alighted at JE. sat down at the seats on the platform. havin cold sweat all over. got tissue from an auntie. rested. msged francis. called my mum. she ask me go get something to eat while waitin for my dad to pick me up. and so i did. then my head started to hurt like f. no. WORSE THAN GETTIN FUCKED by a huge penis. fcuk damn it. couldnt endure man. and i was so out of breath that i was talkin so softly that i bet if ANY of my frens is there,they will go 'omg.finally you are talkin softly'. WTH. so got no choice to take cab back myself. AND I GOT KAN CAI TOU. FCUK. dont know which route the uncle took. i was too seh to notice already. it amounts to a total of $15.65. FCUK DAMN IT. lol. if i rush for school when im late at around 7+,15 bucks i can understand la. extra charges and all. fcuk. 9+am? zzz.

waited for my dad downstairs. too weak to move. every step i take i feel like i can throw up anytime. so scared that i dont dare to walk a step until he came. when i saw him i was like 'omg my saviour is finally here' then i collapse onto the chair. he picked me up and walked to the lift. nearly vomitted halfway. for the first time i hated the long walkway to my unit. damn. for the first time i have this complaint in my mind 'why do my house have to be in the middle instead of being the first unit?' haha. and guess what? when i entered the house. the first place i went to is the toilet. sat beside the toilet bowl and vomitted. nice. all my sandwich and milo is gone. LOLS. after cleaning up,collapsed on my bed. lay comfortably and drift off to sleep and rest.

woke up at around 11+ cause baby smsed me. i dint have the energy to msg him when i blackout so he was worried. yea. then i went back to sleep and to the doc at 2. another fkin thing. its not DR TEO. sigh. only DR TEO knows my condition la. idiot.

the doc say its cause i got not enough blood. and i stood too long thus the blood was collected at the lower part of my body and caused the lack of pressure and blood in my upper body. thats why i blackout and felt as if my blood is drainin off from my face and head and hand. NICE. =.=

i super scared when i cant see anything de lor. my eyes is super goddamn important to me. so important that i will NEVER EVER allow myself to wear specs. i wont let my eyesight have any problems. i treasure my eyes so much that i told myself that im NEVER EVER gonna allow my children to wear specs too. is like,perfect eyesight is a gift. so why destroy it? when your are born,unless you are born short sighted or whatever la. if not why go and destroy your eyesight right? spend mayb like 100 or 200+ on specs and lenses. WTH. might as well take good care of your eyes right? LOLS. but i acted calm enough just now. PHEW~

yea. worst encounter or not? actually no la. its stil ok. just that its the first time. ohya. doc said if theres a second time,tests have to be run. sian. waste money. =\

2009-02-20T00:26:00.002+08:00

everytime i wishes to blog,im lost for words.
have been really affected by goldie for the past few daes.
tinkin bac on wat i did n wat u did.
tinkin bac on wat happened in e past.

tis definitely isnt e outcome i wanted
if i had a chance again,
mayb i'll try to b strong n hold u back
mayb i'll try to b strong n wait for u to change
mayb....
but all these mayb wil not come animore.
it had alr ended.so long.

u always apologizes to me for wat uve done
no apologizes is needed.
but to me,u once told me how impt i was to u
how special i was to u.
if i really am tat special n impt,
den y did u do wat u did.

tho we remained s frens,its hurting.
its even more contradicting when i have to go up to ur hse
its contradicting on e dae of cny
when i was dere n ur gf was dere s wel.
its hard.really hard.
to remain s frens wif u.

even entering e room tat i was once/stil am so familiar wif
is heart wrenching.
i stil rmb wat clothes u have
i stil rmb wat clothes u lyk to wear to slp
i stil rmb how i make e bed for e both of us
i stil rmb so mani more tings.

sumone whom i had once tot to b e one
disappointed me.
if onli im able to trust u all over again....

all these words came out unknowingly.
all e best to u.i wun wish u happiness wif ur current/future gf.
but i wil wan u to b safe n sound..

2009-02-16T19:02:00.003+08:00

okok. here comes a normal post ok. lol.

was sick for nearly a wk. went to drink wif xiangfei n his frens coz it was his fren's bdae. rasa sentosa resort shangri la at sentosa. deluxe suite. quite nice wif a balcony tat u cn see e whole siloso beach. was enjoyin n al. playin games. u noe those games u play when u drink? ya. haha. but his fren's gf wasnt feelin veh well n we saboh his fren to drink wine. he cun take it. so we stopped e game. tats when i started havin fever. f man. felt warm. den i tot mayb coz i drink or coz im wearin a jacket. so dint spare much tot abt it. in e end? fever. xiangfei had to tkc of me tru out e night. LOLS. nxt mrn went hm,slept almost e whole dae. fever dint go awae. went to e doc early mon mrn. zzz.... fever subsided n on wed when i wanted to go sku,my eye swelled. wtf. so in e end whole wk nv go sku. zzzzzzzz.

yea. tho i juz recovered,i nv forget to play. hahaha. cooped up at hm for almost a wk noe! wil die. so goldie n i went to dbl o! thurs night. i paid for vretin. haha. e other tym she paid. now i pay. XD dint even get veh high. was at a ok stage onli. got hm in e mrn,too tired to go sku. =x

不知会呆在这个歇息站多久。或则应该说，这个歇息站会在这里多久。不敢去想太多，就这样吧。。。

2009-02-14T14:42:00.002+08:00

你说我不该，不该在这时候后说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气
请告诉我，暂停算不算放弃
我只有，只有那一天的回忆。。。。

2009-02-14T04:17:00.004+08:00

跟我很熟的朋友就会了，我是一个很热爱华文的人。所以不只为何，心血来潮的想用华文。这几天的心情都不是很好。生了一场病。也让我特别的累，虚脱。。。

曾在朋友的博客看见他自己亲自写的这段稿：

不是不相信愛,也不是不敢去愛,而是愛了,又如何?
很多東西不是付出多少,就有多少回報,因為感情不是一種交易...
只是看伱願意花多少時間,心血和努力去賭..
有人輸了自信,有人輸了方向,也有人輸了自我的靈魂..
沉溺在酒精的夜裡,思念分不開也離不去...
用生命體驗速度的刺激...彷彿在跟死神飆車...
一個彎接著一個彎,但始終看不見終點...

忘了怎麼去愛,慢慢在心裡建起一層厚厚的保護色..
也不敢渴望自己值得任何人來愛..
開始一個人逛街,一個人吃飯,一個人承受漫長的失眠夜..
害怕入睡醒來後..只是一場虛幻的夢..

在好朋友面前,帶著一張面具,深怕自己的心情影響別人..
不允許自己脆弱的一面,讓身邊重要的人看見..
因為怕別人為自己擔心..
那是男人的悲哀,只因為男人的肩膀是如此沉重..
空空蕩蕩的房間裡,只剩下孤獨和寂寞的回憶..

心痛了,是因真心愛過,卻再也沒有挽留的勇氣..
放手了,是因為在他的面前,妳是幸福微笑著..
接受是殘酷的,但別無選擇..
只能拖著自己的腳步,忍住疼痛,一步一步向前走..

雖然偶爾會無頭緒著看著手機裡那遙遠又熟悉的號碼..
卻只能期望哪天能從朋友口中聽到妳的消息或在路上偶然相遇..

少了愛的天空,生活真的變的好灰好灰,原來一個人真的會走到好累好累..

一个人真的很累。。。有时很想哭，可是眼泪怎么都流不出。那种感觉很不好。。像胸口有什么啃着一样。非常难受。。同一个朋友说过，去夜店的人有很多种。有想得到一夜情的，也有許多失落的靈魂想要暫時逃避現實。。我正属于失落的那一种。

所以啊，无论任何时候，想找我去夜店，放胆的来问我。我一定去。

因为我已经不知道自己还活着像个行尸走肉般，有着什么意义了。。。。。
我走的好累，好想找个歇息站。可又有任何人让我依靠的吗？

2009-02-13T06:56:00.002+08:00

how i wish tym cud juz stop

or rather,let my lyf come to an end.

its really tiring having to sae 'nvm' when u wish e person to noe wat ure tinkin n do sumtin abt it.

sumtyms u wish e person to b more sensitive but oh wells,hes not.n u dun wish to force him to change.

its contradicting how u wish tat person to utd u n do tings to make u feel beta but at e same tym u dun wish tat person to do sumtin not out of own will.

its irony when u have to tink abt 'is he realli e one?' or 'r we really suitable?' when u r feelin nice abt him.

its hurting when e other party doesnt feel e same for u

n its hard havin to pretend 'nvm im ok' n continue walking on

its dumb
its foolish
its silly

many a tyms when u try to b rational but u juz feel lyk tryin for a bit more... risk having nth in e end...

2009-02-05T06:10:00.004+08:00

its tiring havin to put a smile on ur face when u dun feel lyk it at al

its tiring havin to sae 'im ok' when ure not at al

its tiring havin to sae 'go to slp' when deres nth else u cud do

its tiring havin to run awae,hide,al e emotions

its tiring havin to lead ur lyf s usual when u dun feel lyk doin it at al

its tiring havin to live in tis world full of torments...
n u have to tel urself 'its growing process'.

drained.tired.
cn i juz fal aslp here right now n nv wake up?

2009-01-29T05:25:00.002+08:00

arena on mon (yes AGAIN)

dbl o last night.wif goldie n classmates.a bunch of crazy slackers.desmond is a nice guy.celeste is a crazy girl.

drink drink drank.but not drunk.

gna b powerhouse on fridae.

hope its gna b a fruitful trip. (fruitful?LOLS)

liquor n liquor n liquor.

dehydration in process-

but i enjoy it.coz i have to,be4 i cnt.

to 'specialnunforgettable', (tho he wun see it for sure),
i miss you.for ure stil e special one in my heart no matter how hectic my daes r.u wil nv b forgotten.for its our promise to each other.its nice how we cn stil b such good frens aft yrs since our story ended.i feel tat its a gift.ure a gift.to me.n im so thankful for it.realli.n i do mean everytin i sae to u.
i do realli misses you alot.yhy.

2009-01-25T16:19:00.003+08:00

dbl o on thurs.

e arena last night.

liquor al night.

dance al night.

hot live performances.

dance lyk nobody's business.

get high lyk uve nv been high be4.

clubbing is love,clubbing is addictive.

loud music pumping.

adrenaline rushing.

one word;

high.

2009-01-22T02:08:00.002+08:00

sigh.even aft tings ended for near a yr,exactly bcoz it ended,it changed me.

i dno e reason i smile now.even in front of frens,we joke we laugh we smile,is tat frm e btm of my heart?do i feel happy frm e btm of my heart?i dno.i realli dno.

sumtyms i feel tat vretin on e surface of me is juz a facade.i may tel my frens 'its ok i'll b fine' but m i realli ok?did i realli resolve tings n b fine?i dno.i juz placed it aside not tinkin abt it actually.

bcoz if i reali go n tink abt it,probe further,i wud had broke dwn long ago.n if i brk dwn,vretin falls.sku,family. but i dun wan e ones whu love me,to b sad.i dun wna let dem see e weak side of me.i dun wna let dem see my tears.so now,no more frens saw my tears no matter how bad i feel.i kip vretin to myself now.

i cry,i scream i brk dwn deep at night when vreone's slpin.n pretend tat im fine e nxt mrn.

ppl sae wat we go tru now is a learnin process,to let u b strong.but i wish tat i dun nid to b strong.how i wish deres sumone whus willing to utd me n tkc of me so i dun nid to b strong myself. but e fact is,noone wil b dere for u 24/7.u stil have to dpend on urself.

ironically,i noe e fact,but i cnt do it.vredae i tel myself i mus go to sku n i went.but vredae is juz a usual normal routine tat im supposed to b doin now.nth special,noone special for me to look forward to.

n when i put my heart into sumtin/sumone,it/e person have to disapoint me so much.now i noe y sum ppl wil have e tot of 'fated to b alone'. coz deres basically noone tat cn prove to me tat im not alone.

i dno e reason y im smilin now.i cn b silly n kip smilin in front of ppl.but i dun even noe e reason.dey ask me 'wat r u laughin/smilin abt?' i wil sae 'dno.juz smile lor'.

e price i have to pay for lettin go is,to feel alone wif al e memories dere leavin me sighin alone.

noone noes e real reason bhind my actions/tots.

nevertheless,al these doesnt mean i hasnt let go.ive let go.if deres a choice,i wish i was nv born.so wat if e older generations sae 'to b able to b a human in tis lyf is a gift'? a gift?for me to go tru so much hardships n al u sae is e hardships is for me to grow? den i wud rather b weak n choose nv b born coz al these is alot to take.so much tat i cn sae 'i dno how long more cn i hold on pretendin to smile wif a reason bhind e curve on my face'.

how i wish im juz tinkin too much.but e meanin of tinkin too much means its a one moment of folly ting.but ive been feelin tis wae for 3yrs. even when im wif him. so is tis called tinkin too much? sigh.

