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behind that cool facade
hides a messed up soul
walk with me


an ordinary person living and struggling in this ordinary yet tormenting world.

shouts




Wednesday, November 03, 2010


ARIOS HO. HOW I WISH YOU SEE THIS MAN!!


IM SO FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT YOU. once i leave your place,your fever goes up. and YOURE NOT REPLYING MY WHATSAPP. fuck you! it is sent through to your phone already!!

1,you saw the msg liao bo?
2,if saw,are you too weak to reply?
3,if nv saw,what the fuck are you doing?sleeping?

fuck.stop making me wonder so much leh!! ARIOS HO ZHENG HAN!!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010


again im posting after so long.. this is gonna be soooo low profile blog. LOL. almost noone knows i have a blog. to me its a secret diary.

i miss ying yong..the feeling he gave me on sunday was so perfect..once we see each other,we smiled.and when i pinch him,he took my hand so tightly.like afraid i'd pull away.when we go down the stairs or cross the road,he'll hold onto me.when we reached mbs,he put his hand on my waist whenever hes beside me.when we both ly on the sofa bed and drink,he hugged me.when he went to talk to mandy for a few mins,when he came back,the first thing he said was "sorry".though all the suanings was usual and non stop,but thats how we had always been.suaning each other.when we finished drinking and both doze off,he hugged me still.and when he ask me to move up onto the bed and sleep so im more comfortable,i dont want.then he say he'll be with me.and so we moved.his hand never ever left me.hugged me in his arms and go to sleep.how i miss that feeling...its been 1 yr plus since we slept like that. when he sent me home,he gave me a peck on my forehead.. and,he had NEVER been like this towards me before even when we were tgt in the past..mygod..he totally catches my heart... but i cant let him win this battle.because hes married already.i cant allow myself to submit to this feeling.i need to let him go..... sigh..but hes the one on my mind since he left me that afternoon..

Saturday, November 28, 2009


once again. im so so so tired. feel like giving up on everything. and i mean everything.

Tuesday, June 09, 2009


once again.. im so tired..

把我伤透了又想我继续像以前那样对你好。。。可知道对我做了什么吗。。。

Monday, June 08, 2009


ok i know super long nv post. haha. gonna have alot of photos later. coz lazy to type alot. =p


PH. 020609. junliang,michael,sky and alvin.

doris and i. =D

sky,jun liang,michael and doris and alvin.

=))

sky,doris and kai.



us and sky.yes.sky again.hahaha.


taken at v3 toilet. LOL.

MARINA BARRAGE. 290509.

thats alvin and nicholas behind doris.haha



BUTTER FAC AND PH. 200509


kit. =) and oh. ty the giant is there too


new known guy called sebastian. cute guy,

PH.300509.
lance,sky and andy. lance is cute. haha.

doris took this when shes on the podium due to some irritatin guys on the floor.i was behind her.lol

only anjun reacted. see the middle finger.hahaha

girls.

andy and anjun.

sky and kit


PH.270509.

i was high and drunk that night. LOL



thats janneve in yellow.

FINALLY. TY!! hes 1.9 tall. LOLS



amber and jolin.

the girls. jess amber jolin doris.




PH.300409.
both alvins.me and lince lince.

ben and i.


know what? THIS HAPPENS TO TY WHENEVER IM AROUND.

alvin and i

part of the grp.



SENTOSA AND PH.160509
beloved qi de.





see. told you all. this happens when im around. done by me yes. =D

jackee on the left.


phoebe beside me. calvin beside kit