2009-01-17T00:28:00.000+08:00

life realli sucks big tym.

2009-01-15T12:02:00.001+08:00

ure exactly my brand of heroin

2009-01-09T00:05:00.000+08:00

n so,i changed my blogskin. lols. not veh nice. but watever. its late. n im tired. hahaha. nxt tym got mood den do sumtin abt it ba.

I WNA READ TWILIGHT SERIES.

2009-01-02T01:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YR EVERYONE!

alright. its 2am. feelin kinda emo. but i'll juz blog abt e chalet. but too bad,no photos frm my phone coz i was awae frm phone most of e tym.

dae 1
wel wel.. e night be4,daryl ask me help jena buy ting for e games durin chalet.so?had to leave hse earlier to go fairprice n get e stuffs. marshmellows n choc syrup. wow. juz e choc syrup itself costs me 5.50 man. haha. wanted to mit daryl to go tgt de. but i had to go to tampines to mit my ahma first.=\ so no choice. IM E FIRST TO REACH PASIR RIS man. haha. so shopped a lil n bought daryl gifts. since hes compainin tat i dint get ani for his bdae n xmas. lol. den met jena n co. daryl was late. when al gathered,proceeded to take 403 to our chalet!! woohoo. its not e usual coasta sands or dte. but e bungalow chalet frm e ppl association tat Maan managed to get for us. its so huge enuf to occupy one whole clas. arnd..... 32ppl i gues? haha. 2 storeys. BIG living rm wif a tv n a vcd player n so mani sofas. haha. total deres 4 rms! haha. we girls got one rm,guys one rm. den david n co got one rm. one was left empty. girls' rm had one bathrm. david n co's rm got one too. n one more public bathrm. n 2 diff ntrance/exits to e balcony/roof. haha. one kitchen. afteral,e whole place is fab la! haha. rested,rented bikes,dner,games n NIGHT CYCLING. its my first tym tryin night cycling actualy. haha. wif david,sam,fiq n indah. includin me deres total of 5 person. cycled for a total of 6hrs man!! damn. haha. when i got bac to e chalet,it was alr arnd 4+am. n e first ting i did? went to daryl n fal right into e chair bside him n complainin how tired it is. but im stil energetic! LOLS. sam was saein i power al e wae. lol. slept at arnd.... 5 or 6am? woke up at 8 or 9 to have brkfast n was tooo tired so went bac to slp. woke up at arnd dno wat tym.den daryl woke up so i prepared lunch for him.

dae 2
aft lunch,slacked tru e dae coz e others were al so not interested in e games. jena had quite a hard tym gatherin us for e games. haha. kinda lyk treasure huntin de game. lol. den ms deon,mr alvin,ms saadiah n ms hamizah came! n off e clas went to prepare for e beauty contest. goddamn. i was e ugly duckling for e grp. dey dressed me up until i feel lyk dyin right on e spot. haha! but daryl was worse than me! boo! haha. washed up n scrubbed daryl's bac for him coz his grp members drew 'SEXY BACK' on his bac! hahaha. den bbq. ate a lil. mahjong wif francis,charmaine n daryl. halfwae,hungry.so david took ovr n i went to bbq n eat! hahaha. adlina brought jerome along. class was watchin dark knight. jerome n adlina was lyin on e sofa in front of daryl n i. n we fell aslp lyk tis.

dae 3
daryl woke me up at.... 8 or 9? haha. slacked n washed up n packed up. chatted wif jerome. off we go bac to pasir ris. so dead tired. daryl n i left dem coz dey r al goin to have brkfast. we 2 were dead alr. so took bus bac hm tgt. slept tru out. lol.

n i noticed my sentences bcomin shorter ah. hahaha. by e tym i got bac hm was alr 31st dec 11am. jerome invited daryl n i ovr for countdwn. juz chill n drink n eat. but? TAT IDIOT DARYL TEL ME TIRED. IN E END AT NIGHT HE GO VIVO. roar. haha. nvm. i get to slp for e whole dae tho.

n todae? stayed hm e whole dae. family dae. mum cooked. played poker. tats al.

damn tired. sku's startin soon. nid to get bac to my usual routine of wakin up at 530am EVERYDAE. damn.

2008-12-28T01:33:00.002+08:00

clas xmas dner at francis hse was ok lo. haha. wore a simple tank top n skinnies n heels n a clutch. simple. go francis hse onli. wear so nice for wat hor? haha. met daryl at hougang at arnd 6. damn. francis sae dner at 6. in e end vreone is late! hahaha. worse,jena n co was at a movie at vivo! LOLS. when i met daryl,e first ting i sae 'eh u beta go hm change ltr' coz hes in shorts!! haha. those tat u wear when u go to e nearby kopitiam,u noe? hahahaha. met his other frens. funny grp of guys. one was super dao. n look at me lyk 'o.O whu r u' tat kind. n one girl. named michelle. when she saw she same s e guy. 'ta shi shei?' damn. nvm.. lols. left wif daryl to go hm get changed. he got changed into jeans. n for his top. hes lyk changin shirt aft shirt. hahaha. was in his rm helpin him choose clothes. settled for a collar shirt. n hes lyk 'eh go out leh.i wna change' den im lyk 'wth. shirt nia. juz change la.' LOLS. n so,i saw how fit he is. he ask me dun turn bac de. but natural reaction ah. cnt blamed. so i turned. LOL. n unxpectedly,his body figure quite nice for sumone his built sia. seriously! haha. skinny yes,but wif tat lil bit of e figure dere. help him chose his shoe too. set off. supposedly mitin bert at 7+. n he bluff us. he 6+ goin 7 jiu reach pasir ris le! fine lor. we cabbed dwn to fetch him to francis hse. lol. had dner,laughters. hamizah came wif her husband n daryll n dashyl too! tat cute lil twins. nth much tat night. coz of boredom,wanted to drink alcohol. but,francis hse. =.= stupid idiot daryl. left at 10. reach hm at 11+. end of dae. haha.

stayed hm e ntire dae todae. SLEPT TIL 5PM. omg. haha. went out to get sumtin. den had dai di session wif my family n i won 4 bucks. LOL. miserable 4 bucks. bought tis dress frm xwei. end of dae. gna turn in soon. N MY TREETREE FIRST TYM MAKE ME GRR MAN. hahaha.

gna go chalet frm mon-wed. dno gna b fun anot. =\

2008-12-25T17:11:00.003+08:00

MERRY XMAS VREONE!

spent my xmas eve happily happily!! yay!! haha. arranged wif treetree few daes bac. met him at arnd 630 to 7 at hougang. SUPPOSEDLY to go vivo to mit daryl. in e end daryl late. so mit him at hougang n ate dner tgt den went to vivo. weijie n ming feng came to join us too. by e tym we reach vivo alr 9 le. RUSHED to buy treetree's FOX jacket. so nice. it was 'mine' for e night. hahaha. den went to gv to see is dere ani movies we cn catch. idiot treetree. told him few daes ago tat we nid to bk if we wna watch movie. in e end dragged den dint bk. so? watched Bedtime Stories at 2340. FRONT ROW. zzz. e show is funny. shud go catch it. aft e show its alr... 1+am. so went to get some drinks n walked ovr to keppel bay. damn. we were so suay for e night. keppel bay close at 330. by e tym we reach,alr arnd 230 le. ROAR. wanted to drink at e bar de la! roar. in e end walked bac to vivo. n HEHEHEHE. IM A HAPPY HAPPY LIL GIRL ON E WAE BAC TO VIVO. durin tat particular 5-10 mins,i was laughin n laughin tru out. y? coz treetree is always so 体贴 n thoughtful. tats y he is MY treetree! =D
but was suay man.e place we wna go to hang out was close too.so juz sat dwn at a spot n slacked n played poker. til mrn 9am. daryl,wj,mf went off for bf while zp n i went to expo.

yup. went to expo todae wif treetree. mit his fren for some CHC stuff. borin. we kept fallin aslp. HAHA.

no pics coz treetree was wearin his newly bought white blazer n he said "STRICTLY NO PICTURE TAKING". =\

abt a wk or so ago,caught tis 2 hk shows. its called "十分爱" n "我的最爱". both starring Alex Fong n Stephy Deng. omgomg. alex fong e cutey guy. LOL. hes a swimmer turned artiste. wee u weet~ LOL.

alex n stephy~

alrights. tml havin clas dner at francis hse. damn. noone noes how to go. elias road. onli noe near pasir ris. exact?dno. LOLS. n clas chalet comin up on e 29th to e 31st!

2008-12-20T22:09:00.003+08:00

went out wif treetree todae. =D *he was so nice to buy me orange juice! dno y,i tel others i lyk ribena.but bwtn me n him,its orange juice. XD he surprised me.when i got up e bus n walked to him,he went lyk 'narh.for u' n i was lyk 'eh!' XD* pei him shop for blazer for his presentation. so formal sia. o.O haha. he came ovr to mit me den take bus to town. had MOS for lunch at taka. den gaigai but cun find e ideal blazer. end up got it at bugis. nice dae. haha. s usual,laughters al e wae. =D

tml might b mitin him again. see how. I WNA GAIGAI SOON. =D

2008-12-18T18:47:00.004+08:00

long tym no post. was too lazy. haha. mon was daryl's bdae. juz gna update on his bdae n these few daes luh. lazy. =p

yupyup. wanted to ton on sun night til mondae mrn de. but in e end vreone cun make it so didnt. hmm... dcided on kbox aft much struggles n arguments here n dere. haha. dere were daryl e bdae boy,zp my treetree,me,aloysius,weijie,darklas,aminah. started kbox at 2pm. SUCHA PITY MAN. treetree destroyed e pot of porridge he wanted to cook. too tired doze off nv take note e porridge chao da. huhuhu. dere goes my pi dan shou rou zhou. >.< met treetree at 1230. bus-ed ovr to pasir ris n had super dog for lunch. went to kbox to look for e rest at arnd 2+. craziness man. daryl bought 2 bottles of red wine n smuggled in. lol. sang,drank. craziness here n dere. n dere comes cake tym. too bad dint take ani photos of cuttin cake usin my phone. al wif darklas. waitin for his email den. daryl's face got smeared wif choc cake al ovr. whahah~ worse,2nd rnd of smearin of cream aft treetree n aloy ate e cake left wif e cream. LOLS. sang til arnd 8+. had pastamania for dner.

pampered pampered~by my treetree.=D *hes gna b my treetree forever.heh*

started work wif daryl right aft his bdae. helpin his cousin to do some sales. man,tiring. haha. had drinkin session almost vredae aft work man. sae for debrief,ended up in pub. LOLS. ytd was e worst. daryl got drunk! ok. mayb not totally drunk but his actions was lyk 'he dun quite noe wat hes doin' tat kind. LOLS.

tis is al for recent events. hmm... upcomin deres xmas eve,clas dner at francis hse on e 26th,n clas chalet on e 29th to e 31st. n MIGHT b havin count dwn wif my clas. lol. so til den~ =D s usual,e forever dun wna show face de treetree.

aloysius n i. wif treetree's fingers. LOLS
haha. caught!

e drunk daryl n i.

see,drunk. pwned.

2008-11-19T12:37:00.002+08:00

i feel lyk dyin right now. ani kind souls to shoot me to death? or ani suggestions on how to commin suicide? feed myself to e white tigers? fcuk.

hais. lyf is so screwed. karma. i hate living.

2008-11-18T13:25:00.002+08:00

damn ribcage inflammation. nv ever get it man earthlings. u wil feel lyk dyin. i got it. its fcukin pain. more painful than u kena fcuk for e 1st tym of ur lyf. seriously. more painful than ur usual gastric pain or stomach cramps. nb.

2008-11-16T13:12:00.005+08:00

damn.vretin cropped up when i wna blog. photos ba. lazy to type alr.

my bdae. woman bought a slice of cake for me e night be4 my bdae. n we slacked til midnight.

clubbin dae on wed. phuture ladies hit quota so stayed at zouk n mambo night sucks. we r goin again.

presenting,my woman's brother,spencer. e baby is her dajie's baby,called mavis.

my woman's dajie

bdae woman for e night.

got so irritated by blogger. cnt post. in e end my post bcome so boring. haha. now im waitin for dno wat. my woman to wakie to contact me n see if deres aniwhr she wna go. sians~~

lyf is gettin borin. meaninless. 我是永远不会得到我要的快乐的. i strongly blieve in tis. coz of karma.

2008-11-16T13:04:00.001+08:00

fcuk it. wanted to blog. a long long post. but blogger dun allow. sae wat html error. fcuk la. cb.

2008-11-07T00:35:00.001+08:00

bdae in juz another 2 daes.

N IM SO LOOKIN FORWARD TO SUN.HOPE VRETIN GOES WELL FOR SUNDAE MAN. PLSPLS~ heh. sentosa trip~~~

n n n. am gna mit my treetree on tues for my bdae dner!

2008-10-26T00:29:00.002+08:00

BIG BIG HIATUS AGAIN.

fated to lead a lyf of loneliness.我认命了。

2008-10-25T13:29:00.004+08:00

oh oh,my last post is on tues! n its sat now. haha. updates updates on my wk.

tues
met daryl e polar bear n went to sku in e mrn.man,took e first bus 88 bac to tpy n got changed n went to sku.how tirin. tat asshole. phone bill $504,dun dare go out of e rm.make me stay dere wif him. haha.

wed
sku s usual. aft sku met kenken. went over to yewtee wif my lappy n sku uniform n stuffs. n gues wat? wa lao... tirin night la. e mac over at his place closes at 1 n we dint noe. shit. so? he got his bicycle n we cycled al e wae to teck whye! he longbang me of coz. haha. long journey. full of laughters n complains. hahah. kenken wil noe y complain la huh. not nice to sae here. haha. did his stuffs over at mac til 5+,i went to makeup n prepare for sku n left mac at 6. n gues wat? WE R EARLY BIRDS. WE GOT TO SKU AT 7.

thurs
reached sku wif kenken at 7.ate brkfast,laksa.haha.i eat until so slow la. scared kena my uniform. haha. den sku s usual. boring stuffs. slp n slp nia. 1stly,lesson is dry 2ndly,im tired. haha. but stil cn catch up wif e lessons,read e notes be4hand. see,im a good kid.=)) den met kenken again. been mitin him tis few daes even up til now,coz he nids my lappy! haha. he intended to come over to tpy de. in e end? sumone cheated our feelins n we ended up in amk! WTF. haha. n so? WALKED bac to tpy lor. haha. frm arnd 12 start walkin,by e tym we reach my hse alr nearin 2. LOOOLS. had maggie for supper den he continue his stuff. we fell aslp at 4+. LOOL. woke up at 5 n got rdy for sku.

fri
short dae for sku. ended lessons at 12. haha. n so? went wif kenken bac to yewtee to wait for him to get changed n take his digi cam n go boat quay mit his...... biao gu. went to several wholesale shops to look for stuffs n tis particular shop at The Central,quite nice. wif al e nice nice accessories n vretin. saw a smal mirror tat i lyk. but dint buy. tinkin shud i go bac for it. hmm.. haha. den went to bugis to get his stuffs n dwn to vivo to mit his frens. his frens super funny. leave us dere sittin by ourselves n dey juz went off to arcade n al. leavin e bags al to us to look aft. =.= sat dere,chit chatted alot. den off to KEPPEL BAY. yes keppel bay. haha. goldie n shengda wil noe whr. went dere to slack,listen song. den off to my hse to use com. wa lao.. suay la us. missed e last bus bac to tpy in e end waste 3 bucks on NR. fcuk it. 3 bucks i cn eat one meal la! haha.

sat.now.
hes bside me. juz now pei him go cut hair. n now im bloggin. ltr gna go off to JE den dno whr liao. LOLS.

some pics taken~~
aft haircut. photos uploaded e wrong wae. LOL
aft haircut. haha. so short!
be4 haircut!
on e wae to yewtee to cut hair
o.O
on e wae to keppel bay. =)
look at his long hair. haha
horhor! caught usin phone! =p

2008-10-21T14:46:00.003+08:00

boohoo~

ytd mrn went to sku s usual. mrn called kenken. so coincidence tat he was at clementi alr when im at sku bus stop. so waited for him n walk in tgt. =) nth much tru out e lesson. ohya. jena tot kenken is my bf! faint~ haha. she was lyk 'eh e guy ur bf ah?' lolol. tru out sku,smsed kenken,my treetree n daryl e polar bear (not my clas daryl). n dcided to share a locker wif kenken. =)) so met him aft sku n go dup key. den off to mit my treetree!! man. how i envy ginger. e wae my treetree treats her. hais. lol. finally met my treetree la! been sooo long. haha.

n i cnt wake up for sku todae. alamak. gna mit daryl e polar bear ltr. borin man~~

lyf sucks big tym.had a chat wif kenken last night.sigh~~
*too bad im not clean eh?too bad im 18 eh?yes...i feel lykwise too.if not....sigh.*

2008-10-19T22:40:00.003+08:00

bleahs. past few daes was dwndwndwn for me. but,i kinda got over it alr. OVER N DONE WIF.

ytd was out wif goldie. man. was onli intendin to buy lashes. in e end turn out to b a mini shopin spree. haha. bought a shirt,3 lashes,lash glue. hha. den brought goldie to keppel bay. yeah,shengda brought me dere last tym. n i find e atmosphere dere nice for slackin n stuffs. so bring her dere. haha. stayed dere til 11+ n by 12,we got onto bus 143 n on e wae bac alr. n on e wae hm,i sms kenrick. n we met todae.

haha. on e phone wif him til 4+am. went to slp at 5+. woke up at....... arnd 12? n prepare n went off to mit kenken at bugis. pei him go do his stuffs n gaigai. haha. hes sucha funny guy. oh,mature too. nth much todae. pics~~

taken by kenken.

i look so ugly here

ha.finally snapped him. =p

2008-10-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

有时候多希望我能不顾一切的离开。。如果我能忍心的离开，或许我就不需要这么难过了。。为什么要让我度过这一切，我再怎么把这一切当做生活的一部分，还是难忍哭泣。。。还是难忍崩溃。。。一次又一次的崩溃，到最后还是得一个人爬起来继续走完我的路。。。

2008-10-13T03:12:00.007+08:00

alright.dint blog for quite long eh. ha. it was px's celebration last sat. n its shihui's todae. ok. sun. haha. hmm... shall recap for e whole wk alright.

last sat
px's celebration. said n done wif.

last sun was nth much.

mon
suppose to mit derick for supper. in e end end up wif him,kel,their colleague n his gf n goldie in lor 8 drinkin. haha. he took gr8 care of me. nv had tis feelin be4.

tues
pei goldie in e dae. went to derick's shop at arnd 7. left wif him arnd 815 to his shiguan. he has got wushi. man. SO MANI PPL. haha. once we get off e cab vreone is lyk 'eh starhub!!' yes. vreone calls him starhub. haha. i was so paiseh not noein wat to do at first. den he put me wif his good fren,xing hao. coz he gna go get busy n xing hao is drivin e lorry. so im gna sit his lorry! e whole event is so.... hmm.. eventful. ha. halfwae tru e journey to e event,derick joined me in e lorry. n his fren throw drinks in n hit my leg. he was lyk peepin his head out of e window n sae 'oei ^%%$. hit her la u &^&^&^' hahaha. den reach e place le me n xinghao go dwn see him play. he plays well. wif e wushi n e drum s wel. =)) den cab bac to his hse aft vretin,got changed n went for supper. coz both of us haven eat man. haha. so had supper n he sent me hm! =D

wed
hmm.... kinda forgot man. if im not wrong,i juz accompanied goldie e whole dae n met derick for supper at night. =)

thurs
happy happy dae. derick off dae. met at 12. went to paragon,ps,bugis. he bought a pair of jeans. looks so nice on him. bac at his hse to have dner. saw e 3 lil kids. so cute. his baobeis lai de. haha. went for dao huay n he send me hm. =D

fri
goldie's bbq. met her in e noon n went to ecp for vretin. by e tym e whole ting for heated up was when andrew arrived! haha. den kel n derick came too aft work. a ll argument here n dere. bwtn whu i shall not sae. den i went bac wif derick n kel. =)

sat
went to popular to get sumtin n got liang teh for derick n kel! slacked n met goldie n send her hm. =D

sun
SHIHUI'S CELEBRATION. steamboat at novena. let e pics tok! =D

grp photo of e dae. frm xw. im so ugly here

dere was tis prawn peelin competition bwtn goldie n branda! GOLDIE WON.

xw caught drinkin!!

aftermath of steamboat session.

now cally got caught! me laughin!

branda's turn!

YAOGUI!

see,when e food is dere,our eyes r onli glued to e food.

wa lao!!

aft winnin e prawn peelin. =.=

BRANDA PEELIN PRAWNS

woman~

xw,sara,shihui n branda

LOOK AT E FOOD

PX!!

xw n goldie

sara.o.O

shihui.=)

branda

cally
PX

bi,i miss you.im sry.

2008-10-06T03:38:00.002+08:00

THANKS TO JOVIN.I VISITED HER BLOG N SUMTIN RESCUE ME FRM MY BOREDOM TOO.

Who was the last person you fell asleep texting to?
shawn

2.Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
shawn.but a diff shawn frm e above one

3.Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
dno eh. tiny or normal

4.Are you a morning person or a night person?
both.

5.What would you do if you opened up your front door full of surprises?
O.O

6.Are you there for your friends?
yes

7.Are you a forgiving person?
Yeah

8.What drink do you like?
RIBENA

9.Are you dating the last person you were with?
no

10. Who is with you now?
mum

11. Anything bothering you now?
my wk is so packed n sku is startin

12.What are you listening to right now?
kong by ze tian.a canto song

13.The highlight of your week?
hmm..wud sae thurs.

14.Who were the last people you ate with?
hmm... goldie,her bf n derick.

15.Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
hmm... goldie

16.Do you like your mom?
I love her.

17.Who was the last person to text you?
daniel

18.Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
HAHA! Of course not.

19.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
dno anione yet

20.Have you ever had a drunken night?
yes.but i do recover fast.i miss tat kind of night seriously.

21.What are your plans for tonight?
tonight?mit derick for late dner coz hes sick n he doesnt noe how to take care of himself.

22.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yes.taiwan?

23.What does the seventh text in your inbox say?
onli got 6 inside.

24.What's your favorite subject?
Chinese!

25.Last thing that made you laugh out loud?
sumtin bwtn me n shawn

26.Summer lessons?
None.

27.Do you know if anyone likes you?
hmm...

28.What did you dream about last night?
I'd a good rest last night! :)

29.Do you want to be married right now?
nope

30.What were you doing at 4am this morning?
its goin 4am.

31.What do you usually do first in the morning?
look for my phone. how typical for sumone whu cnt live w/o her phone n if her phone goes low batt,she wud b cursin.ha.

32.Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
nope.not regular basis.

33.What is making you smile now?
wat a nice vocal shawn have

34.Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
yes! goldie's sis is gna cook n shes probly gna brin me over!

35.How many different beverages have you had today?
hmm..lemme tink.3.

36.Any plans for today?
mit josiah to take stuffs frm him den visit daniel coz he met wif an accident den mit goldie to slack probly den derick. by e tym im bac,wud b probly late night.

37.What is in front of you?
My laptop,my phone,my water n my chips

38.What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
Vanilla. if attap chee is dere,i wud choose tat.

39.Do you want children?
2!

40.What is on your mind now?
boredom

41.Anything black on your right?
my eyeliner

42.Are you expecting a phone call?
No.

43.If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
my god.no.kill me.

44.What day is it today?
mon.

45.Are you excited about this weekend?
not sure of e activities tis wkend.but gues gna b packed.

46.Do people underestimate you?
ha.not for goldie.others,tend to.

47.When you're in a bad mood, who will always put you in a better mood?
MY TREETREE.ZHIPENG.

48.Last time you swore?
lemme tink... ytd midnight.

49.What is/are your favorite song/s?
Too much to list

50.Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
yes

51.Where did you last sleep other than your house?
hmm...in shengda's hse.

ANOTHER ONE.

1. The person who tagged:
noone.i got it frm jovin.=p

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
HA.

3. Your five impressions on him/her:
cute,funny,nice,smart,hardworking

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
accompanied me for orientation!

5. The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you:
Love!

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
wow. im str8

7. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
nth

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
it wil nv happen.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
I dont know :\

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
study

11. Your overall impression of him/her:
Excellent! :)

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
LOUD

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
str8 forward

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are:
too open minded.seriously,too.

15. The most ideal you want to be is:
Myself

16. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:
thanks.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 person you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. goldie
2. daryl
3. zhipeng(but he wil nv read tis)
4. sara
5. grace
6. branda
7. shawn liu
8. shawn teo
9. terence
10. shi xiang

18. Who is No.6 having relationship with?
Nobody! :)

19. Is No.9 a male or female?
Male.

20. If No.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
NO.

22. What is No.2 studying about?
same s me

23. When is the last time you had a chat with No.3?
few daes ago

24. What kind of music band does No.8 like?
hes ok wif anitin. pop i gues. n rock.

25. Does No.1 have any siblings?
yes.2 sis 1 bro.

26. Will you woo No.3?
frankly,if hes not attached,i wil. =p

27. How about No.7?
hes a nice guy

28. Is No.4 single?
no

29. What is the surname of No.5?
yeo

30. What's the hobby for No.4?
craziness wif branda

31. Does No.5 and 9 get along well?
dey dno each other.

32. Where is No.2 studying at?
same s me

33. Talk something casual about No.1:
shes fun

34. Have you tried developing feelings for No.8?
hes my ex bf.

35. Where does No.9 live at?
boonlay

36. What colour does No.3 likes?
red

37. Are No.5 and 1 best friends?
no.dey noe each other.but not close

38. Does No.1 have any pets?
nope.neopet yes.ha.

39. Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world?
no. got one so much sexier n hotter than him!! goldie noe whu!! =D

40. What is No.10 doing now?
slping alr.

IM SO BORED.

TECHNOLOGY
Q.What is your wallpaper on your computer?
- sky of love.

Q. How many televisions do you have in your house?
3

BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right-handed.

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
nope

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
Eh, my bag?

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
Not yet

BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Nah, I'm not looking forward to it.

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
no thx

Q. What colour do you think looks best on you?
hmm.... black or red

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
none tat i cn rmb

DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
I KISSED GOLDIE BE4. wat u tink?

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
nope.i lyk my fingers

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
i wil.haha.

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
if my figure's good enuf.

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1,000?
sae chili sauce? i tink i wil consider

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
nahs.

DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
No pockets :(

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good film?
wat is it?but i bet not.

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
Eh, nope :\

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
both.

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
err...dno

LASTOLOGY
Q: Last person who texted you?
daniel

Q: Last person who called you?
shi xiang

Q: Person you hugged?
shawn liu.hes kinda nice to hug!

FAVOURITOLOGY
Q: Number?
2

Q: Season?
winter

Q: Colour?
black

CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
yup

Q: Mood?
Alright lah :)

Q: Listening to?
kong by ze tian

Q: Watching?
tis little blinkin ting s i type.

Q: Worrying about?
havin bad feelin abt tis wk bein so packed

Q: Wearing?
big big tee n shorts

RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
my com desk

Q: What can you not wait to do?
go out.

Q: Do you smile often?
yup!!

Q: Are you a friendly person?
veh outgoin. XD

ok.im stil bored.but no more for me. >.<

2008-10-05T17:58:00.005+08:00

ytd celebrated px's bdae. hmm... me,goldie,sara,branda,shihui,px n her bf,tannya,jaslyn,yeeting,james,carin,jianyao n kaiwen was dere.was at... parlais renaissance,the marmalade pantry. dno got spell wrong anot. LOLS. den move to fashion bar to drink! den arnd midnight went to thomson for supper.

goldie's bf n his fren came to look for us. so we went off wif dem! bac to tpy to eat prata. den went bac hm. quite a fun dae. haha. details i lazy sae la. craziness jiu dui le~ haha.

tis is tannya n jaslyn n branda

bdae girl n sara

sara
branda,shihui n sara
tis shows jianyao,carin n james!
me n sara.
tis is jianyao,junyi,yeeting,jaslyn in black n carin e one in white. LOLS

oh oh. n deres no more bebe n i.haha.

2008-09-25T01:49:00.003+08:00

wow. damn long since i last blogged man. ha. kinda slacked tru e daes. met steven wif goldie on mon n tues. n knew one new fren called deanise! shes pretty n fun. haha. mondae,met steven n deanise at marina n walked arnd. my god,i wear slipper oso walk until my leg numb. dey jzu kept on goin frm marina to suntec n bac n funan n suntec n in e end walk bac to city hal to take train! lols. goldie was dere too! tues met steven again for movie. N I FINALLY CAUGHT E HANADAN. liu xin hua yuan jap movie. hahaha. steven was so bored tru out e movie coz hes so cold! hahaha.

n n n!! i met josiah todae! daniel wud noe whu is he. haha. tat tal n skinny guy. but dun see he so skinny,hes powerful. got substance de! hahaha. wanted to go kbox,in e end i dun wan him spend so much ah.so went for movie. n i caught e movie MAKE IT HAPPEN. wud rate it..... sae.... 7 or 8/10. but e dance was nice. haha. we damn funny. laugh tru out e dae. had yoshi for lunch when we first met. chit chatted alot. laugh alot. den stil early so went to suntec arcade. haha. n walk bac to marina at abt 430 for our show at 455. aft e show,he super funny. he ask me dcide wna go whr dner. n s i was wearin heels so i dun wna walk to bugis or dhoby. so sae dner at marina lor. den he sae he shal dcide wat to eat. IN E END OSO I DCIDE. he ask me 'ok.wat u feel lyk eatin.' i sae fish.den he sae 'fish ah... u choose. foodcourt,ljs or mac' =.= in e end oso i choose. LOL. so had macs. HE TREAT ME LYK A PIG OK!!! tho i got super big appetite la.but hor. i ma chiam pig in his eyes. he buy one fillet for me,one mc chic for himself n one more dbl cheese burger for me! ME! wtf. hahaha. so in e end i have finish,one upsized drink n fries n 2 burger. but in e end he was good enuf to finish e burger for me n i finished ALL e fries. 2 packet. hahaha. sat dere for dno how long sia. 2hrs? den walked to fullerton. so nice being dere. relax. kee siao alot dere. ask him stupid qns lyk 'den y esplanade dun have e red light for planes?' n he sae 'coz esplanade alr veh bright le' den i sae 'den y e waterfront so short nid e light' den he sae 'err..dno' alot nonsense dere.LOL.

left dere abt 1130.caught last train.n hes so nice.his boonlay train alr last train le,mine too.n he took e same train s me juz to pei me for tat short 10min trip bac.n he nid to take another 50mins to je.how silly.njoyed alot! =D mitin him for kbox again.promise him le.hahaha. ~~

over at yoshi. he shy sia!

finally let me snap le.

he played tis game called..... tekken 5 i tink? n tis panda actualy wear bikini to fight!

me in his shades.ha. forbid him to wear coz his eyes is nice actualy!

2008-09-13T06:06:00.002+08:00

had clas dner. went to mit daryl n loy in e afternoon. slacked,pool,lunch den send loy bac n off we go to town. was late for 10mins. hahaha. alot ppl were dere. i tink mayb arnd 30? hahaha. but had no appetite to eat. sam had to finish for me. sry sam. haha. den went off early for nxt activity.

well well,if des ever come to read my blog or sumtin,im sry. juz cn onli sae sry to u n pls do takecare of urself. im juz a passerby in ur lyf.

slackin.
see,lyk puey daiji eh. hahaha.
tis is sam.

2008-09-12T02:58:00.002+08:00

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

to e special sumone,i miss u.i noe uve seen tru me.i noe u noe tat ive sumtin in my mind.its juz tat u dint ask.but im glad ure not avoidin me.tats e good ting tho.

recently,been hectic.tat ive not been gettin enuf slp n havin headache easily.so hectic.n ive got clas dner ltr on.n sumtin more aft tat. gues wil b hm late late late again.but it juz stops me frm tinkin.of watever shit.so its kinda good.wil b mitin daryl for pool session or slackin session den go to clas dner wif him.i dno y but e clas have been saein tat we look lyk a couple.lyk watever.=\ juz bcoz we walk tgt?juz bcoz i waits for him?juz bcoz he waits for me?juz bcoz we go hm tgt?nonsense.lolol.

tis wk has been realli realli hectic.n al of a sudden,i juz feel lyk crying...not sure y.juz kinda bored wif lyf.tho its eventful n hectic,but juz bored of e past n vretin.

ohya.met tis new fren called shawn.hes so quiet.watched babylon.n hes lyk so damn cold tat i nid to lend him my cardi.in e end he sae i make him paiseh.haha.tats abt al.

nights world.hais...

2008-09-07T22:18:00.004+08:00

oh. my last post was on fri but was abt thurs. so now i shall blog abt e wkend!EVENTFUL. on fri. haha.

ok. fri goldie n i went out to chill. ok. slack. haha. went to bugis. bugis street den parco den kip walkin lyk roamin sia. den dcided to mit one of her fren. ok. eventful night but shal not elaborate. heh. me n her noe cn alr. lalala.

but patrick is hot n charismatic n charmin. woo~ but hes not mine oso not goldie's. haha. too bad~~ dint take ani photo wif dem leh. too eventful n busy to take ani photo. HAHA. onli some be4 mitin dem.

den for e wkend,sat went to goldie hse in e afternoon wantin to study. ok la. study abit lor. stayed over. chatted alot. alot happen,lucky i was dere for her. n now shes bac hm n im bac hm too. nth much.

N TML IM HAVIN MY IHT PAPER. off to study~ pics~

in e toilet.find tis pic chio. goldie chio.

o.O

such a pretty face

O.O

2008-09-05T00:49:00.007+08:00

went out wif goldie. woohoo. slackd at far east. den slacked. den tis guy came to us ask us do survey. den i do first. den he tok to us. he ask me how old. i sae 'how old do we look lyk' den he gues 17. LOLS. in e end goldie sae 18. den i write clementi ite. den he sae 'eh u clementi ah.' i sae ya y. den he sae he noe me. in e end yuan lai is he saw me write. den he di siao goldie 'eh i oso noe u leh', den in e end we walk to cine. saw him again. den he sae 'eh u al here ah' den goldie dao him. den i sae 'y cnt b here' haha. LOLS. kinda fated huh. mit 2 tyms in a night. not even 4hrs diff. hahaha.

den went to tis restaurant. jap one. dno cal one. i had pasta. photos below. its omelette pasta anw. in case u al wonder wats e egg ting. hahaha. den went to starbucks. woohoo. MOCHA FRAPE. my fav. hahaha. den chatted alot. huhu. told her abt sumone. lalala. LOL. den cam whore. heh. den bac hm. on e wae hm,shawn cal me. yes shawn. in case those whu noe since sec sku read tis,yes,shawn teo. sebest's bro,my ex. hahaha. n goldie is lyk teasin him 'y ur voice so cute huh' den he sae 'always been lyk tis ma' hahaha. he buey hiao bai. =p

den chatted wif him al e wae til hm. wanted to go over find him. but too late. plus hes havin trainin. wif sumone summre. so dun wan e sumone to get e wrong idea. plus goldie dun wan me go. she sae coz its shawn. hahaha.

photos below.~ ok. uploaded it al upside dwn. e below ones r e ones taken at e restaurant. last few. haha. sorry ah~ too mani photos to put caption for each. =p

my pasta n i

candid man

her desert n her

2008-09-04T00:52:00.002+08:00

went to sku todae.haha. lyk FINALLY. lolol. was out ytd night. for e whole night. den mrn go sku frm hougang. wear hm clothes go sku n got changed. lols.

smsed sumone tru out sku. ok. alex. haha. those whu noe me since sec sku wud noe him. hehe. hes another one whu stand a special place in my heart bcoz of sumtin. heh. den dcided to mit up since hes not in camp. so went hm n got changed n met him at amk. slacked,eat mac for dner n went to movie. 4bia. ok. conclusion for e show is,its LAME. seriously,we 2 ask each other 'eh. lyk quite borin hor?' haha. den he di siao me wif 'ya la. stupid ppl wna come watch stupid show' den i sae 'not me lor.is u sae wna watch horror show de. u den stupid' he bwg. WHAHAHA. aft tat go kopitiam n slack. chit chat. basically did nth. LOLS. n den he sent me bac hm n cab hm coz no bus le. lolol.

hes another one whu nv realli change dao. got. in e past hes quiet. now,super talkative. until i wna shut him up. LOLS. hmm,tings bwtn us arent simple. onli a few noe e reason. so actualy,e feelin oso quite complicated.

一生中，有太多的遗憾了。可是遗憾已成定局。如果真的能够把时间倒转，那就好了。。。我发现，其实我一生中遇见的男生都是好的。只不过是在错的时间遇见罢了。。。要是能够再有多一次机会，我会竭尽所能的把事情搞好。

but doesnt apply to daniel.

2008-09-02T18:51:00.011+08:00

juz a random post.

met up wif hy.yea.shall juz use e initials. haha. ended up slackin e afternoon awae n eat our 'breakfast' den jiu go hm liao. adds to e memory we have bwtn us xcept sec sku ones. nice. =) n it kinda make me misses him. been too long since i saw him. n he stil nv change at al. hahaha.

but stil,memories r memories.n it wil onli b memories.if u happen to read tis,u wil noe tis is for u.bcoz,i said,i wil rmb u.for u r u.even without e mitin.ure juz special.for u r e 1st one i love so much.n we r stil able to get along so wel aft so long.so its a good ting.so let it b good memories btwn us.juz now u ask me 'u realli wil rmb me ah' yes.i wil.=) continue pinchin my nose n tel me '我只要你记得我。我也会记得你的'. it warms n melts my heart. i miss you. <3 class="mr">

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go

its kinda waste.e wae we ended in e past.if i cud turn bac tym,i wud turn it bac to e first dae of sku.so tat vretin tat happened,i wil have a chance of changin it.a possibility of makin tings beta.

n i realized ive got quite a number of frens whu realli care for me. b it is my ex or frens. one of dem is hy. told him tings tat have been happenin. n he juz sae 'glad u made e dcision u made' another is daryl. er,my ganma de son tat daryl. he was dere for me for one whole night. n of coz,not forgettin my mr nice. tho hes busy n al. but,which frens wun b busy de? haha. n oso not forgettin my other frens.

n for tis sumone,dun thank me for everything.i alr dno wat to sae to u animore.i dno wat to trust in u animore.vretin is over n let it b over.dun continue animore ting bwtn us.

sumtin even random. ppl sae,dere r always tat special sumone in one corner of e world waitin to mit u. but for me,im alr tinkin tat in my lyf,i cn dpend on noone. xcept myself. bcoz juz when i start puttin heart into it,i end up wif nth.

2008-08-30T03:09:00.001+08:00

BYE WORLD. HIATUS~

2008-08-29T22:35:00.001+08:00

ok. im not workin. n i gotta go dhoby myself tml.
im wonderin i wna go anot.
got totally no mood

i tink i die beta. its e best wae out for e both of us n e best wae out for me n my lyf.

2008-08-29T20:21:00.002+08:00

ok. bibi asked me to blog. haha. i kinda lyk e new layout now. heh. intro abit. on e top right hand corner is darl. n beside daryl n i's pic is huixian n i. n below is bibi n i. in e middle bottom is bibi n i's neoprint long ago. n at e left side is mr nice playin pool. haha.

am crazily lookin for jobs now. hope tml n sun cn work wif bibi at e it show. PLS ANDREW. PLS PLS PLS. I HOPE U CN PERSUADE E BOSS MAN. =(

if not tml i'll have to go dhoby myself man. hais... >.<

*praying*

2008-08-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

THANKS TO BIBI FOR MY NEW BLOGSKIN LAYOUT. MWARKS.

bibi had his car TP on e 26th.n he passed. heh. deres tis coincidence man. he passed his bike tp on e 26th too. but is nov. haha. aft sku went to yewtee to wait for him. he gna go collect his car. he rented car for one dae. Hyundai Matrix. wa.. comfy n spacious man. cn fal aslp inside. comfy til he drive i cn slp. haha. e stereo SHIOK la. he go burn song into cd n blast in e car. LOLS.

e car. bibi's first parallel parkin! i assisted! =p

nxt dae went to find josh at his hse. did i mention josh's hse is pretty? haha. dno shud sae is 3 or 4 storeys high. lol. den went to fetch his bro for lunch n bac at his hse. den me n bibi went off. to dhoby to slack a while. den to his hse to take his helm. den go return carcar n he go take bike hm. lols. e fun n relax part is in e car la. josh oso passed his tp. grats josh! haha.

on e wae to josh's hse.

heh. XD

kinda nice?

me in e car. haha.

2008-08-28T15:47:00.004+08:00

lesson learnt long ago:

NOONE wil ever b dere for u when u nid sumone.n it feels GODDAMN SHITTY when u nid e one u love,to make u feel beta,but he/she juz dun wan to.u used desperate measures but stil doesnt get wat u nid.n when it happens,its either u forget it or u go n die.

yes.tis is my logic.n i tink i wil die soon.

my lyf is shit.i shun even had came to tis earth on 9th nov 1990.
one ting im grateful for comin to tis earth is,i met mr nice.hes e nicest guy ive met.but hes not mine n he wil nv b mine.its ok.to noe tat i have him s a fren.
but stil cnt deny e fact tat my lyf is shit.n im xtra on tis earth.

wat happens to tis earth when u die?
ans:one person lesser on tis earth.
yea.n it doesnt stop e earth frm revolvin.so it doesnt matter if i disappear.

2008-08-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

i noe i dirty bitch.so dirty bitch doesnt dserve to get respected.XD

2008-08-25T00:10:00.002+08:00

woohoo~ juz make tis post short n simple.

u guys noe wat? i realli feels tat im a DIRTYbitch/slut/whore/watever u cal it.i tink i suit bitch more.female dog.whahaha~

n im not jokin abt tis.i realli tink so.=)

2008-08-23T00:12:00.002+08:00

ok. changed blog link due to some irritatin fella over at bibi's side. lols.

these few daes nth much la. todae went to botanic garden. wif HPO. HA,HB n HC. lols. n we were grped into grps of 6. omg la. we nid to walk e whole of e botanic garden juz to look for flowers,trees n blablabla. my grp onli walked half of e place n we gna die alr. haha. ended at 1230. went bac to eat. OMG. I ATE 2 PACKETS OF NASI LEMAK. hahahaha. e nasi not smal packet summre k. haha. IM A BIG EATER. loools. den walked wif hpo to orchard, took 105 bac to tpy n took train to yishun. waited for bibi for abt 5mins. den he fetch me to his sku. pei him submit mc. den go slack.

so damn tired these few daes. finally tml sat.. haha.

2008-08-17T03:51:00.002+08:00

some random quiz stolen frm Jovin's blog. =) was bored at such wee hrs.

Are you usually the first person to start a conversation on your online messaging service?
basically yes.

List two facts about the last person you were last in love with?
acts cute but hes realli cute when he acts it. nice eyes.

What was your first thought when you looked in the mirror this morning?
aww.. faster get tis done

Do you believe there's always room in your heart for your first love?
no.

Where is the next place you will travel to?
dpends?

What is the oldest person you would date right now?
omg.? LOLS

What's the best feeling in the world?
when e supposed right guy treats me e right wae

Who was the last person you hugged?
daniel

Things you would always want in a relationship?
Love,commitment,trust,understandin

Who's a celebrity you find extremely attractive?
JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE

Last thing someone bought you?
ORANGE JUICE. it made my dae!

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for(past)?
yes

Who did you last hit?
Nobody

Do you live close to your best friend?
yes.

Are you happier single or with a boyfriend/girlfriend?
it dpends on how u see it actually.

Do you burn easily in the sun?
OMG NO. HOW I WISH I CN GET TANNED OR BURNT. coz i dun get it even if im under e sun for e whole dae. xperimented.

If you were really upset, who is the first guy you'd go to?
guy ah.. my mr nice.

Who is the first girl you go to?
girl... goldie is e best choice

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
im fine wif anitin. i oso nv force u.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
I think everyone makes a difference in somebody's life. yea. same s wat jovin typed!

Has anyone made a difference in your life?
Of course they did (same for tis too jovin!)

What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
e eyes.

Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
maid of honour wud b goldie for sure.shes e girl tat utds me best.

Who knows you the best?
mr nice n goldie.

Your current relationship status?
o.O. ask him. =p

Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
no comments coz im comfortable wif how i m now.n i dun nid to b attractive.i m whu i m

Honestly,do you bite your nails?
no. it sucks

Honestly, are you in denial?
hahaha.some wud sae so

Honestly, does anyone like you?
he loves me.i believe so

Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
I tink so.

Who do you text the most?
right now wud b mr nice n daniel.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
Dpends on whu im tokin to. i wil pour it al out in front of mr nice for sure.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
my mr nice.

Can you vote in next election?
nxt election? means nxt yr? ya. haha.

Do you like someone right now?
hahaha. lyk ah? i lyk mr nice,huixian,daryl.

Do you know where the person you fell hardest for is(past)?
yes. veh close to me. lives 15mins awae frm me by bike. =p

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
guess so. if sumone wans me n my bad temper.=p

Did you like anyone last summer?
hmm... summer? sg onli got sunny n rainy

Is there a difference between the word best friend and good friend?
good frens r e ones u get along wel wif but u wun tel dem vretin. best frens r e ones whu cares for u most n u cn share vretin n anitin wif dem bcoz u cn trust dem coz dey accepts u for whu u r. dey r e ones tat lasts.

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
Of course,

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J, P, or T?
lemme tink...... i dun tink so. (lame shit. i actually went to recall vre ex of mine's name)

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
Nope.

Do you have anyone who you consider a brother/sister?
blood bro counted? hahaha.

Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
nope.haha

Do you have any piercings?
6!

Your favourite flower?
black roses. o.O =)

Do you like to text or call more?
text. XD

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nv. i even tries my best not to let it go flat

Do you live near your boyfriend/girlfriend?
yes. haha. kinda near

Who was the last person you were in a car with beside family?
hmm.... car? bus counted? bus is a kind of car too! haha. den it wil b mr nice. if car,daniel's frens. malvin,terry.

Are you dating the person you texted last?
no? hahaha.

Which of your friends do you argue with most?
real frens dun argue.

Are you and your best friend alike?
alike in wat waes? haha. yes we r alike,in a sense tat we r e ones tat r silly when it comes to relationships.

What woke you up this morning?
STUPID SMS FRM IVAN. F IT.

What are you doing tonight?
waitin for sumone to get bac to sg. den shun bian wait til 545 n go prepare to go out. mit mr nice.

You're feeling:
calm. lyk a sea.

To your left:
drawers containin my rubbish

Last meal included:
nuggets n fries

You sometimes find it hard to:
get angry wif daniel. =\

The weather:
coolin right now. abit cold actually.

Something you have a collection of:
past memories

A smell that cheers you up:
hmm... food.

A smell that can ruin your mood:
omg. sweat. those realli sweaty n smelly ones. not those guys whu sweat n get sexy. instead,those whu sweat n get smelly n walks into e train. yeeks

The current state of your hair:
Tied up into a ponytail!

The largest item on your desk/workspace (not computer):
my novel

Your skill with chopsticks:
quite good.

Which section you head for first in a bookstore:
NOVELS. CHINESE NOVELS

Something you're craving:
STARBUCKS MOCHA FRAP

Favourite place to go for a quiet moment:
i nv get quiet moments.

Something that freaks you out a little:
hmm... a pest comin out of no whr

Something you've eaten too much of lately:
fried food

You have never:
Took an airplane.

You never want to:
get hurt AGAIN.

haha. was waitin for daniel to get bac. so borin. so did tis. =D

2008-08-12T20:29:00.002+08:00

OMG LA. MY LEG HURTS. NO,MY HEELS HURTS. FCUK IT MAN.mr nice wud noe how pain it is. i dscribed to him n hes lyk O.O OMG LA! hahahhah~~ coz e wae i dscribed it is veh kua zhang. lolol. spent my daes limpin arnd sku la. fcuk. in e end i dulan. on e wae out of sku,gna rain le. den hx n jovin was lyk askin me to take off shoe suan le. in e end i oso dulan,i take off n walk. take off le u ask me run oso cn ah! hahaha~

on e train,dere is tis guy,dno he how old.wear long pants so i supposed its upper sec ba.FUCKIN ER XIN. no offence but he looks lyk a nerd,a dirty nerd. e moment he came into e cabin,tru e door,he walk in bwtn me,hx,inda,daryl n lina. fcukin juz cut across. nvm. den he stand bhind me n hx,N PULL HIS PANTS N TUCK HIS SHIRT IN LYK NOBODY BUSINESS. n while hes doin it,hes lyk mumbling dno wat shit. i kip gifin e 'wtf' face la. den aft he done al tat he wan,he went to e bac,e other door,n sat dwn. sat dwn on dno wat ting,coz he looked quite tal even if hes sitin dwn. LOOLS.

on e train,i wear shoe. aft i get off braddel,i take off again. LOLS. n while i was walkin out of braddel,i saw bernice. my long lost senior la! SO MUCH TO CATCH UP. sat at e rc n chatted. den pei her go dner n bac hm. we haven catch up finish! waitin for her to get online. haha.

2008-08-11T19:52:00.004+08:00

IM A HAPPY LIL GIRL TODAE

went to play badminton todae.wif daryl,ivan den aloysius n mr nice came along n met daryl's fren,zhiyan oso. so e few of us play tgt. had sucha fun session. ivan was so dulan wif me coz i scolded him ytd. he ^% attitude. kip aimin me. come lor. lyk i scared. dua kang. f3 in e end oso lose to me. haha! den played wif mr nice oso. doubles oso. blabla alot. den left arnd.. dno wat tym. 4? to ice pool. mr nice tried catchin e mickey again. for me. THANKS. wu xim jiu hao. i dun wan u spend too much money. unneccessary de. den went to play pool. mr nice tried studyin but failed.LOLS. so he joint e game too. den halfwae,sumtin happened tat made me cry. not bcoz of dem. shall not elaborate. den mr nice brought me dwnstairs. to tok to me. cheered mi up by tryin e machine again. lolol. he nearly brought me to bowling.haha. in e end,bcoz of him,i stil smiled la.thanks again my dear.its always u la!

haha.went up,took photos of him.HE CUT HIS HAIR LA.noe noe? e character nero in dmc?yeayea. he go cut. woosa~ nicey nice nice on him. took photos of him. he bobian coz i said 'u wan me smile u let me take.' haha. den he pose for me. see, MY MR NICE. so i smiled n mood was liften up.den he wna see e pics i took. so he took my phone. BUT HE HAD TO GUESS MY PW. whahahaha~~ he spent e rest of e tym dere guessin. lalalala~~

he managed to guessed it aft 45mins. n now hes stil tryin to guess e meanin bhind one of e numbers. he so silly. i alr gif him sucha obvious clue. hahaha~ =p

took a few pics while wearin his cap. cnt post his photos s usual~
OHYA,I DINT PUT MAKEUP TODAE. ROFLMAO.

mr nice,thanks.i noe u were always dere for me.i noe u were always so observant.n carin.even if daryl dey al noticed my bhaviour juz now,dey wud nv care to come to me de.its always u la.thanks.juz lyk wat i said be4,u r juz able to warm ppl's heart.wif e simplest ting u do.i oso dno y.probly bcoz im juz too weak.n u happen to pop into my lyf.n yin wei ni shi ni,u r able to make me feel lyk tat.its a good ting i have u.im glad.so glad.n so grateful.sound exaggeratin?dun care.LOL.juz wna let u noe,thanks.n i wun ever forget u de. <3s&misses-

2008-08-11T03:31:00.002+08:00

updatin at such wee hrs. lol. went out wif daniel to fep. to look for my sku shoe. lols. callin heels sku shoes. haha. found one. den went to mit daph at atrium.walked al e wae dere. lolol. played ddr n para para. lyk LOL? lols. den went to dner. den daph went off wif her fren. while me n daniel went to starbucks. nth much to post abt actually. took a photo wif daniel but its wif him. so watever.

n ivan made me super dulan juz now.spent dno how long tokin to him.suan le.

n im not feelin ok now.not bcoz of ivan.juz saw e old photos.n den al came flowin bac.

n of coz,i cried.

2008-08-09T21:08:00.003+08:00

stayed hm e whole dae.haha. I SERIOUSLY NID TO GET ANOTHER PAIR OF HEELS FOR SKU LA. haha. wanted to go todae de. BUT SUMONE CNT PEI ME LA. OR SHUD I SAE DUN WAN? hffmp. LOL. rotted e whole dae. tokin to mr nice tru out e dae. n now hes slpin. hes too tired. shagged frm al e activities tis few daes. poor him. now he finally gets a rest.

nth particular todae. HUIXIAN,DUN B SAD. n im equally confused s u my girl. lols.

not sure whether wil he see tis but,nice noeing u roy. =D

2008-08-08T21:18:00.004+08:00

lolol.was late for 2 mins for clas todae. haha. den ivan came over to look for me n daryl. LOLS. ntertain him for e whole dae lA! play badminton. den aft sku i went for e cleanin of e clasrm. while daryl n ivan went to kovan to find kingslay. ok. kingslay is a sec 1 boyboy but is so good lookin pls. haha. den i went over to look for dem. n hx n xf came too. so we walked over to icez pool. no table. so daryl went bac hm to change while me n e other 3 went to eat. haha. ONE SECRET, I TODAE WHOLE DAE NV EAT. not even when i went wif dem to eat. lol. den went bac to icez pool. den daryl came. dey played. i was feelin so goddamn sick. whole body so hot,headache n al. hais.. so rested dere. jitao bo mood. n todae is e FIRST dae i nv sms mr nice at al. y? coz he busy. haha.

im waitin for him to get online. i got so much to complain to him. =(

tis is daryl. =D

imissmysoulmate.

2008-08-07T19:21:00.002+08:00

joke of e dae:daryl used a blue strip ball s a white ball accidentally while tryin to get e black ball in durin pool.

2008-08-06T22:10:00.003+08:00

hahaha~~ startin of e dae was feelin kinda low. but.... i managed to smile aft e brk. due to some reasons. haha. todae's phase test dint kena me oso. sian la. e longer i wait,e more nervous i get. hais... aft sku went to bugis wif huixian. MIT XIAO FANG E CUTE GIRL. haha. met ms wen,ms deon n mr alvin on e platform. took e train tgt. ms deon went off first. den ms wen alighted wif us. she oso go bugis. she wna go kinokuniya. chatted wif her. den aft she left,we went to gaigai. went to topman. wanted to look for mr nice de present. dint find ani nice de top leh. saw one polo tee. dsign veh nice. but dun suit him. den went to pei xiaofang eat at MOS. chatted alot la. XIAO FANG,IF U READ MY BLOG,DUN BLURT OUT WAT I TEL U OK. hehe. den continue gaigai. FINALLY,BOUGHT SUMTIN FOR MR NICE. shall not sae wat is it. in case he read my blog.

wait til he mit me le den blog out. haha. BUT ITS SUPER NICE LA! haha~~ den went to bugis street n shop. xiaofang n huixian each bought a bag. n xiaofang bought a top. SO CUTE LA E TOP. LOOOLS. den rush bac hm coz xf got curfew.

n im bac here. hehe. some photos~~ dint manage to take wif xf. >.<

huixian tyin scorpion for me. FAILED. my hair too layer le. >.<

SHARON POPPED IN.

so we dcided to take wif her

n we love her.so we kissed her.

2008-08-05T21:13:00.005+08:00

was supposed to have phase test todae. n ms wen onli chose 10. i wasnt one of dem. gues tml or e dae aft,i wil die. haha. lols. wasnt feelin ok e whole of todae. dno y. probly mr nice n huixian wil noe y. lolol. right now,mr nice is havin dner wif his gf or sendin gf bac ba.. shall wait for him to tok to huixian. for some reason. hahaha. n celebrated e august n september babies bdae todae in clas. LOLS. huixian was one of dem. haha. some photos~ todae nth much tho.

once again,ure gone.when i nided u..

2008-08-04T20:58:00.005+08:00

oks. supposed to had phase test todae. but ms wen change it to tml i tink. den todae whole dae tru out prac for it. omg la. i nearly cry in clas cn. i was lost for words. toooo nervous. hais.. den aft went to slack wif huixian. haha. supposed to go imm n eat ourselve de. halfwae her mr cute sae he goin cwp. ask us go oso. den we were on e wae to imm le. so? WALK TO JE N TOOK TRAIN DERE. loool. EDWIN,IF URE READIN TIS,FOR U OK. WE GO TIL DERE. hahahaha. den wanted daniel to come over de. in e end he dcided he shall not go coz we wil have to wait for veh long. =\ so ended up havin mac ourselves. n we laugh lyk hell dere. chatted alot. hahaha. til abt 730 den dcided to leave. coz one lives in tamp one jurong. O.O hahaha. some pics for todae.

n mr nice,whr were u when i nearly cried in clas due to stress frm e phase test?juz when i nided u to make me laugh.u always manages to make me laugh when im dwn.

2008-08-03T22:28:00.005+08:00

was out wif daniel,leroy,kristin sun nu,june n their 2 other frens. kinda fun. hha. wanted to go shop for mr nice de bdae present. ended up spendin it. haha. forget it. save again. sians....... some photos~

leroy n me
daniel n leroy
leroy side view. nice his hair?
again.
our tics.
daniel n i.=D
me n kristin

2008-08-03T00:38:00.005+08:00

oks. shall blog abt ytd. haha. met up wif daniel,leroy n their mum n daniel's godma. went to visit leroy's dad in tts. hope he gets well soon. hes sucha optimistic n fun person. he dun dserve tis. yupyup. den walked arnd velocity n square 2. haha. bought snacks wif leroy n daniel. ate along e wae. so cute. haha. i dint grab e photos frm daniel so cnt post. lols. onli got one. shall blog til now first. its late. XD

he eatin my pocky. lols

NOW U GUYS GOT TO SEE ME WITHOUT MAKEUP. OMG.

2008-08-02T00:21:00.002+08:00

juz got hm n sumone make me so fkin dulan.

wna write such comment in frenster si bo.now u whr buey song.i dno u wil read my blog anot la hor.got read beta.f la.wats ur prob?i whr step until ur tail or ur leg sia.my frenster status put 'married' for lyk dno how long le la.sae...2yrs?pls la.i put married ever since i wif daniel la.so its been lyk near 2 yrs tat i put tat status le la.does tat matter to u?u care so much for wat?wa.. u tok until sibeh ho tia sia.'NVM,GOT NEW SPERM TO TRY OUT?' got or not oso not ur daiji leh.=.= u wan u sms me.use frenster?hahaha.nv even online in msn but cn send comment sia.b smarter,dun block me in msn.or rather,add me bac.XD den we shall tok.use frenster?how mature man.=.=

f la.stupid.reach hm aft one long dae see tis kinda ting.how old liao.stil sae tis kinda ting.tsktsk**

shall not tok abt tat animore. todae's dae was so short in sku. haha. so nth much to blog. juz a photo to show. XD

durin pe. haha.

N GOODLUCK TO HUIXIAN FOR UR PARADE. XD

2008-07-31T23:05:00.001+08:00

lalala. oks. im feelin so damn happy now. ok not damn. quite. haha. thanks to mr nicey nice guy. vretin cleared up. n i let out so much. relief.

<3s u my soul mate. XD

2008-07-31T18:59:00.003+08:00

oks. todae isnt a good dae for me. y? coz im unhappy. abt? dno. juz felt unhappy al e wae tru e dae. dun even noe wat im tinkin la. hais. whole dae bad mood den when huixian tokin abt mr cute im lyk so bu nai fan. SORRY HUIXIAN. i dun mean it de.

hais.. dno la dno la.

tis idiot was playin psp. n when i sae 'take photo leh' he 'uh' n continue his psp.

stupid idiot daryl.

2008-07-30T21:32:00.010+08:00

lalala. not a veh happy dae todae. woke up early in e mrn feelin 'dun wna go sku'. dragged myself up frm e bed. drag myself to go wash up. sat in front of my table. wonderin to makeup or not. y? bcoz im tired. wonderin to go sku anot. y? bcoz im tired. but in e end dcided to do tings slowly. take my own swt tym. haha. stil managed to go out in tym. smsed mr nice tru out e journey. ok not e whole journey. half. haha. tellin him i lazy to go sku. den he ask me go. muz go. lols. mr nice jiu shi mr nice. offered sumtin to me. but i dint accept. lols. smsed him tru e dae. tok rubbish. LOL.

aft sku le go IMM wif huixian to mit her mr cute,edwin. waited for him at ljs. for so long. he went to fetch his sis first. lols. ate n camwhore. (waitin for huixian to send me e photos). n bac im hm.

wasnt a veh happy dae y? shall not blog abt it. mr nice noes it. i nonsense so much to him n he stil dun mind. sae i tink too much. lols. his patience lvl realli veh high. hahaha.

OKS. HUIXIAN,THANKS FOR HELPIN ME TO RESIZE MR NICE N DARYL'S PHOTO USING UR PHONE. I CNT POST MR NICE DE PHOTO.SO I CNT CREDIT TO U. BUT THANKS. =D

AND I SHALL B KIND N POST A PHOTO OF MR NICE. BUT U AL WUN B ABLE TO SEE HIS FACE. WHAHAHA.

oh. hes readin e letter i wrote. no tym to prepare a card so wrote a letter.=D

AND I SHALL B KIND N POST A FEW PHOTOS OF MR NICE. BUT U AL WUN B ABLE TO SEE HIS FACE. WHAHAHA.

2008-07-30T02:05:00.002+08:00

no names mentioned.

sudden overflow of emotions.,mr nice went to bed i got noone to turn to at tis hr.

y is it tat ppl always tend to treasure aft dey lost sumtin.if u nid to lose sumtin in order to learn how to treasure,den its too bad.bcoz u nv noe whether e ting u lost,is it e most impt to u.if it is,u had juz lost e most impt ting in ur lyf n u cn do nth abt it.so y treasure onli aft uve lost it.learn to treasure when u stil have it.human nature human nature..human tend to do tis.when u have sumtin,u tink its 'ok wat'.when u lost it,den u noe its not ok at al.

i actually hate myself alot.mr nice sae 'hating is veh tiring.'.indeed it is tirin.its tirin to hate myself.but i juz hate myself.for vretin tat happened frm e past til now.i lead my own lyf n yet i let al tis shit happen in my lyf.makin my lyf so screwed up.

i have every reason to fal for XXX.him being so observant n xi xin is enuf.n when i see him smile,i wil smile too.i see him happy,i wil wna take photo or vid of him.but,when i ask myself e magical qns,my heart saes 'dun have e special feelin leh'..instead for e other,his attitude,his stupid stuffs,im willin to tolerate it.i dno.i realli dno.

gues it isnt e right tym for me to tink so much.....ppl,nv learn how to treasure only aft tat ting left u.it wud b too late.

2008-07-29T23:18:00.004+08:00

cute sia.

=))

e ever so zi lian n rdy for my cam anitym de daryl. =D

at cj.

IM BACK. hahaha. had crystal jade. lols. dey took 105 over. den i board e bus. n e moment mr nice saw me,hes lyk 'wow. so nice ah' den he sae to daryl 'eh daryl. look at her shoe. scary eh.' hahaha. COZ IM TALLER THAN DARYL. den when we wna alight,i was infront of daryl. den he sae 'i taller leh' den mr nice sae 'no. coz tis slope lor' hahaha. den aft we alight,i waited for dem. N IM TALLER. hahahah. ok. for one night im taller. if not im e same ht s daryl. =.=

made our wae slowly to crystal jade. ate. haha. mr nice stil had to teach daryl how to eat e xiao long bao. n e proper wae to use chopsticks. hahah! so funny durin e dner la. snapped quite alot of photos. some in daryl phone some in mine. but i cnt show. cn onli show me n daryl de. haha. mr nice is SHY. hahaha~~

den wanted to go to swensen to buy cake. but al e cake so big,too big for 3 person. so ended up eatin ice cream. =.= den went to arcade. haha. i para-ed! BEEN SO LONG LA. haha. den mr nice play drum. den we play daytona. den e guys play bball. had a vid! haha.

den went to slack at one corner. daryl went to get drinks while mr nice read my letter. i so paiseh la. he read in front of me. LOL. he sae i write essay. LOOOOL. n i ended wif 'ur veh silly de fren' den he sae 'u veh silly meh' den i sae 'not silly enuf meh' haha. den daryl came bac N KPKB. he wna go hm. his mum called. ok lor. bobian. quite late le ma. he gotta get hm early. me n mr nice no curfew. mr nice cn stay de noe! al bcoz of daryl. =.=

den dey sent me hm. tru out walk bside e road,den daryl playin wif mr nice. so dangerous pls. i shouted at dem. wa lao... lols. N GUESS WAT MAN? i onli dscribed to mr nice be4 whr is braddell mrt stn n my hse n e bus stop i alight frm takin bus hm frm his hse dere. den when he send me hm juz now,HE NOE WHICH BLK I LIVE IN. n when we wna mit,HE NOE WHICH BUS STOP I M AT. LOOOL. O.O

lols. ok. dey r on e wae hm abt 45 mins ago. gues dey r reachin hm. HAVEN ASK DARYL SEND ME E PHOTOS. ROAR. tmltml. hehehe. XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY MR NICE GUY!!

2008-07-29T19:17:00.002+08:00

finally mr nice contacted me at lyk.... 45mins ago. haha. now daryl's on e wae to mit him den dey come tpy mit me. wee~~

gna take photos n photos. i todae good makeup dae,good hair dae,good dressin dae. hope tonight gna b a good night too!BUT DARYL 9 NID REACH HM. HOPE HE DUN GIF MI DAIJI LTR. I UTMOST DUN WNA FLARE TONIGHT COZ ITS MR NICE'S BDAE DNER LOR. he beta dun step onto my tail. ahaha. LOL.

cnt camwhore on wat im wearin leh. hse no mirror. sian. nvmnvm. ltr when i come bac! haha.

super happy now. hope my mood doesnt get ruined. heh. =D

2008-07-29T18:02:00.002+08:00

ok. bac hm. n waitin for mr nice to reply me. wth. todae i damn dulan in sku ok! f la. wna make tings nice nice for mr nice den tat stupid idiot come make tings difficult for me. i dun care alr. wth. wei ta hao den lyk tis. roar. but mr nice sae dun dulan,todae his bdae. ok lor.. lols.

now waitin for mr nice leh. he sae mit 7. den sms til 3pm he nv reply me liaos. i aft sku sms him oso bo reply. SEKALI HE ORHORH KOON. hahaha. gna go celebrate his bdae ltr on.

MR NICE. FASTER REPLY ME LA. HOW I NOE WNA GO GET CHANGED ANOT SIA! (ok. its not lyk s if he cn see tis. hahaha. )

2008-07-28T23:30:00.005+08:00

ok. todae intended to go get zp's present de. but in e end? hahaha. ended up mitin him for movie. hahaha. STUPI DARYL IDIOT DARYL. I HATE HIM. not gna sae y. onli huixian noes. haha! dner at yoshi. wee~~ finally took a NICE PHOTO wif zp. haha. hes lyk so against takin photo coz he tinks hes ugly. but IN FACT,HES NOT AT AL. wth~ hahaha. sum photos of todae in clas. XD.

PRESENTING MY MR NICE. hahaha. he dun lyk to show face.
n he was tryin to catch me a pooh. coz e mickey machine got one guy kip playin. =.=

2008-07-28T00:43:00.002+08:00

went out wif sharon n stella. woohoo. we kee siao sia. took so mani photos. but almost al in cam. shall upload again when i get dem frm sharon. these r wat i have. haha. XD

sharon
me,stella n sharon. =p
candid!
=D
CHIO~sharon. haha.

2008-07-26T20:42:00.005+08:00

pics over e wk. haha. NOT ALL YET. loool. ok. dun have zp de coz he dun wna show his face. haha.

in clas.mon. lols.

pizzahut wif daryl. tues.

=D

wed. in clas again. see,we r so bored!

cutesy huixian.

wif mas at e bac!

fri.durin s&w. haha

mac wif daryl n edwin.

mon in clas. he was emo-ing!

pizzahut!

thurs. caught in e rain!

introducing EDWIN. new fren. =)

=))

OHYA! dint post ani pics tat cn see zp's face. TIS IS ZP REPLICA. hahaha. his proj.

tis is ZP.

fri.

daryl n edwin at mac

CLASSIC! I LYK!

yea. been hangin out wif dem tis wk. a bunch of fun ppl. nv fails to put laughter on my face. esp daryl n zp! nono. when dey both r dere,i wil laugh til i peng. when one of dem is dere,okok onli. haha. look at e classic photo! edwin was squattin.den i wna take e 3 of dem. den in e end daryl put his hand dere. HAHA.

it wud b long if were to post abt vredae. so i shall not. but ytd was e funniest! wif daryl n zp! haha~ shall update again. =D

2008-07-25T01:08:00.001+08:00

ok.somehow,my phone dcided not to die on me coz im sucha poor ting without it. haha. it came bac to lyf. but bcoz dno when it wil go into e operation theatre again,i dcided to bring along another spare phone. juz in case. haha. XD

2008-07-24T21:50:00.002+08:00

ok.fuck it.my phone spoil.al bcoz of e fuckin rain...

ok.been out todae.aft sku.n met a new fren in sku tru daryl.hes edwin.fun guy.lol.n hx hx!! ER HEM. hahahaha. aft sku was intendin to go study. den daryl wna go buy ting.so me n hx pei him go. den went to jurong ntertainment to mit edwin AGAIN.coz in sku alr lunch tgt le.al bcoz of...........lalala.hahahah.den studied.den dner.den wna go off,RAIN.startin wasnt big.den me n daryl got umbrella nia.so how?4 person share 2 umbrella.haha.in e end? my bag wet. my uniform wet. HX E BEST LA.wear my cardi,no wet!haha.edwin n daryl oso wet ga liao.hahaha.N TIS IS E REASON Y MY PHONE IS FUCKIN SHITTY NOW. fuck it. hais...

argh.suddenly tink tis post veh useless sia. SIAN LA. ^%&$&$%&^*&

2008-07-21T00:34:00.002+08:00

Tagged by daniel.

1. The person who last tag you is?
daniel

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
o.O

3. Your five impression of him/her
1) cute
2) nice lookin
3) crappy
4) egoist
5) late =x

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
cook maggie for me

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
for me to noe for u to find out

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
err,zhe yang lor.

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
egoist. try to feel for others?

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
wow. gg.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
hmmmm,sumtin realli serious happen ba

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?

him to study

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?

ok lor.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
loudhailer

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
i feel n tink for others?

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
emo. tink too much.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
mature.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them?
thx. i appreciate it

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
1) daniel
2) sharon
3) andrew
4) daryl
5) huixian
6) david
7) jovin
8) mas
9) derrick
10) bert

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
noone at e moment

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
male

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
not bad i tink?

21. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
don tink they noe each other

22. Where is no.2 studying at?
nanyang poly

23. Talk something casually about no.1
hes quite an egoist.

24. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
yes. frenships

25. Where does no.9 live at?
hougang. if he haven move.

26. What colour does no.4 like?
black i tink

27. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
nopes. dey dno each other yet. onli noe each other existence

28. Does no.7 like no.2?
dey dno each other.

29. How do you get to know no.2?
my bro's fren

30. Does no.1 have any pet?
nope

31. Will you woo number 3?
hahha. hes not a bad guy. but uncompatible.

32. Is no.7 the funniest person in the world?
nope. but shes fun

33. What is no. 10 doing now?

slping?

2008-07-20T21:08:00.002+08:00

oks. blogskin changed. thanks to daniel. *thanks eh*. lols. haven been bloggin over e wkend. wasnt even online. watched the dark knight ytd wif daniel,his mum n leroy. ok. i find leroy gettin shuai. LOL. actually hes been shuai la. ever since i noe him. lols. his hair forever so nice. lols. dark knight not bad a show. i LOVE E LAMBORGHINI HE DROVE MAN. oks. not bcoz he drove it. is bcoz i love lamborghini frm e start. hahaha. dno y. daniel sae lamborghini oso not sae veh nice. but i lyk! heh.

started a new habit. hope it lasts. it had lasted for 4 daes alr. heh. dno wat to blog abt oso sia. sians. shall blog again~ =D

2008-07-17T23:08:00.003+08:00

heh. sku ended early todae. went to np. waited for daniel den sat terry's car wif malv n one girl to ssdc. LOL. tru out e journey damn funny la! daniel ride bike. den cut tru cars etc,speed etc. den terry sae 'wa lan eh. tis kind of driver veh dangerous leh.. serene,when u sit his bike,u wun scared meh? got wat feelin? wind veh big?' haha.. LOL. malv sae 'eh,wait he come den we 1 2 3 open door. he fly.'. hahaha. lame. =.= reach ssdc le den malv go lesson, i pei daniel go book ftt. den go daniel hse. slacked n dner n slacked. LOL.

gna start sumtin new. a new habit. hope it lasts. XD.

2008-07-17T01:22:00.002+08:00

is vretin al a lie? i dno wat shud i blieve. which side shud i tink. ppl always sae tink positively. but if tink positively but tings turn out negative,it wil juz hurt even more. bcoz u tot nth wrong n den it goes al wrong. isnt it. y. y is it tat tings r diff. i mean,of coz it wil b diff. aft 4 mths. but,y is it tat i dun feel ani security frm u. a whole new start it is i noe. but,y start til lyk tis. so mani uncertainties for me to figure. u nv noe whr to draw e line wif others. n den when i go astray,u come bac n scold me. n den now im not astray animore,u let me tink ure goin astray. wtf. i noe ure onli aslp for 1hr. i shun disturb u. but its not me not saein/ventin wat i have inside. it feels so stuffed. im sry if i disturbed u. but y do i have to kip havin al these insecurities... i kept tellin myself, 我的快乐会回来的,对吗? im not sure. realli not sure wats in front of me n us.

im juz onli askin myself/fate/god tis qns. 我的快乐会回来的,对吗? ..... im sick n tired of tears.... 我的快乐会回来的,对吗?

2008-07-16T20:01:00.003+08:00

BOOO~~ kinda feelin ok now though sum unhappy stuffs happened juz now.but wells,guess its my prob. he sae de dui. nid to gong gao tian xia de meh. lols. lalala. nth to do sia. feel lyk im havin fever right now. >.< dno how long is tis happiness gna last tis tym.

2008-07-15T22:13:00.004+08:00

lolol.ppl might b tinkin y i dun care abt e brk up. tats bcoz i alr felt weird 2 daes ago. lyk suddenly vretin bcame plain n simple,nv even tok much. its juz tat he brought it up first. so yea,vretin ended. kinda relax now too. heh. n he blocked me in msn la! watever.

now im kinda a HAPPY HAPPY GIRL. deres onli ONE reason to me being so happy. though it may seem silly. =D

ilu.buzzbuzz

2008-07-15T18:02:00.002+08:00

ok. nth much happened todae.xcept me n vin broke up for dno wat f reason. i dun care oso. watever-

2008-07-15T02:30:00.004+08:00

i nv wanted al these to happen.forced to face e fact ONCE AGAIN.its al my fault.facts r cruel.cruel facts.i was so wrong.im sorry.

n for u,u tore dwn my walls once again.juz when i was holdin tight to my walls,afraid it wil fal again,u were so strong,u tore it dwn again.makin me face e outside world.deep within,i noe i yearn for u.the right kind of wrong...

2008-07-14T23:32:00.003+08:00

been feelin unwel. yes. unwel. been bothered. juz feel.. weird. weird in a sense i dno how to sae.

n whenever im wif u,whenever u try to hug me,get close to me,i nv tend to reject u.instead,im able to stil feel so secure.y.y did it have to b u.....

2008-07-12T17:39:00.002+08:00

weets. spent my daes over wif my vinvin. haha. sound lyk smal kid sia. LOL. yupyup. he got off on thurs n fri. so wed night i actually went to cook sumtin for him n went to fetch him aft work. heh. both of us were SO tired on e wae to his hse. sucha long train ride but we njoyed tokin to each other. heh. den met huixian on thurs mrn to go sku tgt. its so fun goin sku wif her. y? coz get to see samuel,nani,ms wen,aini,mimi,clement n i forgot whu. haha. one whole grp walk in sku tgt. but it was rainin. so abit troublesome. LOL.

den thurs aft sku huixian acc me home to pack clothes n go bac tgt. it came s a surprise tat she lived SO near to deardear man. haha. n my vinvin prepare dner for me! weee~~ a dner specially prepared by my bf. nv had be4. hehe. simple yet swt meal. deardear came to fetch me frm e bus stop n huixian saw him. her first impression on him was 'so innocent' hahaha. fri mrn went sku tgt too. den she sae he look so innocent,dun look his age at all. LOOOL. huixian,if ure readin tis,u noe hes NOT innocent at al by wat ive told u. whahahah~~

den fri,ytd luhs. he came to fetch me frm sku. had lunch in sku. but e mee he bought is too hot. he dint finish it. n off we go to town~~ HES SUCHA FICKLE MINDED N TROUBLESOME MAN LA! hahaha. went over to heeren to look for his crumpler,not satisfied,went to paragon,not satisfied either. HE STIL WNA GO CITY HAL SIA. i tel him 'dear,u seen 2 shop le. sekali u go til city hal,realized tis one beta,den how? run bac here?' hahaha. he bwg. LOL. den went bac to heeren to look for his slippers. dint manage to find suitable one. LOOOL. (SEE,TROUBLESOME HOR?) den he stil complain hungry,ask him eat he wna shop. den bus to city hal. he finally bueytahan,eat BK. loool. den continue go find his crumpler,NOT SATISFIED AGAIN. so dint buy. den train to bugis. FINALLY FOUND HIS SLIPPER. and and and!!! i saw tis tube dress at onli 10! but he rushin to find his slipper,so i dint stop by e shop. =( nvm. heh. den aft tat went to walk arnd at parco be4 goin bac. n guess wat? HE COOKED AGAIN. MY FAVOURITE SUMMRE. heheheheheh~~~~ he surprised me. coz on e wae bac i was damn tired,few daes dint slp wel le. den i was slpin on his shoulder on e wae bac. den when we reach,he woke me up. got to e mall,he sae 'dear.ltr i cook ur favourite leh.' den i was lyk 'O.O i cook!' den he sae 'u cook? u serious?' den i sae ya. den he continued 'dun wan la. u so tired u wna cook.i cook u eat.' haha. *BIG SMILES N HUGGED HIS HAND,CLUNG ONTO HIM N 'WEEE~~'* hahaha. small girl? i dun care. =p

den while hes cookin,i fel aslp in his rm. LOL. he came in n covered blanket for me. *wee~* he woke me up when dner's rdy. prepared e table tgt. ate tgt. watch tv. rest. slept early at abt..... 11+?

yupyup. bac hm now coz hes workin todae,spilt shift. poor ting... 10-11. >.<

SOOO NJOYED MY DAES WIF HIM. heh. samuel was stil askin me 'serene,u stayin wif ur bf ah?' hahahah~~ =D

2008-07-09T19:06:00.004+08:00

been quite a long tym since i last blogged. haha. i shall blog now since im waitin for e macaroni to b cooked. heh. yes,im cookin. HAHA. for my DEAR.

wee~ sku reopened 3 daes ago. so far so good. so far so good wif dear,wif sku,wif frens. =D nth much happened aft sku reopened. s usual,slack vredae de. dno y e tchers dun even teach. =.= probly bcoz stil in holidae mood. nid adjust ba. haha. n my dear havin his attachment at hyatt hotel. hes a chef. O.O heh. ok. accordin to him.chef is too serious a word. so i shall sae cook. heh. hes a cook. n IM GOIN TO COOK DNO-IS-DNER-OR-SUPPER FOR HIM N BRIN IT TO HIM LTR. =D

oks~ go check on my macaroni alr. ONE SWEET PHOTO FOR U AL.

presentin my sweet lil 'boy'. =D

2008-07-04T13:21:00.001+08:00

wee. changed blogskin. nice nice? heh. ok.

GOTTA RUSH OFF TO DO MY REPORT~~ HEADACHE. LOOOL. =D

2008-06-30T23:32:00.003+08:00

WOOSA. (omg.realized im usin woosa again.due to sumone. tat sumone wun b readin probly.). haha. WENT SENTOSA ON SUN WIF MY CLIQUE. withou my bro thou. haha. SO much pic takin man. haha. it was supposed to b on sat but michie wasnt free. yea,took RUBEE along too! tat FAT DOG. oops. sharon gna kill me. haha.

too mani photo to upload to here. if u al wna see,go to my frenster plox. heh.

N IM A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL!

one photo for u guys!

2008-06-27T12:51:00.002+08:00

weee~~~ guess wat? TML GOIN SENTOSA AGAIN WIF SHARON N CO. WHAHAHAHA. PLUS RUBEE!!! ITS GNA B OH SO DAMN FUN MAN! N I WNA GET MYSELF TAN TML NO MATTER WAT. hahaha~~ im mad.

went out wif sharon ytd. wanted to go get her dress but nv. in e end got nail polish n eyelashes frm O2 skin. den stickers frm sasa. ohoh. n she got her base frm O2 skin too. a short shoppin trip. STIL CNT FIND OUR EYELASH GLUE. HAIS. sad....

2008-06-24T16:57:00.001+08:00

wa lao. veh fan leh these few daes. one aft anothr come fan me. argh! y kip comin de. i dun wan such happenins leh. argh. cnt ignore summre. wtf. =\

2008-06-21T21:26:00.002+08:00

lol.todae went out wif sharon n stella.woohoo~ wore my 4inch heels e whole dae.omg.its not e ankle tats breakin.its e sole of my leg. haha. went to far east,taka,marina sqr. wa... bought a tubetop frm mng. sharon bought a top frm zara.

photos wil b uploaded when i get it frm her. haha. TML WORK. OMG.

2008-06-21T11:38:00.005+08:00

whahaha.gotten over watever had been happenin. i shall wait for e first step. yupyup. was tinkin ltr pei sharon stella. dey wna go gaigai. sharon wna go zara. omg. its been so long since i last gaigai la pls. hahaha. go walkwalk den. was to go gaigai wif mehmeh in e first place though. lol. but sharon haven reply me. shes been studyin til so late. poor ting... shall update tonight. =D

mehmeh went off without tellin me last night.n i heard no news frm u todae.ive alr made my stand clear.i shall wait.if ure realli serious abt wat u said,den u wil come to me.sooner or later.right?so if u dun,i wun too.

2008-06-20T23:22:00.002+08:00

wat ive been lookin forward to wun come animore.its cancelled.one last plan for tml..stay at hm e whole dae n dwell in watever's botherin me.

juz feel lyk cryin my heart out. its too much for me to take ONCE AGAIN.esp aft wat have happened to daniel n i.im too tired.but yet cnt stop myself frm sinkin.n now tat im sinkin,watever's happenin is too much for me to take.

watever ting take out n solve it tgt huh?fine.i'll wait for e tym when ure free.i trust u.